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Friday, March 30, 2007 .
9:52 PM

argh!stressed!over concert over studies!over everything.dumb shit!
yucks!i hope my carnival of venice goes well for concert.i dowan all my efforts to go down the drain!i dowan diu lian!
been practising for harmoc for so many days..urgh..no time for studies la..n i'm like lagging so far behind.dumb ass!i swear aft harmoc i gna work reali hard.haha!even ben has changed..mebbe i tink i shld..
i guess some tinks haf to be sacrificed.
haha!uncle chee!i shall learn from u!=D
ok la..i blogged le..yeah!ok..shall go do my stuff.
oh ya!todfay i n e day!damn high!=D um chee chee um chee chee!hahahahaha!




Saturday, March 24, 2007 .
12:49 PM

omg!our sl is such a big event la.at first i tot it was jus sth simple..wats the big deal man.plus initially it was onli the planning n stuff and was pretty dry so i wasnt rly very interested in it.however, aft the SPARKZ and YBL ppl came over to spore during the march hols.dats when the action started.sudd everytink became so hectic n we had to come back to sch for like 3 consecutive days to organize rehearsals for them.despite the tons of hw we had, we stayed back till very late to help out wif the exhibition.well thru tis i tink the cls rly bonded la, as in how many chances do we have to do tinks as a cls.oh yeah!cheers for 1606!=)

at first it was sympathy.bt gradually its was respect for them.when they started singing i believe i can fly, u can rly feel the essence of the song.to us normal ppl,its jus another sing.bt when they sang it, u cld feel the msg they r getting across to u.the song rly touched my heart la n ya, it sent me drowning in my pool of tears.wadeva.the song rly inspired me.despite all their disabilities they remained so cheery n full of hope.its like we r so tiny compared to them.everytime we haf some prob we wld tink dat tis is the biggest prob in the world n we start getting depressed over it.as compared to them, wat they cant do is so much n i dun see them whining.so i tink its jus a matter if how we look at tinks.they r mentally strong n yes they truly deserve our respect.

i tink we muz also treasure the ppl ard us.the first time i saw them n saw their disabilities i felt so glad that i m the way i m.wah tis makes me feel guilty for complaing tis n dat when i shld have treasured wat i have n nt dwell on wat i dun haf.

sl was a great success n im proud of 1606.yeah!we rawkx!=D
I LOVE SL N I'M SURE GNA MIZ IT!=(




Monday, March 19, 2007 .
12:36 AM

Yeah! I am here again! With a BIG bandage over my ankle! Shuang sia! No need to do PE tmr! WooHoo! I love being injured!




Sunday, March 18, 2007 .
12:04 AM

oh yeah.i gt a big potato stuck to my leg!oh great!i love tubers.haha!wadeva.jus sprained my leg while walking to amk mrtt station.its a wonder how my eyes fail to see the uneven ground rite in front of me.mebbe i was too engrossed in gossipping le.haha!nvm.the worst tink was dat i witnessed a lil gal fall flat on the exact spot where i sprained my ankle jus b4 i went there to eat.de javu eh?haha..gd tink is dat i need nt do pe on mon.yeah!ok..wats there to yeah abt when i m limping all ard..haha.muz be nuts le.

anw, i tink i love sl more n more le!today n ytd's rehearsal was damn touching!no wonder it was called melodied from the heart.mebbe to the heart too.haha!sl made me learn loads of tink.taught me how to treasure wat i haf nw unstaed of complaining wat i dun haf.thankful dat i can see n lead a normal way of life.i tink i muz learn alot from them.altho they r ppl wif disabilities bt thney r stil so cheerful n full of hope for life.unlike us..the moment we fail to do sth..we gloom over it.haix..i feel so tiny compared to them.






sorry.i feel so bad i dno y.can tel me wats gg on.i wan to hear it from u n nt others.dats nt the way i wan it to be like.haix




Monday, March 12, 2007 .
12:58 AM

ooh yeah!love tis weekend man!haha!spent sat n sun gg out n nt touching hw.woohoo!
how shuang is dat.ooh i simply love my life!=D
today went to watch movie wof pei er.
oh well primeval was quite thrilling considering thne fact dat it did get my hands right in front of my face and covering my ears.haha!
ok it was thrilling can.wif the dumb croc springing surprises every nw n then.ya.haha.
u noe its nice watching thriller movies wif horse cos she's also scared.hahaha!den we scared tgt n scream tgt.lol!ya..i did scream..nono..its we did scream.haha!anw i found out some sililarities blw me n horse.
1. we are always peeping thru our fingers during horror movies or thriller ones
2.we r irritated by mum's calls esp when they ask dumb qns.
3.we gif dat bu shuang face n start rolling our eyes the moment we hear our mum's voice
4.WE LOVE SHOPPING!HAHA!

oh gosh u noe wat.i ate tako balls la!n i'm like so freaking fat nowadays n tis wat i do uh.
to RELIEVE my fats eh.gd job ms stella.gif urself a tap on ur back pls.haha!

oh man!wats the world coming to uh?there's tis guy which me n horse spotted.so shuai..bt he's gay!can u believe it.gay!omg!he was so macho bt was holding hands wif another guy pls.-.-.haix..sad.haha k la..shall nt comment much on tis cos im nt him.

came back n chatted wif ms neo to do chem spa.yeah!n guess wat.we stopped at the justification part n decided to do it during maths lect.haha!how efficient we r leh..haha!spent most of the time stoning.cant help it.it's within me le.hahaha!ok la..i blogged!hey horse.yes i blogged!hahaha!




Wednesday, March 07, 2007 .
9:01 PM

oh ms stella yam.wat wrong haf u done today.come and confess sin le izit.sux.ya i noe sorry doesnt help or else wat r police for.ha
yucks!
grr!wth happened to me!
shit me!ppl pls slap me la!
sorry for saying those tinks.i guess i was too urgh..dno la..wadeva u call it at dat point in time.
ay!seriously i'm reali
ssssssssssssooooooooooooooooooooooooorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!although sorry reali doesnt help bt i still wanna say sorry =(
argh!i sux man!ggrraarr!wat a dumb gal i m!ahhhhhh!
yucksyucksyucksyucksyucksyucksyucksyucksyucksyucksyucksyucksyucksyucksyucksyucks
dun sad la.aiya if it was me how not to be sad..not to be sad is so hard la.ya..knew i said the wrong tink.shit me man!idiot!haix..
eurgh!!!!look into the mirror n wat do i see.a pile of shit!argh!hate myself for being me.







its still the same for u.u may tink i take tis lightly aft wat i said to u.bt trust me i take tis seriously.noe wat has been done is alr done.no pt saying anytink bt sorry is all i have to say.