i could feel it right there
one year ago, i rmb we were doing project till the wee hrs of the night in school
it was tough but we enjoyed the challenge.
one year now, we sat at the table laughing heartily.
but we all knew something was missing
is this just a passing phase or there's still more to come?
seriously, hoping isn't helping much.
anyways smth i read on email that was rather inspiring
It is far easier to find a reason not to love someone, than otherwise. Rejection requires only one reason. Love requires complete acceptance. It is hard work – the only kind of work that I find palatable.
Loving someone has great benefits. There is admiration, learning, attraction and something which, for the want of a better word, we call happiness.
In loving someone, we become inspired to better ourselves in every way. We learn the truth worthlessness of material things. We celebrate being human.
Loving is good for the soul.Loving someone is therefore very important, and it is also important to choose the right person.
Despite popular culture, love doesn’t happen by chance, at first sight, across a crowded dance floor. It grows slowly, sinking roots first before branching and blossoming. It is not a silly weed, but a mighty tree that weathers every storm.
You will find, that when you have someone to love, that the face is less important than the brain, and the body is less important than the heart.
You will also find that it is no great tragedy if your love is not reciprocated. You are not doing it to be loved back.Its value is to inspire you.
Finally, you will find that there is no half-measure when it comes to loving someone. You either don’t, or you do with every cell in your body, completely and utterly, without reservation or apology. It consumes you, and you are reborn, all the better for it.
i stared hard
whatever i saw became blurred
nth much,its just water
how i wish the skies will clear soon
how i wish that star was there
then i realised there's gna be meteor shower tonight
Sunday, October 18, 2009 .
6:07 PM
seriously im effing pissed
ya mebbe its all abt expectations AGN =.=
eurghhhh
gimme ice pls
Saturday, October 17, 2009 .
3:47 AM
when ur brain cells aren't as developed as others, too bad then.
hard simply isn't enuff for u
its not only abt the effort u put in but whether the effort do translate into results that matters
come on gal
stand fight and win
i thought i was over it
but that wrench brought me back to reality,back to sqaure one
fuck dat totally sucks big time
mebbe i wasn't as over it as much as i wished i were
same same but so different
i alr have enuff on my hand without u acting in such a freaking childish manner
how much i wish i am harsh enuff to put things straight to u but i cant
we just haf to grow, its not a choice, its smth we are forced to
i grew,what abt u?
yes im blogging at such an unearthly hour
im being ironic luh huh, complaining abt a lack of time yet not slping right now where i shld LOL
anww tonight was a night well spent at chloe's birthday party
the celebration we had for dear chloe was as if it was some wedding prank played on the sweet couple
haha we are always up to no good man
so next time if u ever invite cyrus to ur bdae party, beware of cyrus ;)
i laughed like never before again
and thanks to cyrus i have sore throat from laughing too much
HAHA seriously how can one ever get sore throat from laughing too much man :)
i wonder who else other than cyrus can make me laugh like dat
cyrus rocks big time <3
we always have smth to gossip abt,outings are never boring with them ard and if there's anything that is constantly present in cyrus.its laughters
at least my life isn't so lifeless afterall LOL
i hope chloe n cy will have a happily ever after
at least they add on to my belief that there will be a 天长地久
anywayss happy 21st birthday chloe!!! : D