oops..my blog is dead again..yup..ya..n i'm here once again to revive it..haha..been so busy wif lots of stuf in sch..so simply 4get to blog le..haha..or izit pure laziness..haha..guess its both bah..dunno wat got into me lately..feel so confused..sad..empty.lost..y arh..i oso dunno...omg..izit depression..haha..hope not...funny tink is i dunno y i'm feeling tis way..stupid la me..wth..i feel so...urgh!!!..haix..guess wat..i reali feel that its fading..haha..y!!??..fading at a fast rate..wat to do..m i supposed to do anything or jus stand by n let it go..haix...so luan la..pls pls..dun let it fade..i'm so afraid..give me courage..so that i can at least hold on to to tis belief that it wun fade..=(..nvm..anw..jus wanna show u guys a poem..yup..my fren sort of compose de..ya..jus wat i'm feeling rite nw..
Is it true?
I asked myself as I sat under the stars
I gazed up at the cluster of lights
If only they could talk to me
As I sat there through the nights
Is it true?
How can my question be answered
All day i searched for the right explanation
Here I lay beneath the clouds
All messed up in a situation
Is it true?
Tears start to stream down my cheeks
And I felt as though I could just scream
But stronger feelings held me back
And to maintain the feelings that has once been
So,there it ends,
With my question unanswered
It woll forever be a mystery
That was never discovered.
guess wat..today's a special day..haha..cos its my birthday..haha..okok...tink i hav nv felt so happy b4..haha..today was the 1st time so many ppl sing birthday song for me..omg..so touched..haha..actually today i went sch in the morning..gt maths lect..aft dat my class went to canteen eat..haha..n celebrated my bdae there..oso gt another person with the same bdae as me..haha..den yuan shan say muz sing louder..haha..ya..they sang reali loud..haha..n i was very pai seh..haha..gt 2 slices of cake..yeah..bought by andrew..thx alot..haha.i ate the strwaberry n logan de..the blueberry de i gave the guys..dunno is andrew eat the whole tink or gt share..haha..but anw.nvm..haha..then went back to class..suddenly ys say gt smth wan give me..i tot wat they wanna do to me..omg..bash me up..dats wat ppl owaes do..haha..but no leh..bt stil i was struggling..trying hard nt to kip still..haha..although choo hua told me to relax..cal me to lean back somemore..haha...i tot behind gt wat seh..haha..haha..in the end..i felt smth cool on my eyes..they gib me cucumbers!!!!haha..s funny n cute..cos y..i gt dark circles..very dark.i'm a relative of panda..say hello..coincidentally.i love to eat choco de hello panda..haha..bt in the end..theyu gave me another present..a myuk de wallet n pig coin purse..sort of i tink..very cute leh..the piggie..omg..so fluffy..dat time went to orchard see..den i say very cute..den they reali but..omg..i'm so touched..haha..thx..1606!!!!lurve ya..stil gt farewell party aft dat..ya..it was ok la..but nt all ppl came..cute cute 2 din come.haix..haha..aft dat..piggie called jaz to sing bdae song..omg..so embarrassing..like all 50 ppl singing..so pai seh..bt i was touched..haha..very happy..but still..very tired..dunno y..haha..oh ya...i found out who bought dat cucumber..it was lanalei..no wonder the day b4 i asked him wats his secret to keeping his eyes pandaless..den he say he wil tel me tmr..so dats his secret la.haha..actually no la..his bdae i'm gonna buy tomato for him..lol..ooh ya.. .b4 i 4get..thx pei er..for ur wonderful cuppie cake drawing..haha...lurved it man..i saved as wallpaper leh..haha..thx yiling sam viv liping pei er syl hui min for ya present.haha..n hui ting folr rmbering my bdae..haha..i'm so happy..yeah..ok..dats all for today..
Monday, July 03, 2006 .
1:31 PM
woah..woke up rather late tis morning..haha..although not past 12..but still late..sian..wake up stil have to do hw..my chi bk review..urgh!!!..wat stupid bk review..jue huo..do also no use..as if it helps..ya..its a way of forcing us to read a few compos..haha..do for dunno how many days le stil haven finish.later have to go out shop for father's day pressie..haha..oops..a very belated father day leh..i feel so bad..bt dat time common test mah..den no time..haha..but gt buy better den nv buy leh..hehe..=p..actually today gt go bugis shop de..but change to thur aft oral le..yeah..i'm looking forward to it..i getting tired of seeing the same set of clothes everytime i open my cupboard..haha..muz get new clothes..haha..sian..today read the world cup section...beckham quit as captain le..haix..wat a pity..haha..nvm..he wil continue to play for eng i guess..but he's a bit too old le leh if he comntinues to play for next world cup..oh mine..35 yrs old le..older den zidane when he play for france tis yr..haha..but nvm..tink he wil b as shuai as ever bah..haha..heard dat christiano ronaldo going over to real madrid..izit..hmm..haha..nvm..dat is nt my prob..haha..ooh ya..jus nw nth to do..den suddenly tot of smth..dat time my frens n i went to take neoprint..haha..my head very big..den cannot stand in front..haha..have to stand behind so dat my head will be of the same size as the rest when the neoprint comes out..haha..ya..den gt tis song leh..very cute de..da tou da tou..xia yu bu chou..da tou da tou..ren jia you shan..ni you da tou..haha..its a chi song la..haha..very cute..ya..shall end here..^.^
Sunday, July 02, 2006 .
10:38 AM
haix..so disappointing..the eng vs por de match n the france vs brazil de match..sian man..eng vs por draw in 90 min..then go over to over time..draw oso..actually eng quite good le la..rooney gt sent off..they down to 10 men also can draw wif por..but suay la..dunno wat happen to them..they penalty lost to por..haha..3-1..since when did eng de penalty kick became so lan..or izit por de goal keeper good leh.haha..por goes on to the next round le..haix..poor eng hav to head hm..beckham muz be very sad liao..haha..nvm..it wil be por de turn to be eliminated in the next round..wahaha..very bad leh me..haha..france vs brazil..everyone tot brazil would win..omg!..guess wat..france won them 1-0..haha..very unexpected rite..sian..brazil canot even win france..yet ppl say they gonna win world cup..haix..their hopes are dashed liao..they r gonna head hm too..wat a disappointment..if they win tis yr..they gonna be champs for 5 consecutive yrs ..pro ba..haix..too bad..today got repeat for por vs eng de match..haha..gonna watch..but its at 2am..wa..very late..dark circles coming out again..haha..nvm..ok..be back later in the day if i have the time..gone for now..
Saturday, July 01, 2006 .
7:00 PM
today's such a boring day..stayed at home..omg..wat can be more boring den dat..actually intended to go to junyang de qian ming hui..but pei er told me she's gonna work today..but in the end it turned out she din work..haix..by the time i received her msg..alr past 1 le..the tink starts at 1..nvm..mayb we go on the 15th of july..haha..there is stil hope of seeing junyang..boredom is killing me..but no money..also cannot go out play..sian lor..today woke up at ard 10..haha..but i stil slp in the afternoon..omg..i'm becoming lazier..the hols hw oso haven finish..i'm so dead..its piling up..haix..but common test jus finished..jus dun haf the mood to touch my hw yet..haha..yeah..mon is youth day..no sch..thur also no sch..but too bad..got chi oral..haf to come back..urgh!!..wat a holiday..sian..i hope i dun haf to go back to sch..cos i dun wanna ever noe my common test results..totally screwed the whole tink up..wats the point of studying so hard when the results is gonna be the same as when u din study..haha..nvm..today gt england vs portugal de match.but dun tink i wil get to see it..tink onli get to see brazil vs france de match..but i'm not interested leh..i jus wanna see beckham n christiano..haha..oops..ok..gotta go do my hw liao..or else i'm gonna be buried under it liao..>.<
