drag n drag n drag
dats procrastination.
i tink i shld be called procrastinate yam instead of stella yam.-.-
i went back on my promise
i din apply for uni courses by ytd night :(
ok mebbe i wasn't proctrastinating
i'm jus purely LAZY.haha!
but anw i alr thought abt the courses i wana take up, so applying shld jus take up a few minutes of my time :)))
altho so,i still tink its beta to apply tmr.hehex
nw is too late to apply(i'm scared i'm not in a clear of mind to make the right choices.haha!excuses!=p)
i rly rly rly will appy tmr de!trust me.haha!
come to tink of it,i din actually waste my whole day ytd cos i spent like 9 hrs trying to apply for those irritating scholarships
my photo just refused to get uploaded even when i asked ys to help me resize.
n i repeatedly scanned my sgc for like the gazillionth time,converting from one file format to another
basically,i was a crzy gal last night,trying to apply for scholarhips since its the last day
mebbe i shld not haf waited for the last day to apply
everytink jus dun go right.-.-
i swear ytd was the most pek cek day of my life n my vessels were gna burst anitime
thank god my comp din crash or else i rly can faint in front of the comp
i took hours to fill up the scholarship forms la. not bcos the forms were freaking long
but cos i filled the forms THRICE!wth!im the dumbest person la!
so for the 3rd time when i filled up the forms,i took onli 20 mins each cos i could memo the ans to the qns -.-
the specific qns for the schoalrships are tougher than gp qns la
talk abt passion.omg.i rly haf no aim in life la.im so dead =/
i wonder how ppl can actually go crazy over their interests.kowtow to them sia.
anyways i crapped la.wadeva i can tink of i jus write.noe i wun get the scholarship but jus try ba.mebbe god rly bless me but i doubt so.haha!i jus feel bu shuang i spent so much time on the scholarship shit,so i die die also muz apply for it.
there was tis qns asked for the IRAS schoalrship:Do u haf any hobbies or interest?
i rly love dat qns la.not as tough as the rest :D
so its wasn't rly my fault i din apply for uni courses bcos i was stuck doin scholarships
hope i get them *cross fingers* :)
today is my 1st day of work at my new company
my dept is so small la.onli consists of 3 ppl.
how small can it get?-.-
but anw,my colleagues are nice people.
good tink is dat i got tinks to do to keep me from falling asleep
n i'm gna haf to a comp to myself in a week's time cos the woman teaching me is gna go for maternity leave.yay!finally i'm using a comp in office!
as always,i turned in late ytd n was on the verge of slping when leemei was teaching me
i hope she din catch me blicking my eyes furiously =X
i rly had a taste of how it feels like to have rly HEAVY eyelids.lols
somehow i stil prefer my previous company cos of the colleagues i had
we felt more like a family
or mebbe its bcos of the small dept size so i could nt actually feel we are a 'family'?
dno la.see how it goes ba.
was surprised to see charlie n ah t today.
felt like i was in CJ when i saw them
i rly missed my ex colleagues!:(((
they are rly a fun bunch of ppl.haiz
knocked off punctually at 6
i nv did haf the privilege of knocking off punctually when i worked in CJ
but given a choice,i still will choose to work ot will my ex colleagues.
lots n lots of SADssss...
wat an unearthly hour to blog
BUT then tonight is rly a very special night
COS its my last night staying up sooo late.SADED :((
i'm gna start work tis coming mon
n i haf to wake up freaking early so dat i can reach my company punctually at 8
omgawds!n i haf yet to figure out where the hell my company is
haha!i tink i'm gna go to sbs webby to see wat bus will brg me there
mebbe i end up in some ulu place instead of my company n my manager haf to fetch me back =/
haha!fat hope la!
anywayysss ppl dun miss me hor esp yl, cos there will be noone to entertain her when she stay up late le.hahaha!i noe she will miss me dearly.dun miss me horny bitch!hahaha!
despite knowing dat staying up will contribute to my panda eyes n wateva shit,i still love staying up cos i tink its fun!fun as in its like everyone is slping n u noe ur the onli one awake.hehex.
n the shit tink is marcus jus told me dat we will gain weight if we slp lesser den 7 hrs.dats according to japanese researchers.hope its not true.
i wonder if it helps if i make up by waking up later.haha!
ok.im jus giving myself excuses to stay up -.-
i'm gna apply for uni couses tmr
dats it.its tmr!
no more delaying
im determined!hahaha!
i'm still thinking whether i shld apply for scholarship
well i noe its abit late but the deadline for some scholarships is 23rd march,so i shall jus gif it a try.kinda lazy to go for interview.i shall stop being a lazyass!
i tot of naming my child love
sound so cool!
cos noone gna name ur child dat right?haha!
sadly,onli marcus agrees wif me its cool :(((
ohwell nvm.i still tink its cool :D
n LIL BRO jus gave me inspiration cos he happened to mention ipod
so i decided to call my pinky ipod LOVE
COOL!i LOVE it!hahaha!
a new discovery:i found out dat when u sign in to msn n put as 'busy',even when there are many conve,there will be no sound made.
ok.im a noob.
Saturday, March 22, 2008 .
3:28 PM
i love my dad!
to tink i actually blamed him losing all my precious fotos dat time when he reboot the lappie
sorrrrryyy!=/
he actually saved all the fotos n songs i had in an external disk n yet he din realise dat -.-
how blur can he get la.haha!
woots!i'm so glad all those fotos are not gone!
im gna save all the fotos in my ipod liao
jus in case my lappie go crazy agn n the fotos will rly be gone
yyyeeeeeaaaaaahhh!
im a happy gal :D
omgawkss!i hvn apply for uni courses la!
n im still not decided over the courses i wan!
actually i haf a few courses in mind but i jus dno wat order to place them in
im afraid i will make the wrong choice
afterall, tis concerns my future
how how how? :(((
Friday, March 21, 2008 .
1:45 AM
damn.
when i went to slp ytd night,tis lizzie jus happened to stick itself on MY shelf
got a shock of my life when i went to take the air-con remote control la
idiot.as if dat wasn't enuff to scare me,the same lizzie was found dead on my floor when i came back from tuition today.
n i tot wat was lying on my floor
dumb stella went to haf a close look at it and CHUA TIO agn -.-
sickening piece of lizard
i jus left dat lizzie corpse there cos i was too scared to touch it la,let alone clear the corpse from my room
ok luff at me.cos i let dat lizze corpse to rot in my room
i tink i muz haf let it rot for hmmm.. 5 hrs? inside my room cos i forgot to ask my bravo dad to clear dat disgusting piece of shit inside my room
so mins ago,i went inside my room to take sth
to my horror,i found loads of ants surrounding the lizzie corpse!
pity the lizzie cos i tink its limbs were missing
i tink it was eaten up by the ants
riddiculous right?but i tell u,its rly ALOT of ants
i ran to my parents' room but both were asleep like some pigs
my bro also!omg!ok dats not the point
point is i gotta clear dat disgusting mess on my floor MYSELF!
WTH!fuck!wat rotten luck!
so BRAVO STELLA used lots n lots n lots n lots of tissue to pick up dat mess on the floor
ran down the stairs threw everytink into the bin
yay!zai ba!
went up to my room agn to squash the remaining ants left in my room but amazingly,they weren't there anymore
mebbe they sensed danger!wahaha!
so my room is clean!
all thanks to me!!!!:D
anw i gottta buy chocs cos i prmoised my tuttee i would reward her if she could memorise her times table from 1 to 10 without mistakes.
haha!wat a nice tutor i am!hehe :)))
Thursday, March 20, 2008 .
12:49 AM
Dun ever try and ask me to peel hard boiled eggs
i seriously hate doin dat,esp when u have to make sure that the flesh(which is also the egg white) doesn't get peeled off tgt wif the membrane
today,my mum gave me tis impt task of peeling hard boiled eggs
of cos everyone would say that peeling of eggs is jus a piece of cake
but when u haf to make sure that the surface of the egg is smooth without any 'pieces of egg white chipped off",it a a tough job man
actually my mum needed onli 2 nice nice hard boiled eggs
blame it on my bad luck or was it idiotness,i kept peeling off the egg white n in the end i wasted 7 eggs.
so the probability of success is actually 2 out of 9.
wow.amazing.
i tink i used up nearly a dozen of eggs
so anyone who wants me to help them peel eggs muz 1st prepare a doxen of them
ipod is seriously pissing me off like noone's business la!
ok mebbe im jus a noob who doesn't noe how to add songs to my ipod
so its useless to me now
great!
so much so for being happy when i finally could dl windows xp service pack 2 -.-
good tink is dat i can finally use live msger!
can spam all the emoticons
haha ok.tis sounds stupid.
urgh!i'm gna burst a vessel soon cos of the dumb ipod!
see wat technology does to man
cause our health to deteriorate onli!
Monday, March 17, 2008 .
10:07 PM
caught rule no. 1 wif yl n pei er
liping pang sei us the very last min :(((
surprisingly,pei er was willing to watch it wif us,which is a good tink =D
the show was fantastic la!
besides being able to get us screaming at some parts,the story ending was definitely one we didn't expect
the twist at the end of the story was damn nice!love it man!
sian!im still undecided on the courses i wanna take in uni la!
n i haf yet to decide on the uni to go to!
i shall apply for all except for smu,since it doesn't offer bio sci course
argh!someone pls gif me advice!:/
Sunday, March 16, 2008 .
11:53 PM
jus came back from a wedding dinner
its been very long since i attended one
kind of missed attending it cos i rly love it la
of cos nt bcos of the food but i tink its rly a very (erm wats the word.hmm.sweet?) ceremony
esp when u see the lovely couple
n i definitely haf to agree dat women look the best on her wedding day =D
as usual,the video on how the groom manage to get pass those bridesmaid in the early morning to fetch his bride was played
poor tink.the groom was forced to drink a cup of wasabi la.haha!but i bet he tinks its worth it all for the sake of his wife.lol
the song '1st love' was played when the couple entered the ballroom.
suddenly feel so sad i also dno y.
anw supposed to b a happy occasion so i shan't tink so much le
food was nice n of cos damn sinful
felt so full la i felt like puking
n i'm having hiccups nw.BLEAH!
omg!i so tempted to get married!hahaha!
yl n ys says they are the onli ones who are willing to marry me!hahahah!
12:32 AM
nus open hse was somewat similar to ntu open hse
but i can say it was way beta den smu
haha.or mebbe i jus dun like smu
i tink i kind of made up my mind abt the courses i wanna take up in uni
very likely dat i will major in biz n minor in bio sci or i will take up a doblue major in biz n bio sci
heard from hui n kendrik dat their frens who graduated wif a degree in bio sci rly ended up washing test tubes in biopolis
omg!i definitely dowan a degree which qualifies me as a test tube washer -.-
besides,i dowana b a researcher in future so i might as well take bio sci as a minor
jus like to noe abt it.dats all.
haix.n nw i haf to decide whether i wanna take double major anot.heard its very tough
plus i wanna join a sports cca.dno whether i will haf the time to cope wif everytink
n even if i had decided on which course i wanna take,i'm still not sure which uni to go leh
urgh!damn!all tis sux man.
talking abt cca,nus' sports cca all consists of national players la
which also means dat i haf no chance of joining vball liao :(((
either i go join some hip hop dance or ODAC
haha!
nus' sheares hall is definitely a fun place la!
ppl who wanna live in a hostel can consider satying there
the ppl are so rah rah and u can rly experience the fun of living in a big family
if i lived so far away from nus,i would go apply for hostel there.without doubt.
of cos,there are loads of ppl who wanna stay in sheares hall
however,nus choose ppl according to their cca records
so make sure u haf a strong cca record if u wanna secure a place there.haha
all the touring ard the campus made us leave at ard 5 plus
omg!cant believe i can stay there for so long,esp wif all the carrying of the plastic bags
went to celebrate kenneth bdae by having dinner at new york new york
i finally had a taste of the candy floss there!n i took pics wif it!wahaaha!
poor ys had to carry the foto frame ard wif her.haha!thx lots gal!
went bowling after dinner n we were like noobs there
but its alright cos ppl beside us were noobs too!hahaha!so it doesnt make us feel as bad
nich got the highest score cos he's the MUSCULAR GUY mah.hahhaa!
hui broke her thumb nail.actually she feels pain in her heart more than her thumb cos she have to grow her nails all over agn.haha!
my n i had our nails chipped off la!omg!there goes our nice nails!:(((
finally we passed kenneth his bdae present
proudly hand-made by the sistas gang!wahaha!sistas 4eva!
its a rly large puzzle frame wif me ys hui n my foto inside it.
haha!i bet kenneth mum muz be shocked to see him hanging dat in his room
haha!we told him to tell his mum dat we are all his ex gf!wahaha!his mum gna be so shocked la!
camwhored agn at esplanade la!
were jumping ard n imitating those statues there.
we even planned our suicide foto n started acting like we took ecstacy la!wahhaha!
damn fun!
today was a great day!
seriously till now,i tink chocolates is the best discovery ever made on earth.:DDD
Friday, March 14, 2008 .
1:47 AM
step up 2 rawkx man!its definitely worth the money la!n i dun mind watching it agn!
it makes me fell like dancing along wif them la!(altho i noe i will look like a noob if i start dancing)hahahha!
i wanna master break dance n hip hop la!
omgomgomg!the show and dance and everytink abt the show is so damn cool la!
i love the song and the dance!
or mebbe i shld say i love the male lead the most!
he's bloody shuai n his dance is fantastic la!
omgomgomg!i'm so in love wif him!
was it chast collins?cant rmb.anw rmbering the face is much more impt rite.haha!
anyone who has the song from the movie step up 2?mind sending me?hehehe.
slept in the afternoon today
couldn't resist the temptation of slping la,esp when the weather is so cooling
my bro told me i luffed when i was slping la
idiot him
still dare to tell me i looked like a retard wif my mouth wide open luffing and eyes closed
i cant control wat i wanna dream right.
n i could haf continued having sweet dreams if not for his laughter
all bcos i was luffing in my dreams -.-
it has been raining for the past few days,from morning till night.
its not a bad tink for ppl who loves slping la
for me,it jus gives me an excuse to not step out of the hse
and so,these few days i haf not been gg amore for exercise
omg!i feel so fat la!
gg back aj to get the photocopied version of sgc so dat i can apply for scholarships
gg hip hop cls tmr!
muz be the influence of the movie step up!
im so looking forward to it!=D
Thursday, March 13, 2008 .
11:29 AM
biological science
chemistry & biological chemistry
business
or shld i try medicine?
damn.all these courses are making me crazy la
indecisive...
Wednesday, March 12, 2008 .
2:27 AM
since there wasn't any nice designs, i changed my mind abt buying a guess wallet
besides,i bot my wallet jus months ago n i figured dat it would be a waste of money to buy another one
mebbe i will jus wait for new designs :D
went cineleisure to check out the new edition of ipod
didnt exoect myself to buy it jus liddat
kind of impromptu,like i wasn't prepeared to buy one initially
ok mebbe there wasn't any need to be prepared to haf an ipod.haha
bought the pink coloured 8 gb de
wanted the 4 gb ipod but onli 8 gb has the pink one
pink rawkx!:))
now i haf to find stuff to fill up the memory in my ipod lao -.-
i'm still indecisive over the courses i wanna take
so irritating la
hate decision making
if given a choice,i would haf left it to my parents to do it for me
but afterall its my future right
the problem now is whether to go for sth dat i haf a passion in or jus go for sth that guarantees me a future?
i love bio sci but most say dat either u go all the way to get a phd,otherwise will jus end up washing test tubes -.-
dats like rly pathetic la
get a degree jus to wash test tubes
i can jus wash it nw without qualifications la
many says taking up biz is a wise choice cos u can enter any industry in the future
so its a guarantee u will find a job next time
but im not rly interested in biz leh
dun rly like interaction cos i haf low self esteem
will jus stammer if i tok to some strangers
esp when i speak in english
great.i'm jus lousy la
besides the faculty of sci n biz,i tink the other faculties doesn't attract me at all leh
mebbe psychology looks interesting but i would prefer taking a minor in it?
the word engineering turns me off la
mebe it sounds too guy for a gal to take up dat course
ok.im jus biased.haha
so how?im like left wif onli biz n bio sci
yan ling says pharmacy is not bad
at least get to deal wif bio stuff n u get to meet docs.hehehe
medicine course are meants for ppl from rj n hci
so no need to tink abt dat
sian sian sian!
having to make decisions sux la!:((
Monday, March 10, 2008 .
11:19 PM
i wan my anklet back badly :((((((((((
pls let it appear the next day
Friday, March 07, 2008 .
11:06 PM
dno y i feel so bu shunag
mebbe i tink u shld nt haf deserved wat u get?
but im not supposed to be the one deciding wat u get right?
oh well nvm
i saw u
feeling was different
it was less den wat i expected
den i realised i felt nth
yl i swear i gna put everytink behind me
a new chapt in life :)))
Tuesday, March 04, 2008 .
9:53 PM
ahhhh!i'm soooooo happy!
i'm rly happy u asked!
ok.i'm jus happy over nth -.-
9:38 PM
gg facial is jus like gg to hell la
its freaking painful can
i got the urge to punch the woman who was doing facial on me.haha!
i noe she was trying to make it less painful liao but i jus cant stand the pain la
damn!no wonder they say ai mei bu yao ming la.hahaha!
omgomgomg!i'm so tempted!!!
Monday, March 03, 2008 .
11:10 PM
tis post is so specially made for miss MAO
damn her!made me malu!
hahaha!nvm now's my turn!
wahhhaa!
anw the joke is dat MAO bot a guess wallet
n she couldn't squeeze all her precious cards into the slots in her wallet
happy closing ur wallet everytime u open it!=P
oh ya!reminded me of sth funny pei er told me
she went to cut her fringe
erm actually i see no diff la
her horsey face still remains n u noe.haha!
the barber she went to took jus less than 2 mins to snip off a lil of her fringe
n there went pei er's 4 bucks
cool ba!haha!funniest tink i heard today la!
yl n i were saying dat barbers r earning quick money nowadays
esp pei er's one
2 mins for 4 bucks
even admin jobs pay u an ave of 7 bucks per hr la
so mebbe i can start being a barber
jus imagine how much i can earn in one month
given dat i work 24/7
woots!hahahaha!
10:53 PM
i feel so much skinner!
haha!or mebbe its jus me tinking too much
my 1st lesson of yoga n pilates were enuff to make me sweat like hell
din noe stretching could be so tiring
surprisingly,pilates seems easier than yoga
i tot it would be much tougher
yoga focused much on tolerance and also one's determination
gym-ed in between the lessons as WE are rly determined to slim u noe
good news is dat i weighed 1.4kg lesser after all the exercise!yay!
jus hope all these exercises rly make me slim 1 kg everyday.
if tis continues,i tink one wk's time would be enuff to make me slim liao.
yea right.if slimming is so easy,there wouldn't be slimming centres right?
nevertheless,exercising is still healthy so it doesn't matter if we are still a lil short of reaching our desired weight
woah!i muz say amore's facilities are damn cool la
they provide u wif all the stuff u need,hence saving u the hassle of bringing towels n such
besides,they provide dove shampoo n conditioner la
omg!its so freaking cool!
love the place man!
oh ya!we met carina there!she's working as a consultant la!
i love her coat!makes her look so pro sia!
argh!its confirmed.
results released on the 7th march
n i haf been hoping it would drag for a longer time
i jus dowan to noe my damn results
knew i screwed it up
so wats the use of knowing how i fared
damn it.i tissue paper is definitely a muz to bring on dat day.
gna cry like nuts la
pei er n i were fretting over it for the while we were having dinner
haix sad.we jus haf to face it one day n dat dreadful day is tis fri
great.
on the other hand,i bet yl muz be feeling the same as i do
lets msg each other our feelings when we actually do spot them ;P
Sunday, March 02, 2008 .
11:01 PM
HAPPY BDAE MUMMY!!!
celebrated her bdae by treating her dian xin
food was soooo nice but u noe its damn sinful
all the calories gg to ur butt
urgh!feel so guilty when i tink of dat
but its jus for today so i hope i wun get fatter(i'm jus consoling myself)
caught a movie at tiong bahru plaza gv
meet the spartans wasn't as nice as i expected it to be
very lame la
some parts i jus luffed for the sake of luffing cos ppl ard me were luffing
n tis would make me feel weird if i dun luff along
the movie did make fun of some ppl like brad pitt, angelina jolie,paris hilton and those american idol judges
mebbe dat was the nice part abt the movie
other than dat,it was way too lame
n the movie is so short
made it seems like i jus wasted money on some meaningless movie
its time i start saving since im jobless now
poor tink :((
went queensway to shop for my bro's shoes
dun uds y he needs to buy soccer shoes to go to sch
not like he's in the socer team or wat
was getting impatient wif him shopping ard for his shoes,so i ended up sitting on a bench
jus wanna slp la
dno y im so tired
met ys later to shop for track pants n we rly had a hard time looking for a nice n cheap one
good news was dat the lady told us fbt shorts is actually allowed for the yoga n pilates classes
yay!we jus haf to spend 10 bucks on one fbt shorts.:D
she got a new fone n of cos we din lose the chance to take fotos tgt!haha!we are jus nuts over foto taking!
tmr gotta wake up early to go fot our 1st amore cls!
woots!tmr shall be our 1st slimming lesson!
omg!im so tempted to buy a mp3!
3:04 AM
i haf forgiven
forgetting seems foreva
all i do is tawi
feel like a fool
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