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Monday, September 29, 2008 .
11:25 PM

trust me to say talk is cheap
but i believe urs isnt
wah shiitttttt
im feeling like shittttttt
y her???!!!!!
arghhh!!!!
ph 1.0




Sunday, September 28, 2008 .
12:28 AM

im happy i found another someone whom i can talk to for rls - joseph
dat guy rly gave me honest replies n reasoned out the theories behind all my qns
HAHAHA!I WANNA TAKE SOCIAL PSYCHOLOGY!!!!
sort of opened my mind
makes me feel beta cos seriously,the betrayal he faced is the worst i haf ever come across
im glad i learnt alot from those lil things i haf gone thru
if he doesn't have the phobia,y shld i?
its time i built on my self-esteem n look ppl in the eye.hahahaha!
lots to say
i miss
i shld get used to it
i will :)




Friday, September 26, 2008 .
10:10 PM

dun wan see den dun wan seee lor




4:49 PM

Reunited: A two-sided poem by Becca Wolf

I saw her today.
I saw him today.

It's been a while.
It seems like centuries.

She looked okay.
I couldn't stop staring.

We talked for a while.
He looked so fine.

She kept looking at me and I wondered why.
He wouldn't look me in the eye and I wonder why.

She asked me how I was and I told her about my new girlfriend.
He asked me if I had a boyfriend, and I told him I didn't.

I pretended like I cared.
I pretended like I didn't care.

She looked different than she used to.
He looked better than ever.

I gave her a friendly hug good-bye.
We held each other one more time.

And then i went surfing.
And then i went home and cried.


i guess happiness is gained at the expense of someone eh




Tuesday, September 23, 2008 .
12:25 AM

FREAKING SHIT!!!!!
i lost my anklet once agnnnnn!!!!urghhh!!!!!
irritated man!!!like how many times muz i buy it before it stops dropping off somewhere?!!!! =.=
i hope i lost it at home leh
at least the chances of finding it will be high
but i highly doubt its at home
muz haf lost in when i went sentosa tis morn
arrghhhh!

anw beach vball was nice :)))
been so long since i haf played wif huifang they all
great meetup cos despite the many many months dat we hvn been rly talking to each other,we managed to click well :DDDD
fun was the word man
i gave my 1st kayaking experience to jiahui
HAHAHAHA!she is so scared of water la!!!
guesses it kinda freaked her out.hahaha!
kayaking wasn't some easy peasy watersport la
took me a great deal of strength to get the kayak moving the the direction THAT WE WAN
funny our kayak kept gg in circles la and esp when jiahui n i were 1st timers at tis kind of watersport
omg la im amazed we managed to get the kayak moving where we wanted it to move
hahahaha!
sam n huifang like super pro la
move their kayak here n there wherever they want it to move while we were snailing behind them =.=
anw the oar is like super heavy n its very tiring to keep rowing la
at some point of time jiahui n i were to lazy to move our oars that we jus sat there letting the wave sweep us to wherever it want us to move.lazy shits = US LOLOL
now i noe y ppl in dragonboat are so muscular liao
could feel our biceps forming when we finished kayaking
woots fun!!!love it!next time i wanna try the cycling de!!!hahahaha!
sam i wan more beach vball outings!!!!yea yea yea!!!!
too bad i nv take pics leh
next time next time!!!
alrightss back to mugging liaoooo :(




Sunday, September 21, 2008 .
1:33 AM

jinsheng is right
ur a loser
u haf no life
xin plays but he isnt like u
trust me
u will nv nv ever ever change




Saturday, September 20, 2008 .
12:59 AM

i shall refer to him as batman then
obviously,he's everything everyone isn't :)


i realised i changed quite abit
from the gal who listened to evey word her parents said, to the gal now,who got so worked up jus bcos her parents criticised her for some things she did
from the gal who din dare to even luff loudly in cls and was 'forced' to luff with her hands covering her mouth to the gal now,who luff like noone's business
from the ideealistic or rather a naive gal who tot that everyone are what they seem to a gal now,who has become more cynical(oh izit the right word?) of everyone
is this good or bad?
i dno
i guess everything changes cos im selfish
i jus wanna mask myself n protect myself
mebbe i have split personality yea

enuff of me i guess
its time i looked at ppl ard me
mum jus told me dat my uncle is working 2 jobs to support his family
makes me realise how fortunate i m
not too rich yet not too poor
jus enuff to get on by
contentment comes from relativity :)

is dad tiring himself out?
i guess age is rly catching up on him
he hasn't recovered from his stiff neck 2 wks ago
bahhh!makes me feel so bad for saying wat i said previously
okay i take back my words
i noe u meant well
aiya but at dat moment i jus felt pissed wat
ahh its all about emotional intelligence
reminds me of OB
graarrr!my case analaysis!!!!
okokayy digresss liao...

i sudd realise dat mum plays an impt role in my life
without her...
i wun haf breakfast in the morn
i wun haf hugs n kisses at night
i wun haf ready made dinner when i come back home
i wun haf everything im enjoying now
mebbe its time i told her i love her yea

Father And Mother I Love You
okay i love my brother too laaa.hahaha!he makes a family a family (:

my recess week is so not recess can
projs here n there
deadlines everywhere
tuitions everyday
tell me where's my life uh :(




Thursday, September 18, 2008 .
10:57 PM

yl can be named no. 1 liao la
she was supposed to meet me at jp b4 we head to NTU
BUTTTTT....
guess wat
she end up taking bus 185 which took her to nowhere
OMG is her age catching up on her?
hahahah!eyesight getting worser now uh
HAHAHAHA!LOOK B4 U BOARD BUS LA MAO!!!!

the motivation to go sch everyday :)




Wednesday, September 17, 2008 .
10:43 PM

for the 1st time its skin deep
the character outshines
changed my perception of ur species
dats great
all thx to u
im hopeful (:

i jus love laughing and crapping
wonderful day once agn :DDDDD




Tuesday, September 16, 2008 .
7:59 PM

do u tink i gif a fucking damn abt wat u tink of me?
SORRY I DUN
unhappy wif me?
stay away from me then
for the time being,u cant
but i will in future
thank god for dat
okay fine i haf attitude problem
I BITE




12:29 AM

i saw the moon tonight
super big
biggest moon i have ever seen in my life
super round also
beautiful moon
its a perfect day

i wish...
loinvexin (:




Monday, September 15, 2008 .
12:16 AM

RAWRRRR!!!!
y is there onli 24 hrs in a day!!!!wth!!!!
i haf got no time for everything man!!!
i haf got tuition like everyday and i got onli weekends left for tutorials and mugging time
wif outings and and bdaes all gg on,i have got practically no time to muggggg
urgghhhh!!!irritating!!!
im tinking of dropping my tutees but its so bad to drop them now cos they are gna have their exams soon
bahhhh!!!!stupid 24 hrs in a day!!!!

oh yeaa 4bia rawkx!
suki sushi sux!yucks
super fattening yet super awful :(((
anw had a great time today hanging out wif bitches and as always,im always the JOKE
wthh!im not slow okay ur are jus fast.tsktsk
alrights wats wif me uh
blogging now when i shld be mugging
urghhh!i hvn read my stats tb!!!!




Friday, September 12, 2008 .
10:58 PM


SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT!IM SO FREAKING IN LOVE WIF BABIES NOW LA!
see the cutie pie up there
he's my love nw okay!he appears on my hp wallpaper and on my lappie wallapaper!
i see him everyday :)))))
anw he's nt related to me
actually i was doing my grp proj in vivo and i was walking past this bookstore when i saw tis super cute ang moh baby!!!!ahhhhh!!!!
i followed him n his mum into the bookstore
okayy i stalked him.wadeva okay. HAHAHAHA!
i kept screaming behind the baby's mum that the baby was so cute and she actually stopped for me to touch the baby la!!!so nice of her!
and i asked if i can take a pic of him wheeee~!!!!
by the way,his name is julian
gods!
I LOVE JULIAN!!!!! :DDDDDDD




Thursday, September 11, 2008 .
9:28 AM

Your Element Is Earth
You excel at planning and strategizing.
You could be a champ at chess or Survivor.

Well grounded, you are able to be realistic and rationalize.
On the inside, you have a hard core. It's tough to phase you.

You are super productive, and you are able to think anything through.
Focused and super charged, your instincts are a good guide for your next step.




Wednesday, September 10, 2008 .
12:31 AM

grarrr!
everywhere and anywhere
liars everywhere
tell me where's the trust man
the thing everyone promise yet break
tell me abt it yea
oh my i pity everyone of ur gf
im so immune to honey that i tink its freaking fake
just a trap to make u fall n drown u in
let u die in there
rawrrr!!!tmd pissed!
freaking shit
blame it on hormonal imbalance okay
tell me im gna start liking bobbie n lh soon




Thursday, September 04, 2008 .
6:33 PM

sudd its like back to aj times
everyday is either meetings wif proj grps or tuition or mugging
yet its nt entirely aj times cos the ppl im wif are no longer the same
noone to mug tgt wif
i hardly luff like a siao zha bor in sch like i used to
the only bunch of frens i can high wif is cyrus
yes thankfully we have lunch every tues

i miss movies
i miss shopping
BUT
i got tests
i got projs
i got no time

bcdefhjklmopqrsuvwyz
i realised it not even a wk
bahhh!jus hope time flies

its so diferent now
change is the onli constant