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Saturday, October 28, 2006 .
12:11 PM

argh..god..save me man..y m i feeling dis way..i tot it was supposed to be the other way round..urgh..did i make the rite choice in telling..to me..mayb it seems that tis wld be fairer to u..bt agn..y tell u nw..i dno too..mayb i have been tinking abt it for too long..n nw den i decided to tel..to u..i tink it will affect u alot...n agn..sorry for making u sad..oh man..i feel so bad..since when did i make u happy anw..all the times it was me making u sad..ha!..wat a fren i m..stupid..idiot..haix..well..its reali a fine division btw liking as a reali gd fren n liking more den jus a fren..shitty me..n i'm so stuck deciding which category i belong to..sucky..urgh..anw..wat i said b4 is true n will nv change..ya..n i tink its up to time to decide ba..haix..sorry^(infinity)..agn..i said smth to make u sad n hurt n affected n wateva bad bad bad feelings u may b feeling nw..urgh!!!!i feel so rotten..yucks..pls scold me n do smth bad to me..at least tis can make me feel beta..haix..sorry =[...




Friday, October 27, 2006 .
4:48 PM

sian today nth to do..rot at hm lor..haha..played xbox.racing cars is fun..nicer den daytona..lol.nth interesting today..shall talk abt ytd den..ne day..jus brought myself wallet n hp..lol..so weird....haha..gt tis talk in the morning abt ns de..meant for the guys..dno y gals r there..haha..mayb cos EVERYONE has a part to play huh..lol..went for a tour in changi..sian la.the tour guide nt fun de..so boring..dun allow us to eat n talk on bus..den talk n talk n talk on the bus non stop...wth la..stupid..has been a very long time since i have been on a tour bus..tink last time i took a tour bus was during competition..so shuang..we sing so loudly..n i rmb the vball cheer..haix..sad..dats so long time ago..i miss those times..although we were so afraid of seniors..bt still its fun..unlike nw..haha..went to changi museum n chapel..den learnt abt pow during the jap occupation..went to see the huge tank or is dat wat u call it..dno la..haha..jus a replica..den went to changi beach..so nice la..so windy..haha..me n ys went to take pic behind coconut tree..haha..bt my hp nt gd..cant reali see clearly..lol..tink the nicest part abt tis tour was gg to changi beach.lol..den went to changi village to eat..yucks..wasted $3 on fried hokkien mee which tastes like shit..tink the sugar cane drink tasted beta..lol..shld have bought the peanut pancake la..only 60 cents..den yy say its was nice..so urgh..nvm.haha..celebrated god's bdae in hawker centre..stupid la..gt fan..den the we had to relight the candle so many times..haha..he blew the candle b4 we sang the bade song..haha..his bdae present was one whole bag of tidbits..haha..gt orange eno...to cure his constipation.haha..see how gd we r to him..yuppie..he loves orange..even the wrapping t lots of fish..fun...jy cal me watch deathnote..bt cannot..damn broke..haha..bt even nt broke..dun tink i wil watch...jus realised dat chi a lvl next fri la..wat shit..haix..beta start preparing for it..n also hav to start studyin for bio olympiad..haix..gt time meh..stil gt op..today actually wanna do op..haha..bt since its god's day..den let him off ba..haha..dun bother him wif op..okie..stop here..bye.




Wednesday, October 25, 2006 .
8:30 PM

today sux man..totally..yucks..dno y..or mayb i do..yeeeeeeerrrrrrrr....i hate tis so much..nvm..today's the deadline for the taking of the h3 course..omg..n i knew it jus today..ya..all thx to god uh..haha..told me its next next mon or smth like dat..n in the end..had to ruch back to get my mum to sign it..at 1st tot of forging signature..bt i'm too guai..ya..as if..is i had difficulty forging la..stupid la..y my parents de signature so hard to forge..urgh..den tot of faxing the form to my dada office..bt he say sign on his behalf..which i cannot do so..or ms ma will come aft me..ya..haha..in the end..meet my mum at woodlands mrt let her sign..rush back to sch put the form..den went out wif mum to take medicine..den buy dinner lor..ya..one more tink..i tink my hands are becoming more muscular le..all the carrying of the laptop from place to place..ya..which weighs abt 1245985745kg..ya..so.nvm..exercise..haha!..next time call god to carry it all the way den he noe..hmm..i feel kinda sad?angry?pek cek?or wadeva u call it la..dno..a mix of these feelings..sucky..urgh!!!i wan my swing!!!..did i make the correct choice..wats there to feel lousy abt..omg..i simply cant uds..n nw i sort of regret my choice..yucks..no..hope i wun regret..god pls stop me from feeling tis way..haha..god..did u hear me..haha..nvm..sucky..mayb i'm feeling so darn..nvm..aiya..wadeva..haiz...

anw..i miss vball alot!!!!omg..missed it like siao la..i miss huyu sam hui fang hui wen all all those ppl..haix..i miss spike n receive..mayb i miss ng siew tuan..haha!wat m i saying..haha.i guess its a miracle i do miss her n her diao-ing leh..i miss bruising myself on the court..i miss serving spiking and receiving!!!!argh..i miss everytink abt vball in jss!!!!eh..izit possible if we come out n play agn..i reali miss it..omg..the smacking sound of the vball..satisfying!!!=]..haha..yeah..vball rawkx man!ha!the tot of it simply makes me happy..now my onli lurve is VBALL!!!! ("\/") =)




Monday, October 23, 2006 .
9:02 PM

the word for today: SIAN!!! haix..gg home so early so sian la..nth to do de..rot at home..guess wat i did jus nw la..haha..go hm..watch tv..slp..den wake up..haix..call my bro out to watch doa..den he dowan..wanna rot at hm..tink all guys like dat de..stay at hm..dno y they dun like gg out de..haha..gals are more fun...haix..today aft pe played vball..haix..nt fun de..the atmosphere very funny leh..noone feels like moving de..nv take initiative..either tis or joke ard..den nv play well..abit pek cek..haix..nvm..haha..when i started playing also like dat..haha.u noe wat..nicholas always try to act pro de..bball like dat..try solo. dribble the ball den in the end let ppl snatch the ball away..den today play vball always spike..den dno where the ball fly to..den try to head the ball like wat ben did..haha..jump up..n guess wat..too short!!!..the ball fly over his head still..haha!!!omg..everyone luff like siao la..like a couple of times le lor..stupid la..act pro la..yucks..stop it la..er xin..haha..ok..i'm so bad..yee..i sratined my muscle la..den nw climb stairs like some cripple like dat..urgh.bad day..den my knee still like dat..cannot bend..shitty..haix.and to worsen the prob..guess wat..i feel FAT!!!FAT FAT FAT!!!!yuck yuck yuck..nvm..jus watch..haha..i shall transform..yeah man!!!haha...run run run..haha!!!!..lessons resuming le..sian..teach new topics..and like nth goes into my puny brain.haha..no..is big brain..since i gt big head..haix..shitty..tink is post promos..den brain getting lazier to tink le..become like dat..yee..beta buck up..haha..ok..dats so aj..yucks..haha..nvm..u noe wat..tv shows nowadays are getting sooooooooo boring la..sian la..being rich feels so nice..can do anytink u wan w/o hesitation la..haix..haha..ok..enuf crap le..go do my stuff...~gone




Saturday, October 21, 2006 .
10:19 PM

oh yeah..here i m here to blog agn..today darn sian la..cooped up in hse wif the intention of doin i n r..haha..yes..dat was wat i sad in the morning when i woke up..nono..was it in the morning..no..when i woke up..its afternoon le..haha..shuang man..since when did i slp for 14 hrs??!!haha..whee~!shuang dao..haha..hope my dark circles did lighten..lol..went online..ya..gt stuck there..haha..caht n chat..oh ya..lilei gt promoted..yeah.1606 wil be the same afterall..haix..bt stil..some wil nt be promoted..sad..haix..hope they get over it soon.ez to say..hard to do..haix..nvm..haha..guess wat..i stil haven start on i n r..haha.jus ryte out the pts out onli..n funny tink is nw i'm starting to feel tired..wats happening to me..slp like a pig le.stil feel slpy..haha..nvm..slp is gd..so precious..esp me..lol..ok.la..go do i n r..haha..seriously..i wil do..haha..believe me..haha..=]




Friday, October 20, 2006 .
9:46 PM

haha..again..i neglected my blog..hehe..nvm..tink its used to it le..lol..bad bad me..lol..ha..gt back my promos results...hmm..did quite well.omg..i passed gp le..gt a d..yeah..i'm so happy..woohoo..haha..yeah..tink i did beta..dno leh..nt sure..gt moderations..lol.hmm..nt bad la..at least my hard work paid off.ya..at least my dark circles paid off!!!lol!!!haha..nw like panda..all cos of promos..lol..yup..can promote...wondering whether i shld take h3 chem..mayb i try..later cannot cope den i drop ba..haix..bt so many ppl gna retain..lilei in the list..haix..hope he can promote..keep my fingers crossed..haix..i wan 16 to b the same next yr..no more no less..haix..pray hard..the fite for survival...wow..sounds like natural selection..shit la..wth..y cant the sch jus let everyone promote n everyone wil be happy..i tot being happy was the most impt tink in life..haix..nvm..haha..oh ya..jaz bdae coming..buy present for her..hmm..wonder wat she likes..lol..haha..soft toys?..haha..dno leh..okie..dats all for today..




Wednesday, October 11, 2006 .
11:35 PM

today was quite fun though.haha..gt the cdp n the fol..winning relationship was ok la..the pwr of a team de was beta..mayb cos of more interaction n games..lol..haha..nice..the chopsticks broke when me n ys was hopping ard..lol..haha..den gt the lindy hop..omg..the instructor very shuai..lol..like pierre png leh..woo..gt charisma..haha..den dance very dance..lindy hop very fun..lol..bt i dno how to dance lor..the steps so chim..lol..can onli turn ard in circles..lol..den very dizzy..when me n ys partnered..we were like onli doin the charles' turn or iz dat wat u cal it..lol..ya.very fun..i tink my hand hit her mouth..luffing like siao man..lol..haha..ya..went hm aft that..omg..u noe wat..guys are like block of wood la..urgh..muz say explicitly in their face den they noe wat exactly u r feeling nw...like..hello..mr guy here..i'm feeling blah blah blah..urgh..cant they be like gals..more sensitive..hello..learn from the gals..n u claim dat u can sense..tell me abt it man..ha!..nvm..i very pissed today actually..by the fact that ytd some one mistook my nick for smth else..wth..cant out class de gals be less paranoid...the misunderstanding also started cos of a nick..which wasnt referring to the person..tink ppl nowadays like to ttm..cant they be more simple..ya..they cant..n thats the world now..wadeva..anw..i very confused nw..dno whether to tel anot..haix..i also nt sure abt it myself..i afraid i wil make a wrong decision..argh..stupid..n one more tink..dun blame the fish for being too cold when u wanna cook it..cos its YOU who left it too long in the freezer k..so when i'm like dat..ask urself y..ya.nvm..u might nt even uds wat i'm saying..haha..wadeva.take it dat i'm crapping..haha..its fading..bt tis time i'm nt afraid..cos i'm stronger..lol.okie..bedtime..nitex.




Tuesday, October 10, 2006 .
9:30 PM

urgh!!!very pekcek wif blogger lor..stupid la..damn it lor..post 3 times le but nt successful..izit entry too long le den cannot..stupid..wadeva..haha..shall talk abt today den..ya..anw..I GOT MY FREEDOM BACK LE!!!yeah..hey ppl..sorry..so long nv post..eh.nt my fault k..is the stupid blogger dowan to let me post or else i wld have posted it long time ago le lor..nvm..today darn suay la..woke up late..den late for 3rd time le.haha..do cwo lor..suay la..haha..nvm..gt lilei accompany..at least nt dat bad..ya..aft op lect..gt alot of time lor..5 hrs before my cwo..actually gt the facilitators training de..but turns out its onli for selected ppl onli.chey..ya..den went shopping lor..wif jiayi n choo hua..den later yan ling join us..haha..shopped the whole orchard once again.the past few days alr shop like siao le..yeah..accomplished 4 tinks on my to do list le..haha..but i stil bought hair band..very gek if go all the way to orchard bt buy nth..lol..die die also muz buy smth back..den came back to aj lor..to do the stupid cwo..ya..me n li lei had to clean lt 4 de tables n chairs lor..sian..use the stupid dirty cloth..no soap..gt a teeny weeny bit of disinfectant..yucks..the pail so dirty la..den the water so murky..tink the disinfectant for the pail de..ya..bt we slack la..in the end..cal li lei to play piano..nt bad leh..very nice.haha..den went hm lor..haha..tmr wun be late le..yeah..okie..=]