Authentic Beauty.

25/12/08

the very pretty xmas card :DDD

had a short meetup wif peier at JP and we had our gift exchange

simply love the earrings she bot

HAHAH and the card she drew is one of a kind

she destined to be an artist la

love her card and earrings <333

24/12/08

xmas eve meant cookies day for bitch and i!
bitch came over my hse to bake cookies and we had a gals stayover at my hse ((:
had fun baking cookies
i just realised my hse is home to FOUR types of flour
omg i wonder y my mum need so many diff types of flour =.=
baking sure wasn't our forte cos we aren't hsewife-gals duhh
we went thru many trials of unsuccessful cookie baking
started off wif charred and disfigured cookies BLEHHHX!
hah dat din turn us off laa
being very pro,we salvaged the situation and of cos,we ended up wif very yummy cookies HAHAHA

*drum rollsssss*
:DDD

on top of the very full dinner we had and the occasional 'testing' of the cookies we made,my cutey mum was nice enuff to make pizzas for us-turning us into fat pigs
rawrrr!!

i bet i gna haf sore throat the next day la(true enuff i did haf -.-)

cant believe my mum actually went to buy a xmas hat for all of us to try it on

WTHHH i dun do such things

SHE'S MY MUM laaaa and she go do such things

i rly wonder wats she tinking man HAHAHA

but i still <3>

after all the baking and stuff,we were dead tired

i guess its time to slp liao

but being bitches,we cld not miss out on camwhoring man!

HAHAHA indeed we used my lao pok web cam to make funny faces and posed in all possible ways

the kiss portrait was damn challenging la

had to adjust ur face to fit the lipstick mark esp when the cam is like inverted from left to right

felt like a spazoid adjusting our faces HAHAAHA

HTHT till 4.30 am OMG

we had to wake at 7am tmr cos bitch had to rush for hj bdae surprise

hahah piggy us slept till 7.30 am

im amazed we cld wake up despite staying up so late la

yeaa mann LOVE STAYOVERS :)))

if i can,i wanna organise some slumber party!!!

like blair warldorf HEHS

2:02 AM

i can feel the drift
its like we have to be the same cos we have to but yet it feels different
not as close as we used to be i guess
i wanna say
so much to say yet im afraid of evaluative judgement
yes i noe its hard nt to judge cos i cant even promise it myself
besides,i tink wat i did wasn't quite right so i guess u haf the right to judge
and i cant find the time to talk cos ur alr haf enuff on ur mind
everyone has them
i miss those times...

Monday, December 29, 2008 .

10:12 PM

ur words i've heard its nice
ur actions i've seen its sweet
mebbe i learn dat dat tis is the best way to get
mebbe im afraid of falling and getting out agn
the heart and mind dun go tgt
feel like i got some severe split personality
so afraid of making the wrong move
so afraid everything gna repeat itself
so afraid of everything...

Friday, December 26, 2008 .

1:09 AM

rawrrr!
sore throat is killing me and i wonder how m i gna k later on wif cyrus
thx horse for the gift
<3 it much much
yes i noe im nt gna do her card justice if i dun take pics of it but im lazy to transfer the pics cos i hvn been enlightened on how to transfer pics from my fone to the pc
guess i will do a proper xmas post in the next post ba

feels like the meteor garden scene (:
HAHA im tinking too much la

Wednesday, December 24, 2008 .

12:49 AM

finallyyyy after procrastinating for god noes how many yrs, the mkting cls finally decided to go out today
YAY!it's been long since we last saw each other at the chalet
had my brunch wif yuan lun and pengkiat
ahhh 3 pathetic souls laa
woah lunch at cafe cartel is definitely worth it la
at $9.50,we get to enjoy a super big serving of breaded chicken,drink,soup of the day and ice cream :DDD
of cos not forgetting the free flow of bread
walauuuu by the time i finished my meal,i was super bloated i bet i could skip dinner liao
kristine and jw joined us later and we caught the movie yesman
omggg its freakingg funnny laaa
i noe my laughter totally runined my glam image HAHAHAHA
quite meaningful also cos it makes me realise we shld nt be afraid and shld open ourselves to opportunities
it knocks once, so its up to us to take it or leave it
yupp so overall,the movie is smth u muz not miss out for tis hols :)
we still had a bit of time before dinner starts and we went to the arcade to play
woots!!!long time since i played bball!the feeling was super shiok!!!
i gave my virgin trial of the drum game to the arcade at suntec HAHAHAHAA!
arcade is the best way of relieveing stress ^^
we dined at imperial treasure and yess the xiao long bao is superb
oh mannn!i just love xiao long bao!!!! :)))
we tried dishes dat were rather unique like the nian gao etc
the almond beacurd tasted way beta den those sold outside cos it had very lil almond so it doesnt smell dat terrible to me la HAHA
performance at suntec fountain was rather fascinating
wonder how they can make the 3d effect
i wanna go suntec agnnnnn :DDD shopppp!
*im hoping there's more outings to come *

cute sillynessss ^^

Monday, December 22, 2008 .

2:35 AM

omgg i feel sooo exposed
rawrrr!!!
time i changed liaoooo
super nt safeeeeeee :(((

Sunday, December 21, 2008 .

1:36 AM

taka's xmas tree!its the same tree every yrrrr =.=
but still, its bigggg la

omggggg if i had a xmas tree liddat...

its all made up of little bears la!onli different colours

awwww...lovely (((:

made up of coke bottles-simply classic

coka cola simply noe how to advertise itself huh

YEA I NOE UR READING

nvmm nth special here for u to read anwww HAHHAA

had a great day today

from wat i see today,indeed u changed quite abit and im rly happy abt it

some things u do are quite touching and yes i dun say it out but yeaa its ur ability to noe wat im tinking anw

too bad if u dun la

jus like wat ys said,if everything is too perfect,u noe its bound to go wrong some where else

i dno how much longer the change tgt wif the happy-ness is gna last cos i noe good things just dun last

ahh call me the pessismist i dun care

u asked me wat to do so i can trust u once more

seriously,not dat i dowan to ans ur qns but i rly dno

if i knew,i cld haf made ppl trust me more wif their secrets HEHEHE beware huh ppl

oh yeaaa one more major thing u seriously need to change is ur habit of playing comp gamess!!!rawrrrr!!!bth lehhh!!!if dats nt gna change,i highly doubt anything much wil change anymore

oh well i tink time just prove it all isn't it?

well well just let nature take its course ba :)))

oh yeaa im a happy gal :DDD

Friday, December 19, 2008 .

1:12 AM

super cunning

super cute :)))

Thursday, December 18, 2008 .

12:00 AM

life would be much beta if everyone had their brains exposed
like dat,we will all noe wats everyone thinking
simply,life would be much beta if everyone mean wat they say and do wat they say
ha complexity would be the word for u
trust is fragile
it just takes seconds to lose it
yet years to get it back

Sunday, December 14, 2008 .

11:58 PM

a bdae celebration for my ah ma...

*pardon the bluriness cos i used the 1.3 megapixel camera on my lappie =.= *

which became a camwhoring session :)))

1:22 AM

:DDD

Saturday, December 13, 2008 .

9:44 PM

i wished i was bold enuff to jump all into the muddy water
its all clouded
i cant see
i nearly drowned
thx to a few who saved me :)))
i guess im meant for clear waters
seeing how she could overlook all the flaws, i knew instantly i needed dat potential dat could drive me to jump all in
sorry i dun haf the potential now
i found the ans sheet
ice melts and refreezes agn
haha how true...

1:37 AM

RRRRRRRAAAAAAWWWWWWRRRRRRRR!!!!

if only i had ans...

Friday, December 12, 2008 .

8:49 PM

okayy tis is supposed to be an outdated post but its nt my fault

i waited for the pics mahhh

all thx to sam for organizing tis gathering

was surprised dat some of us turned up cos we hvn met since ages and we were afraid dat there wld be awkward silences during the meetup

buddennnnn none of wat i tot wld happen happened

instead,it became a very bitchy session for us gals

8 of us turned up and i appreciated the fact dat altho we hvn rly been contacting each other for almost 3 yrs,they made the effort to turn up

everyone looked so different but deep down we are the same

once we mentioned ng siew tuan,seniors and shen keqin,we all gave the same rxn

huyu is still zhu bao dian lao ban niang

sam is still as boyish

huiwen is still as notti

jiahui is stil as crappy

and guess wat..i even forgot we had a vice-capt HAHAHA

at least im betta de n hui wen and huyu who tot meiyoke was the vice-capt =/

i pity jiahui HAHAHA

was supposed to play vball at the beach but instead we spent most of our time bitching abt ppl's affairs and having htht :DDD

cant believe i had a similar story as jiahui

awwww we haf grown up

no more childish rls babe (:

the times we were playing vball reminds me of the past..

the 1st time we wore the triangular super short shorts and dun even dare tostep out of the vball court cos the bball court was just adjacent to our court(i bet we ran the sch cpd dat day in less den 3 mins WAHHAHAHA!)

the 1st time we got punished by seniors who asked us to shout across the court and made sure they heard us from the field

where ng siew tuan diao us until her eyeballs could literally roll out

where we wld be forced to do 3 rounds of frog jump whenever we were late for training(and for the next time ur late u will do it in multiples of 3)

where we were nt supposed to gif an attitude face(cos its rude to seniors) neither are we supposed to smile too much(cos it means we are not serious) during trainings...

those were the days ;)

so identically different

<3333>

*im so looking forward to the next gathering ((:*

Wednesday, December 10, 2008 .

10:59 PM

if it was 1 yr ago,i would haf given in
now i feel like an evil shit
prob isn't abt being psychic now
i tink...im different.

funny the way ppl can comment on frens drifting apart
yet it is they themselves who choose to leave them out of the fun
mebbe to u,its nt dat fun wif old cliques cos of the 'gap' dat u feel
but i do rly appreciate if u haf the courtesy to invite us to go
instead of wondering y ppl drift apart,perhaps u shld do some self reflection yea
*shrugs*

2:38 AM

well well well im so surprised at the change
sth i wished i hadn't grown up
gosh im a biactchhhh

Monday, December 08, 2008 .

6:51 PM

last saturday was a disastrous ben and jerry day
being greedy pigs-referring to me,my brother and tis other bitch,we decided to queue up for FREE ben and jerry ice cream,which was located at the fort canning hill(or was it park?i also forgot le =/)
when we reached,it started raining heavily and no thanks to god cos i brought onli
one umbrella and it couldn't possibly shelter the 3 of us
okayy we are fatasses alrightsss but we are still queuing for ice cream HAHAHA
by the time we ran to hide in the shelter, we were all drenched
there goes ys hair treatment
my bro and i jus bathed b4 we came out luhhh WALAUUUUU

finally the rain stopped and we went out to queue once more
OH MY TIAN the queue was so freaking long and its like snailing =.=
wats worst was dat we had to stand in the muddy field RAWRRR!!!
my toe nails were brownish colour cos of the mud and suddenly it felt like jungle warfare
jus dat we were queueing for ice cream
there were still centipedes laaaa WTHHHHH @#$%^&*(@$%
we were screaming like some bimbos la RAHHH!
and yes we saw a couple
guess it was a sad day for bitch
plus we were in a pathetic state when we saw them =.=
after queueing and standing in the hot sun for like 45 mins,we then realised dat the ice cream wasn't for free OMGOMGOMG
irritating!!! we sweated for like 45 mins and got our feet soaked in mud and then we realised it nt free LIKE WTHHHHH
but we feel so bu gan yuan after queueing for so long and jus giving up,so we decided to continue standing in the hot sun to buy ice cream
i feel so dumb
owellsss...

see the white spots on the trees
i dno wat izit actually
seems like some star shaped foam that were shot out and they jus floated and got themselves stuck to the trees HAHAA cute ba

after finishing our very superlicious ben and jerry ice cream,we decided to wash our feet
whee~!our muddy muddy feet
oh by the way we tried new flavours - strawberry bananna,triple caramel chunk and chocolate dno wats the name HAHAHA
strawberry banana was the nicest!has a very unique taste ;)
we were lazy to wak back to the toilet in the shelter so we headed for the one at the national museum of spore
my 1st time there!and im washing my feet there =.=
bitch and i went into the handicapped toilet,hoping to wash our feet cos there was a small tap below the sink
budddennnnnn the water was like *drip drip drp*
how the hell are we supposed to wash our feets like dat??!!!
after much hesitation(okayy mebbe bitch hesitated but i nv hor),we raised our feet onto the sink and began washing our feet like noone's business HAHAHAA!
i noe its so unfeminine of us but too bad, we are chor lor gals.
had helluva fun washing our feet in the sink and soaking our slippers in the water
yesss the basin was choked cos of the bits of grass stuck to our feet and the mud that was washed off but we dunnnn careeeeeee HAHAHAHA
YAY!we are happy gals once we finished washing our feet! :DDD

headed to aston for dinner tgt wif alex and his frens
altho it was my 1st time having dinner tgt wif them,it was still super fun esp wif the jokes they said :)
we all went our separate ways after dinner

my bro and i caught the show-body of lies
we went in not knowing wat show it was cos we jus wanted to watch a movie luh
the title seems nice so we chose dat HAHA LUCKY US
it was abt terrorist attacks and the US
it was rather sick seeing scenes of how they tortured the prisoners
but otherwise,it was a nice action-packed show :)))

i wanna shoppppppppp!!!!
cny is nearing!gives me a reason to shop hehs
oh yeaaa!cant wait for tmr vball outing! V(^^;)

Sunday, December 07, 2008 .

2:18 PM

!#$%#%$&*&$!#!Y%$#%^%*^
RAWR!!!!!
finally it was squeezed out
owell ALL GUYS ARE THE SAME!
mebbe one day me and dee siao gna set up an anti-guys club
V(^^;)

2:30 AM

if onli ur words are true
if onli ur words doesn't expire
if onli i knew wat ur tinking
if onli ur will carry out the promised promises
if onli trust was nv broken
if onli love is always true
if onli i could remove the flirtshit gene in chromosome Y
if onli if onli if onli
if onli i'm psychic...

dun worry fren
i will try my very best to get u out of the shell :)

Saturday, December 06, 2008 .

2:40 AM

oh yay!finally i have mastered the art of making a colarge
okayy call me a noob
im jus lazy to learn okayyy not i dumb HAHAHAHA

alrights,shall let the pics do most of the talking
im lazy to narrate everything

30th nov started off with an excited round of paintball with dearest cyrus
the game was damn scary la
even the guy telling us abt the rules cld tell dat i was nervous
im a sacredy cat WADEVA
paintball made me realise dat gg ns is a scary affair la
imagine kena hit by bullets
mind you,those fake bullets may seem frenly but when u kena hit by them,its super painful la
i paid 35.90 for getting hit by bullets
yeaa sounds dumb right
somemore i gt a big orh cheh on my butt
stupid ernest still said it was so shuang shooting someone's butt and seeing it dodge =.=

1st round of paintball was gals vs guys
okay sounds like a sure lose game for gals
and yes indeed we lost cos gals were too afraid to come out of the hiding places
i tink once u move, u become open target for the guys liao
gals were smarter for the 2nd round cos we decided to mix ourselves among the guys
suay enuff,i was assigned the role of the flag bearer for the 2ns round
my job is to run and plant the flag after the brick and the red flag were collected by my team members
OH MY TIAN!cant imagine myself kena hit by bullets and dodging bullets here and there like i got some fits or smth while trying to plant the flag
god was rather kind towards me cos the other team managed to plant the flag before my team cld finish collecting the items
hahahaa!means i dunnid do matrix stunts and become open target for others :DDD
oh means we lost la WTH den i shld nt be happy wat =.=

the game ended wif paint splattered all over our hands and shirt
lucky my shirt was quite clean so i need not throw it away
haha i stil get to kip my aj pe t :)))

of cos,paintball wasn't the onli happening thing on the very same day
i still had to rush to chalet at night for night cycling!
and yess i was damn nervous abt the whole night cycling affair
forced my brudder to teach me how to cycle in 2 days time
heh heh heh im so proud of myself
went to och and old commando's camp
wth old commando camp totally freaked me out cos it's totally dark
jiayi and me just kept our heads down n eyes fixed on the road
we wanna see nth other den the tar on the road HAHAHA
went to changi village to eat nasi lemak
i tink jiayi n i had super good appetite cos we ordered nasi lemak,ice jelly and a glass of drink
like WTH we ate more den guys?
hahaha!at least i nv finished the nasi lemak cos i jus wanted to hydrate myself
saw a couple of ah gua and they were quite chio leh
was wondering how they gna do it wif guys la.
hahaha!okayyy im nt tinking how they gna do it,jus curious la ;)

damn shag after the night cycling trip
but den we nv slept right after dat
we still stayed up and watched the house bunny
hahaha!a totally bimbotic show
yuanlun said his intelligence gna drop after watching tis show HAHAHA
our weak eye muscles cld nt tahan anymore and *pom* we went to slp after dat
pity some of the guys cos they nv slept for dat night

the 2nd night was BBQ night!
yea we had lots of fun trying to start the fire and cook chocolate bananas
HAHA kc's fav!superlicious banana in chocs!woots!
i guess we ordered too much food cos we cant finish all of them
we got like 1 tray if stingray,1 tray of sotong,4 packs of hotdogs and 2 packs of XO prawns
we are small eaters mah!hahaha!

after the BBQ we all played drinking games
haha damn funny la!
esp when ur all seh seh liao,the more u gna make mistakes
my face was the ultimate one among all of them-super red HAHAHA
after finishing the bottle of black label dat yuanlun brought,some wemt to slp(ya dats me) and some cont to bbq.
too bad i shld haf stayed up n bbq cos i heard they were doin stupid stuff during the 2nd roudn of bbq
tsk tsk the consequences of drinking too much

oh yess i gotta say sth
kc's snore is rly 如雷贯耳
it feels as if the whole hse is collapsing la!
hahaa!we had to wake him up to slp face down HAHA

2nd dec marked the end of our cls chalet
im looking forawrd to more cls outing!
seriously <3 tis cls
a pity our dearest yuanyuan, kc and walter is not gna be in the same cls as us next sem :(((
well jus hope dat the cls remains bonded no matter wat :)))

Friday, December 05, 2008 .

12:04 AM

random pics ;)

the consequence of facing stats tb everyday :a blasted shoe
i even wore it to stats exam
air con was super strong n my feet felt so cold la
hahaha!okayy i feel like a dirty gal =/

okay tis is a super random pic
i took it out of boredom-econs tb is crap cos it jus wants me to memorise everything and dats dat
birdie was outside my window trying to balance on the wire
the sight was hilarious cos it was like falling forward n backward
HAHAHA self entertainment ain't dat bad afterall :D

i vandalised my own pencil by doodling everything i could using a highlighter
most of it were words of encouragement i guess
obviously i was studying stats cos the background shows the formula for 'coefficeint of determination'
stupid stats!rah!mental block last min!!!!goodbye to bnf :(

FOCUS!

and more doodlings...

goshh!im lazy to put up paintball pics n chalet pics

mebbe when i rly haf nth beta to do luh huh

liar liar!

try lying n u will noe wats gna happen

go read the story abt the boy who cried wolf ba