Authentic Beauty.

u noe wat??!!!!!
1606 rawkx the most!!!!! :)))))
n i super super lurveeeee them today!!!!
ur seriously made my day!!!!thankx my dears!!!!HAHAHAA!
im super high now alto my body is like half dead luh.haha!
but i die die also muz blog!
i haf the feel man!wahahah!
stupid k-d muz be feeling the same thing!hahaha!

without any alarms or wadsoever,i woke up by myself at 6am tis morning
nono im nt gg for work.defeintely not so enthu abt my bloody work.hehe
its the long-awaited day!!!!
1606 cls outing!!!!
omigosh!!!!im like so excited over it dat i cld not slp last night la.
okaayy it sounds so kiddy saying this,like some 6 yr old kid being so hyped up over the idea of of dady bringing him out the next day.
anw,i was so wooried dat the weather was gna fail us cos we did not haf any wet weather plans as we were hoping dat everything wld go right.n yes,god did us a rly big favour by letting the sun out and making the day seem perfect for a sentosa trip :)
surprisingly,i reached on time.woots!
and as expected,everyone came late except for a few but its alright,its beta late than never :)

we took the monorail to sentosa!omgg!can u believe its my 1st time on the monorail?!!!im such a mountain turtle la!lol!
oh yes oh yes!before we embark on our journey to sentosa,we gals did sth unglam tgt.haha!we stood behind the pillar n starting applying sun blck lotion all over ourselves.from the face to the neck to the arms to the legs.woohoo!we sure love our body man!n its super unglam cos 7 gals were openly applying sunblock lotion in a public place,esp wif some many ppl looking at us.but we jus DUN CARE!HHHAA!wan unglam then unglam tgt lor!hahaha!dats the spirit man!lol!
we were comparing sunblocks lotions ranging from spf 30 to 130.even guys succumbed to the temptation of using sunblock and 1 classic e.g will be kendrik tan.he even applied sunblock on his head cos he siad his scalp is gna get burnt -.- wadeva.LOL!
dear kendrik once agn did sth unbelieveable upon our arrival on sentosa-he took out an umbrella cos he said the weather was hot.wthhh!!!im seriously wondering if he did go thru bmt la!hahaha!even we gals are not so gu-niang lehhh!we love the sun la!lol!
altho so,i had to admit that the weather was rly hot n the sun was glaring down on us la.
hello mr sun,we did nth wrong to offend u =/
haha!oh well,we started off to form grps so dat we can play captain's ball.yea n dats where i realised 6 mths of slacking at home rly made caused my stamina to drop to negative level.just a few runs here n there,im alr panting like mad n my legs jus wldn't wanna move anymore.omggg!cant believe im so unhealthy nw!!!i sudd miss aj pe lessons!hahaha!
the fun part abt the game was the dares the team had to do when they lost.the 1st time,adeline had to appraoch a guy n say he is hot n she wanna take a pic wif him.hhhaaa!dat was thought of by the winning team-which is my team.hehe evil ar.lol!anw adel did succeed.woots!
oh great i tink karma do happen n my team lost for the 2nd round.ahha!heng the guys did the dares tis ime round.kendrik n kenneth approached a cannadian woman n asked her for her no.hhaha!wooohooo!1606 guys are so charming they can get the no. of any gal they wan!hahaha!the power of ns!haahaa!
vball proved to be unprodctive for us cos we ended up throwing balls at each other n we wld win by serving.haha!captain ball is still the best for us!
kayaking was wat we wanted to do initially but we felt dat it was nt worth the money.esp when the place we get to kayak is a small pathetic area and it was onli for half an hr la =.=
we ended up playing wif water n splashing ard.feels super shuang to float ard in water.hehs.
yuanting was so afraid of walking further into the water even though it was still shallow waters.besides,given her height,shallow waters wld be shallower for her.haha!but sacredy cat her!she jus dun dare to go in any further than us.haha!played dog-and-bone and captains ball in water!super fun cos u cant run as fast so u end up crawling wif ur knees in the sand below.haha!n god bless me,i had 2 whole mouthful of 'holy' water wheich taste like urea plus salt plus wadeva shit u haf there in siloso beach water.god,i nearly rose to heaven!haha!super salty!
wished we cld stay in water for the whole day but it started drizzling :(
oh well,i shld be thankful that god chose such a time to rain instead of this morn,allowing us to play like crazy!haha!left wif no choice,we had to queue to bathe.i was feeling so sticky all over wif all the sand stuck to me n its definitely wasn't helping dat the queue was snailing away.hui n i decide to do sth unglam.okayy once agn,it involves me.hahaha!
we decided to bathe outside where there were overhead sprays.we even had to use our towels to shield each other when we were changing outside.hahaa!call me the unglam queen yea.ahah!
how could we miss taking the skyride?!!haha!
poor ys had to undertake the task of finding the islander card or else we will haf to pay more.
haix. so wat if we found a person wif dat card.dat admin staff dun allow anyone other than the user to use it la.=.=
fineee,so we took the one way ride.it wasn't my 1st time on it so i wasn't very enthu abt it.haha!looking at jiayi's reactions was more interesting!haha!she was afraid of heights-far more than yanling.she kept squeezing her toes tgt altho she was alr holding on to her slippers.dno wat more can she drop down there.jus as we were luffing at her,ys dropped her shoebag down!omg la!haha!i tot she was jking at 1st until i saw her shoe bag way below us.hahha!she's seriouslyl a joke la!lol!anw the staff there were very frenly n we eventually found her shoe bag!thank god!
on our way back to vivo for dinner,yk met his army fren n so so coincidentally,ys n i met liying!n she was from the same clique as yk's fren!omg!!!!the world is so small la!choo hua also found her pri sch mate inside dat clique of frens!omgomgomg!3 frens all belonging to a clique?tell me the posiblity of it man!cool!
dined at thai accent n i ordered tom yam bee hoon.woohoo!their tom yam was spicy n very 'suan',like u added alot of lime to it.haha!shiok ar!i preferred eating phad thai though.hehe.
due to our biggggg appetite,we proceeded to ben and jerry to eat ice cream!n guess wat.its my 1st time eating their ice cream!omggg!haha!screammmmsss!we ordered sth to be shared amongst some of us.u bet the ice cream was heavenly la!!!super nice!damn chocolatey!awwwww....
oh stupid me malu-ed myself!!!!urgh!!!!damn stupid la!as we were all discussing wat ice-cream flavours to choose from,i went to ask lilei wat he wanted cos we were sharing wif him.then i turned ard and asked a stranger,whom i tot was kit, wat she wanted.omg la!she stared at me!n as if dat wasn't enuff,i malu-ed myself agn by asking her the same qns!n she walked away!it was then that i realised she wasn't kit!argghghhhh!!!throw face!shiat lilei!!!!he luffed at meee!!!grraaarrr!okayy enuff of malu-nesssss.bahhhh!
after all the orderings,the whole lot of us formed a cirlce n sat at the balconies in vivo city,eating our ice cream.fatteninggggg but i dun care leee!hahaa!it soon became a story telling session or rather a ghost story telling session wif gals gg 'eeeeeeksss' n 'ahhhhhhhh'.hahaha!damn fun!altho it got my hair all standing,i finally realise dat it was onli thru all these ghostly stories that we had moments of laughters n togetherness.super love it!haha!boy, are we so alike!
it was getting late n everyone were rly spooked out by al the sharings so we decided to head home.stupid shit!i so freaking believe kenn n nich n lilei played a joke on me cos they purposely dowan to pick up my calls when they went missing sudd.shiattt themmm!!!hahahaha!n they still dare claim they were behind us all the while.bishhh!!!!
altho my nice brother was good enuff to offer to fetch me,it was too late alr cos i alr reach the doorstep of my hse when he decided to step out of the hse to fetch me =.=
damn shag la but i die die wanna finsih blogging.haha!
super high today!
super happy today!
i love today!
seriously,i wanna thank those who came bcos it wld nt be a success without u.
i love 1606!!! <3

omgggg!im burnt like mad!
at 1st i thought i onli burnt my face
ppl were looking at me like some freak la -.-
nv see ppl sunburnt b4 ar.lol!mebbe they nv seee ppl who burnt their face n not thei arms n legs.haha!dumb la!
to my horror,when i bathed jus now,i realised dat i was burnt behind n its very red.super red till i got the racer back print on my back -.-
my shoulder blades were also burnt!but my arms are safe :)
wat a weird tan line i will haf la.
i wanna tan more!i cant tan at easily la!so irritating!!!!
oh yessss.ms koo!send us fotos!!!hahaha!
i m despo for it!!!lol!happy moments shall stay in my memory 4eva!!!! :DDDDD
IM A HAPPY GAL!!!!

Friday, June 27, 2008 .

1:47 AM

utterly disappointed by wat u said tis morn
nearly died on the spot la
kinda regretted wat i said jus now
was abit harsh i guess =/
but i ain't sorry for dat
its time u woke up

Wednesday, June 25, 2008 .

1:17 AM

arggghhh!!!i so wanna get a bag!!!
ok mebbe not a bag,but 2 bags?
its still gss leh!but im not shopping as much as when there wasn't any gss.
gods!wats the matter wif me uh?
and there is mango sales luh!
omgomgomg!i beta buy a bag by tis week!
its killing me!hahahaa!
woohooo!tmr is wed!
2 more days! :DDDDD
SO LOOKING FORWARD TO CLS OUTING!!!!

Monday, June 23, 2008 .

2:35 AM

Emotion is the pitfall of Cancer people. As changeable as their ruler, the Moon, these subjects may shift in minutes from stable, normal, "happy" individuals into victims of deep navy blue feelings of gloom and doom. There's a quality of charming despair in Cancerian moodiness which can not only break hearts, but can sometimes actually win them.

Cancers make fabulous partners for home-loving people. The Cancer's nest is where he feels safest and at his most secure. As security is the main preoccupation of most Cancers, a good home with comfy furnishings, a few kids and dogs and a built-in wall safe is about the best thing that can happen to them. In this atmosphere of cushions and curtains Cancer thrives. For the Cancer subject, home is love is home is love, etc.

Cancers are good at making money; they hold executive positions and assume responsibilities with aplomb. You will rarely find a poor-but-happy Cancer. Cancerians very seldom decide to throw it all up and become a hippie or a freelance bohemian. They don't necessarily like the system or the constraints it places on them, but of all the signs of the Occidental zodiac, Cancers are the most capable of placing nose to dull old grindstone and keeping it there. The Cancer wants comfort for himself, but he also enjoys providing for his family in a generous way.

Cancers are traditionalists. Where you might have hung a supremely abstract painting over your mantelpiece, the Cancer will have put portraits of his dour-looking grandparents, which he dug out of the attic because nobody else wanted them. They will surely be framed in antique frames and will hold the place or honor in Cancer's heart. Cancer prefers antiques to formica and longs for his son or daughter to become a doctor, a lawyer or a sure-fire accountant.

If you have a Cancer for a friend, you know what loyalty and devotion mean. Cancer people usually make their friends young and keep them for life. And, as Cancers are fairly intransigent, they are easily hurt if the friends in question do not return their devotion. They will forgive. But Cancers never forget.

If someone asked me to describe the worst aspect of Cancer subjects, I would not say "moods" or "grabbiness." Instead I would have to speak of the Cancer's tendency to hypersensitivity. Cancer is easily offended and susceptible to criticism the way six-year-olds are susceptible to chicken pox. A tiny word of criticism can bring on one of Cancer's legendary moods and the criticizer may go on the black list for quite a long time.

Cancers are jealous too. They own the people they live with and are possessive to a fault about their loved ones. They are not, however, tyrannical about this weakness. The idea is not "I bought you and therefore I own you." No. It's more like "I love you so much and care so profoundly that I cannot believe you dared be attracted to that other (less serious) person." Cancer is also easily hurt by cutting remarks. In love, Cancer gives his all. It's impossible for him to understand someone who doles out their love in tiny eye-dropper doses.

above extracted from facebook.haha.dno how true izit.lol
oh man.it was love at 1st sight
finally i saw a brown bag i liked at zara!
costs 90 bucks la!!!!
omg!!!n i spotted a nice white bag in esprit which also costs 90 bucks!
i wan black de!!!white ones are easily dirtied la!
omg!imagine if i were to buy 2 bags,180 bucks gone!shiats!i shld stop tis man!
gna be so broke.

a place full of memories
yes i tried to smile :)))

Sunday, June 22, 2008 .

3:23 AM

alright im blogging for the 2nd time tonight.
i feel bloated
im not slpy
i gt nth to do
so i blog.whahahaha!
shall blog abt my 1st crush
i tink its sth stupid but its rather interesting la ;P
hehs

well well well, my 1st crush happened when i was in p6.
i can still rmb his full name hor!hhaha!
nicholas guan yongsheng!n he's born on halloween..if im not wrong.hahaha!
anw my crush sat next to me!!!jealous?hahaha!
initially i rly very pekcek wif him cos he damn dee-siao la!pissed me off!
he would try to staple out all the staplets and then join them in a long chain and put in my hair!
WTHHHH!last time pri sch,i had long hair and i tied them up.so imagine when i had to take them out,my hair will all be messed up la!irritating!
so ppl,there's nth good abt sitting next to ur crush actually.
not onli did he do dat,he always like to throw rubber bits at me.RAWR!!!
his name shld be IRRITATING GUAN la.lol!
okaayy la,other than irritaing me,the good thing ab sitting next to him is that u always luff.he is rly a joker la!damn funny de!:D
so dat was just the initial stage,when i hvn like him.
guess wat made me like him?
its the stupidest reason in the whole wide world.get ready to exercise ur stomach muscles cos ur gna end up ROFL-ing.LOL!
its jus cos my mum said he look quite shuai -.-
AND AND AND the truth is dat he is fat la.ok mebbe not ba,jus plump.
but its a fact dat he got nice eyes.ahha!
sooo...i began to fall for him
started to feel less disgusted by his irritaing actions and began to see him in a positive light.
awww..the power of loveee.hahahha!crap la!
anw he is a good soccer player.hmm a plus point for him-gif me another reason to like him?haha!
as an innocent lil pri sch gal who jus crushed on someone(oh yes i was rly innocent la.wahahaha!),i cant wait to share tis wif my best fren!!!
and u noe wat,she told him!!!!
WTHHHHHH!!!!
dat wasn't the best part of it yet.the best part was tis secret became known to the whole cls and it made me so pai sei la!
even my form tcher knew it!damn!
cls mates bgan to tease us abt it and there was even once,on my bdae,my form tcher even asked him in front of the whole cls whether he had anything to say to me.walau!!!i can totally dig a hole in the ground and hide my face.totally turned red la!can feel heat radiating liao!hahaha!
from then on,things rly bcame awkward for us la.
he nv did those irritating tinks to me anymore and we nv talk le.so sad.
i din even dare to look him in the face.ahh diu lian!!!!
even when we collected our psle results,i din even talk to him.there goes my last chance to talk to him...BUT god was nice enuff to lemme meet him agn.wahahaha!
i guess it was 2 yrs later where i met him at an mrt control station and we chatted a little.hahahha!my pri sch old flame leh!sorta happy to see him n talk to him!
anyway,we went to different sec sch and lost contact.
i wonder where is he now.hope he wun read tis post.hahaa!

ah so dats all for my 1st crush.haha!i still luff whenever i tink back abt it la.
interesting pri sch life
suddenly i miss having crushes
hahaha!the thrill of wanting to see him yet afraid to do so
every lil action makes the world of a difference to u.
and the good thing abt crushes is that they are all infatuation and u wun rly be hurt cos u onli LIKE him,not love.haha.
too bad my 1st crush isn't my 1st love,otherwise my everyday will be so interesting and filled wif laughters.
mebbe i will blog abt 1st love ba.someday when i learn to look back and smile ;)

there is onli one tink i will nv be tired of and dats laughing
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

12:07 AM

surprsingly,i managed to get myself out of my cosy bed at 6.30 am tis morning when i slept at 3am ytd.the most amazing thing was that i stayed at home aft work today.even my brother gave dat 'wide-eyed' spastic look when i came home and he claims its a miracle im nt gg anywhere =.=
fineeee.dno y i'm so lazy tis weekend la.so much so for looking forward to weekends but i end up cooping myself at home.zz-ed.
altho i seriously feel im wasting my precious time at home,i just couldn't get myself into the mood of gg out today leh.i guess its the obvious lack of choices of where to shop cos places to shop are either 1)far east 2)bugis 3)vivo.the end.pathetic luh.

anywayssss i'm so happy today at work!nahhh.. crone n jailbird did not try to make me any happier than usual.it was cos:
1) ramli rmb me!!!!hahaha!he was thinking hard who i was altho he found me familiar.LOL!
he's as cute as ever la!!!!hahaha!wat a word to use on a man his age.he wld always sing my name when i was still in CJ.
2)virgin boy rmb me tooo!!!unforgetable baby face!woots!so beng on the outside yet he is such a nice guy!
ahhhh!so happy i saw familiar faces n they rmb me :DDDDDD
and i realised its always ppl from CJ dat brightens my day.its onli them who will rmb me.
i wonder will my current collegues even rmb me when i leave on the 30th june.highly impossible man.okayy,its super impossible.lol!
great news i received over the week!
MAO got in NTU enginerring!!!!YAY!we are gna be in NTU for the next 3 yrs!!!!WOOTS!!!!
NGOH got into NTU fass sociology!!!!her fac is just bside my fac la!!!
super happy!!!we 3 can meet at in sch agn!!!just like sec sch days!!!!so looking forward to 4th aug :)))))
a new life a new beginning
yes baby!im loving it!

Friday, June 20, 2008 .

11:40 PM

as promised...

at 1st i tot it was viking.turned out to be a kiddy train ride -.-

super kawaii-ne!its stick to a buidling i guess.hahaha!if im stuck to a building liddat,i would even gif dat face,wats more the 2 thumbs up.LOL!

mummy loves stella.yes i feel loved!hahaha!

obviously my bro's a noob.he tinks the camera is on his top left =.=

viking!way beta den escape theme park!haha!

mist was so power dat it covered half the roller-coaster.

found it quite intersting.hees ;P

see the 360 degs turn!

the roller-coaster dat turns u upside down!

i took it ok!i got guts man!wahahaha!

facing ur fear!

makes u a superman!

super shiok!

seeee gooo carttt!

i took dat ride cos it nt scary.haha!

in case ur were wondering,dat wasn't me anw.

how many floors were there in the building?

i guess dats how high u are gna be lifted and before u can react,u plunge back down to storey 1.

shiok daoooo!

my flip flops are safe,which means i nv took dat ride.

sad.ok im gna be a braver stella the next time i go there.

i love big jackets!big jacket = dress :)

the theme park there still got clown to entertain u.haha!

its weird to put 'paris' and then 'genting' below

LOLness

i used to love it la!

ngoh,do u see urself galloping?haahha!

cheers to getting wild!

woots!

view from my hotel room

nice baaaa.hahaa!

natural beautyyyyyy

awww.. heavenlyyyyy.....

statue of liberty

duhhhh like who dno.lol

too bad its nt spore flyer.haha!

a pity i nv went in

fine i admit im scared ok..

the fiery pupils of he skulls can move de la!woots!

coolness!

my love-fat fat candy flosssss!and its PINK!!!!

i finished it alright.hehs

boo!i look like some housefly.BLEAH!!!

mmuuaaccckkzzz

oops i got saliva all over ur face.hehs

the biatch look.

okay im still the innocent naive blur yam.

muahahaha!okaayyy im jkingggg ;P

super biggggg candyyyyy

smiles giggles chuckles laughs

happppyyynessss ;)

Thursday, June 19, 2008 .

12:58 AM

"enjoy ur work,complain less and life will be much happier" by ms CADY neo.
anw cady is seriously not niceeeeee
arabel is nicer.im speaking from the bottom of my heart.hahaha!
okay dats beside the pont.
work has turned me into a dumb ass(not stupid dumb but mute dumb) cos i dun talk at work
not dat im so engrossed in my data entry shits but my collegues simply ignore me =.=
mebbe different frequency?dno.when they haf work for me,they will talk to me.
i feel so bird-ed,like literally.damnit.
ok so now,im a dumb ass so i complain lesser.
yea i do enjoy my work cos i finished all my data entry today!woots!sense of satisfaction!
im fast.im furious.im stella *drum rolls*muahahaha!
so even if i compalin lesser and enjoy my work,t doesnt make me any happier working.
awwww man.i wanna work wif frenssssss :((((

its time i learn to be strong
suppress it all and gradually everyting will be gone i'm sure :)
oops i din noe i rly got it right
im lucky.woots!
hahaha!so tempted to mess it up!
naughty naughty!hhhhaha!
time to move on babe!

oops i realised i nv upload pics i promised =/
okayy i shall do it tmr!hees

Monday, June 16, 2008 .

8:25 PM

BACKKKKKK!!!!
yesss finally!!!!
hahahah!okayyy im talking like i haf been suffering for the past few days and is so glad to be back at home.
of cos dats not the case laa.fun was the word to describe it all :DDD
the weather in genting was sth like living in a room wif air-cons all turned to 18 degrees celsius, full blast fan.freaking cold la!mebbe for some,they would love it there but for me,i rather be living in spore.its very troublesome la,having to wear a jacket wherever u go.
OH!i discovered sth ironic abt the hotel there.
they put up a 'no-smoking' sign there on the walls yet u can find ash-trays(those bigger kinds) on top of the rubbish bin =.=
by doing dat,aren't they allowing ppl to smoke there?so y bother putting up the 'no-smoking' sign?
and yes,the ppl smoke there even if its in an enclosed air-conditioned room.super inconsiderate la.i bet my lungs are gna appear black if i were to go for some medical check-up now.
i figured out that hotels in genting are the ones that have the lowest electrical bills cos they dun need to haf air-cons.the weather itself is alr cold enuff to make u feel as if ur in an air-conditioned room.coool!!!
the best thing abt genting is the outoors theme park.seriously,spore escape theme park pale in comparison to genting's la.everything at genting was like 10 times more thrilling than that at escape and the entrance fee is much cheaper at genting.furthermore,there were much more rides at genting la.so much more worthwhile to play in genting than in spore.
camwhored!!!woots!hahah!shall upload pics in the next post ba!
genting was definitely a great place for shopping-partly cos of the value of spore dollars,so u could buy stuff at a much chaper price than in spore.
movie tix are super cheap laaaa!one ticket onli cost S$5.50 la!and so,i watched kungfu panda and the incredible hulk.yuanntingggg!panda wasn't as funny as u claimed it to be!!!!some parts were rather lame and i dno y some ppl still managed a chuckle =.=
good tink abt the show was that the plot was easy to uds and meant for blur ppl like me to uds.hehs
incredible hulk was much better cos it was more realistic,altho not rly possible for a hulk to be living amongst us.animations and sound effects were cool!2 movies in 2 days!besides,i movie in spore can allow u to watch 2 movies in genting!omgggg!!hahaha!
the worst thing abt gg on a holiday is that u eat like noone's business.omomgomgmomg!!!!this means im gna expand in a horizontal manner *faints*
imisslosingfats!!!!damnit!
time rly flies and my hoilidays are gone,just liddat
how i wish im always on a holiday.if onli im rich :(((((((((((

tmr im gna be back to being a worm agnnnnnnn.rawr!!!i hate work!!!!!!!!!
2 more wks!jiayou!
cant wait for the cls outing!!!:DDDDD

will i ever find a blur innocent naive stupid guy like u?
i dno y u were constantly on my mind all the while
i missed u
did u?

Thursday, June 12, 2008 .

10:12 PM

im gna get so bitchy today
so get ready for all the bitchiness.muahahahaha!

the feeling of dreading to go work couldn't haf been worser these few days
i muz specially THANK my bloody colleague who jus came back from her maternity leave
godamnit!she has to spoil everything.okay,its not like everything abt work is so perfect now but at least before she came back from her maternity leave,i was still fine with having to work.
in the 1st place,gg to work wasn't made any nicer by having to squeeze in the bus with a bunch of ppl i so freaking hate(sorry but i cant help it) and plus,my colleagues aren't as interesting as those in my previous company.
awww...i miss them loads!!!:((((
ok back to bitching abt my colleague.

What do i hate abt her:

1) she always give me dat "are-u-a-dumbass" look whenever i ask her sth.
for e.g. if i ask her abt the guard's no. for the 3rd time,she will gif me dat look and sigh in a rly pathetic manner like i'u m some spastic kid wif puny brains,not being able to rmb a no.
ok fine,so wat if its the 3rd time im asking u?does it hurt to tell me another time?or will ur tongue just drop out if ur repeating it for the 3rd time?!MFK!

2) she is observing my actions like a effing bird.the worst tink is she doesn't allow me to email!!!!!
as usual,ytd i was emailing peier as usual cos work is rly boring n she's a SLACKER!!!hhahaa!
so we brilliantly discovered dat we could email each other to chat since web msger keep hanging on us.iritating!!!the traditional mtd of emailing is still the best :))))
since dat colleague of mine came back from her maternity leave,she used her comp while i used another colleague's comp and i'm like so damn LUCKY to sit right in front of her.grrr!hate ppl sitting behind me cos they can look at ur comp n see wat ur doing.super no privacy!( i'm working in a lousy company where there are no cubicles to urself so ur comp is open for everyone to LOOK)
in order not to let her noe im emaling peier,i minimized the windows box to a size of 5 cm by 5 cm(imagine how much i haf to scroll just to read her reply).so ppl,be grateful ur windows box is as wide as ur comp screen.haha!
besides minimising the windows box,i also sat up straight,trying hard to blk the screen so she wun noe im actually emailing too.whahahaa!corrects my posture too.not bad uh .hehs.
BUT using her beady eyes,she peeped at my screen n saw me emailing n then told me not to do so cos later dno whoever will see and tot we are very free.
HELLO!im alr minimizing my screen to such a small size n do u tink ppl will peep at my windows to see wat i'm doing(mebbe except her)WTF!!!wats the world coming to?she isn't my manager and she's telling me wat to do n wat not.its not as if im working for her or wat.i bet she do surf the net!dun tell me she work wholeheartedly for the freaking 9 hrs?!!!idiot!
the thing is dat she PEEPED at my screen cos i alr minimized it and used my back to blk it so i bet she muz haf squinted her eyes real hard to see wat im doing!damn!thus,peier n i called her BIRD!cos she's eyeing me like a bird.stupid peier said im a worm n she's ready to eat me up any minute!urghh!pissed!
ironically,she asked me not to email yet she can talk on the fone crapping abt non-office stuff.WTH!!!wat a good e.g huh.

3) she blames me when its not my fault
for e.g. she blamed me for the messed-up filing when its my other colleague who does it wrongly.i did the right thing okaaayy.the great thing is my other colleshue denied filing it wrongly.ok fine.she's gna believe her cos im jus a TEMP STAFF who noe nuts.

4) she ignores me when i talk.she tinks im non-existent!!!graarrr!PISSED!!!

altho its jus 4 reasons,its enuff to make me hate her like hell!TOTALLY!i hate her more than my prev manager!urggghhhh!!!!2 more weeks of work!tell me how to go thru tis hell man!
anw,i haf decided to name her jailbird since its a kind of bird and i tink its the worst name i can tink of.wahahhaaa!as for the other colleague,i shall name her crone then.HOHOHOHOHAHAHA!pray hard they dun come across my blog or else im so dead la.lol!

STOP IT STELLA!STOP BEING A BITCH!
hahaa!okok i shall stop whining man.
lets talk abt happy stuff :DDDDDDD

altho i was 'tortured' at work today,my day was a happy one cos i finally met up wif my ex colleagues to haf lunch!!!!!omg!!!!fianlly!
actually it was a farewell lunch for Teddy as he is leaving on sat,so Mr T treated us all to lunch at Thai Village.near JSS!!!!gods!!!i miss JSS laaaa!i hvn collect my testi =.=
izit even ready?!!!!grrrr!
lunch was damn nice!the nicest i had in 2 mths cos i haf been surviving on biscuits for the past 2 mths while working :(((
for the 1st time in my life,i ate a whole shark's fin.not literally the whole fin but its like u could see it in a piece instead of sth dats served in wedding dinners.(i tink shark fins served in weddings taste like rubber bands.oops..).1st time sharks fins taste so nice.mebbe i prefer it served as a whole.AND AND AND the superlicious deer meat was damn damn damn nice!!!wahahahaa!certainly a great place for dining!yummmmyyy!!!
the best part wasn't abt the food but the ppl dat u eat with.
imisspeiling
imissnicole
imissjiamin
imisskelvin
idunmissmark.isuperdunlikehim.
wahahaha!the happy feeling u get when u see ppl that u miss so much makes ur day!!!
i hope there will be more of such times tgt!im so gna visit them when my contract wif tis company ends!!!tink i owe Mr T alot so im tinking of getting him a present,also as a dad's day present ba.he's a super super nice guy man!!!if not for him,i guess i will still be jobless by now.

omgggg!its such a super longgggg post!i tink im rly exchanging roles with yuanting liao!it used to be her who blogged sooo longggg.now it's me.hahhhaha!

YAYNESS!!!tm half day!!!!woots!!!!
happinesssss!!!cant wait for tmr!!!!

Monday, June 09, 2008 .

12:48 AM

with them ard,my day will no doubt be a happy one :DDD
its jus a diff feeling hanging out wif sec sch frens,esp close ones
u can jus go rahrah wif them
luff in the most unglam manner
talk abt the silliest stuff in the whole wide world
make the stupidest(no such word i guess) comment
talk loudly n luff loudly without bothering if we are disturbing others
cos so wat if we are?we fight back!hahahah!gals rawks!
n its wif them,i can revive childish moments and be a happy gal for the rest of my day.
hugss n kisses to 7 sects.ok mebbe 6 cos i shld nt be included inside.wahahaha!

ever since everything happened,i come to realise that its a blessing in disguise
altho the pain i feel from wadeva happend was great,its from here i grew up
i learnt.awful reality n i had to accept it.
i made true frens
frens who could uds wat ur talking abt n uds wat u felt
u bared ur heart to them n in return,they did the same tink
the strong connection i felt btw us made me glad dat everything has happened
if not for these,i may jus die off without any close frens
dats rly sad n pathetic la
now if i were to die now, i can jus die in peace(ok im jus saying IF,i dowan die so young yet.lol) knowing that i haf frens who will stand by me and support me :DDD
I LOVE U ALL!
frens are rly foreva n bf are jus for now-i finally understood wat it meant

Narnia was a nice show!i tink its beta than part 1 cos the ending wasnt dat lame.lol!
i love prince caspian n king peter!!!awwww...shuaiiiii!
they are rly brave souls...in the show.hahaha!
dinner was at wheelocks fish n co.
damnit!i ordered new york fish n chips la!wtfhhh!
i tink one day im gna tape up my mouth to stop myself from feeding myself with food that has 100000000 calories.
i rly rly rly gna exercise soooon!im like getting fatter each day,sitting down at office doing data entry =.= like this is so not gna make my butt grow in the horizontal manner.pfffttt!!!
irritaing!i hate my fatface laaa!dumb shit!which genius is able to make it look smaller????
pls pls pls offer me some advice on making my face smaller or rather seem smaller.wahahhaa!
i swear i gna go gym-ing everyday in july!!!!
cheers to healthy lifestyle!!!hhahahaha!

am so super duper pissed at some guys
seems like most guys i noe are rly bastards la.
i tink the phrase'good guys are either gay,married or taken'
i guess the phrase is sth liddat,dun rmb exactly anw.haha!
good guys are extinct or rather they are endangered.lol!
dun say sorry can,do sth that u will not need to be sorry abt.
sorry rly dun solve everyting.
izit so hard to change? =.=
bahhh!shall not talk abt sth dat will cause me to haf hypertension.lol!
all in all,guy=jerks.ok not fair to generalise,mebbe most of them are.

Sunday, June 08, 2008 .

1:55 AM

went town wif ys today to watch sex and the city
damn worth it!the show is sooooo meaningful so funny so touching n so wadeva la
bad thing was that the show got many scenes of sex n obscene stuff la.i guess it appeals more to the guys ba.haha!not stereotyping,but its a fact la.lol.
hmmm...it taught me many tinks abt love
i wanted to rmb wat exactly did it say but i guess my brain got all rusty after 5 mths of nt using them.hahaha!
oh ya!i rmb sth vividly from the show-actually its a warning to gals la
if ur ever rcv a msg from a guy at 11.30 pm or later to go for a drink,its most likely a booty text.wahhaha!very likely eh.
one impt take-home point is that sometimes logic are just rubbish.just follow ur heart.u will get wat u want.u wun noe unless u try.
follow my heart?dats rly easy.the thing is shld i take off the mask i haf been wearing for so long?
is the time right?i wish i could bare my heart to but will i be hurt once more?its tiring u noe,always wearing a mask.

saw many familiar faces today!
1st it was weesheng.i guess both of us were stunned n we said hello.
guess wat?i said bye right aft my hello =/ ooops
then we met andrew at heerens.altho he was camouflaged among his botak frens,i still managed to recognise him.wahaha!he told us felicia chin n fiona xie were involved in some F1 competition.Lucky us,we manged to see them aft shopping at heerens.omg la!!!fiona is freaking chio n slim la!simply goddess sia!!!woots!hahaha!
next i saw yuanting!!!!omg la!her back was facing me and i was thinking"wah tis gal looks like yuanting aft she rebonded her hair leh".true enuff,when she turned ard,it was HER!!!!omg la!how small can spore be?!!!hahahaa!we screamed la!tink we were too happy to see each other ba.lol!finally i got to see her after soo may mths la!i bet she missed me badly!hahaha!
yuanting said kungfu panda damn hilarious!!!!i so wanna watch it!omgg!which means im gna spend another 10 bucks on movies agnnn.
plus,tmr im watching narnia laaaaa.omggggg!so broke tis mth la!!!!
im sick of shopping in town la.its like everytime i shop,it will always be far east far east far east.
suddenly,shopping seems much less appealing to me :(((

yay!tmr gg out wif 7 sects!i hope its gna be a happy day!hahha!

i hope i wun
i dun dare to
elmo without the l

Friday, June 06, 2008 .

12:06 PM

lazzzyyyy meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
i haven been blogging for tis week except to post up the lyrics for the nan ren nu ren song =.=
dat onli requires copy n paste skills.wahahaha!
so i shall make use of my lunch time to blog rather slp,which i usually do.hehs.
so i'm rly making a big sacrifice laaaaa.lol!slp is impt to me laa!
so get ready for a super duber longggg posttt.muahahaaha!

SUNDAY
my precious sunday was dedicated to yl.eh MAO u beta be honoured cos my time is limited de.onli 1.5 days free and i gave u 1 full day.hahaha!
anw,went shopping in town since its GSS but surprisingly,i din feel the urge to buy anything.i tink im a weirdo la.when there wasnt any sales gg on,i splurge like crazy and when there is sales,i gt nth to buy.hmmm...mebbe nth on display caught my eye?dno la.im jus picky.being picky isn't a bad tink afterall cos u get to save and buy tinks dat u rly rly like,not for the sake of it.haha!learnt tis ever since i regretted buying my guess wallet.yl bought her specs n belt while i bought nth laaa.feels bad nt getting anytink from all the shopping but its ok.SAVE SAVE SAVE!!!lol!i muz say yl is damn daring cos she suggested gg into the mandarin hotel just to sit and rest our legs.ahhha!felt so awkward la!it wasnt any better when she started to talk in the ang moh slang =.=
lousy MAO,complained dat her feet ached before i did when i was the one wearing heels.tsktsktsk,symptoms of old age.hahaha!
had dinner at ajisen and as usual,i ordered volcano.i tot i would be beta at eating it but my mucus still kept flowing =.=
BUT BUT BUT.. i nv drink water while having the volcano lehh.
so, i guess my nose has tis reflex action to spicy stuff ba.hehe.
to add on to my fats,yl n i went to gelare to share a pathetic piece of cheesecake n a banana smoothie =.=
all bcos she said she's feeling slpy.omggg!yl are a piggg?!!!hahaa!ur a tiger rmb?!roarrr!!!! ;P
cant believe tis is my 1st time sharing A PIECE of cheesecake wif someone n dat someone has to be yl!omgomgomg!my 1ST!!!!hhhaa!
wo de di yi ci jing ran xian gei le ni!!!!
yl,its nt ur 1st can.so its super unfair for me laaa!
too bad,i love peanut butter too so im gna be ur bf.dunnid consider liao.haha!i haf the final say.haha!
anw,we finished out cheesecake in 30 mins time.wow.i din noe it cld last us dat long la.the banana smoothie is superb la!damn nice!ppl,ur shld try it next time :)
there goes my romantic sunday night wif yl.mebbe i shld b thankful she didnt bite my head off when she was craving for meat ;P

THURSDAY
met up wif peier n her ostrich to dine at ramen ten in far east plaza
i cant wait to put dat super duber spicy ramen into my mouth la!
ms ngoh said"even i,the chilli queen kept drinking water la!"
so i took her word for it and decided to try the ramen there.
guess wat?the ramen was nowhere spicier than the volcano in ajisen la!!!
mebbe stds differ from place to place ba.i shld go vivo city to try the ramen there.
omg!cant believe i ate ramen twice tis week.*faints*
hello ngoh,if ur readng tis,tis is for u
horse + ostrich = perfect
plus,he is the perfect ostrich for u :))) dun kill me ok.hahaha!

read yanling's blog and saw tis quote:
"love is giving someone the power to hurt u,knowing dat the person will not"
sweet eh?
i tink dat is when u trust the person full enuff not to hurt u,but in reality it doesnt happen.just like hearts are meant to be broken,it is also the same for promises.the promises onli hold true for a certain period of time and mostly,its jus said for the sake of it-for assurance mebbe?
wat if the person hurt u?will u stop loving him/her then?
logically,yes.but will ur heart be able to follow common sense?
*think think think*
i guess its time our brains do the working than our heart-thats y we haf brains right?
brains are meant for thinking
hearts are meant to pump blood.
lololololol!

someone told me that a healthy rls shld be 2 ppl standing individually,meaning we shld nt rely too much on the other person.
however,if tis is the case,then we will be able to do without dat person.then wat for be in a rls when u can do without the other party?
if u realise life is diff without the person or u cant do without him/her,then u realise u rely on him/her n ur life revolves ard dat person.then,u can say for sure,u love dat person.
then agn,loving the other party and making the other party feel loved is 2 different tinks.mebbe most will be able to love but onli a few is able to do the latter.

i feel very happy when others are happy cos of me
i wanna be the sunshine!!!
when im down,u kept me up
its my turn now :)))

Wednesday, June 04, 2008 .

8:38 AM

男人女人 - 许茹芸 & 阿穆隆

爱爱爱爱了几回
也明白其中滋味
付出的从来不会等于收回
我却还在等待着谁能出现

伤伤伤伤了几回
也曾经为爱憔悴
爱情里好人总比坏人狼狈
我却还是学不会狠心对谁

男人男人多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼
女人女人我答应做个好人
我答应用我一生来换你的快乐一生

爱爱爱爱了几回
也明白其中滋味
付出的从来不会等于收回
我却还在等待着谁能出现

伤伤伤伤了几回
也曾经为爱憔悴
爱情好人总比坏人狼狈
我却还是学不会狠心对谁

男人男人多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼
女人女人我答应做个好人
我答应用我一生来换你的快乐一生

男人男人多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼
女人女人我答应做个好人
不会再让我(你)心疼　一等再等
你就是我等的那个人

男人男人
女人女人
多么希望你是对的人