alright im blogging for the 2nd time tonight.
i feel bloated
im not slpy
i gt nth to do
so i blog.whahahaha!
shall blog abt my 1st crush
i tink its sth stupid but its rather interesting la ;P
hehs

well well well, my 1st crush happened when i was in p6.
i can still rmb his full name hor!hhaha!
nicholas guan yongsheng!n he's born on halloween..if im not wrong.hahaha!
anw my crush sat next to me!!!jealous?hahaha!
initially i rly very pekcek wif him cos he damn dee-siao la!pissed me off!
he would try to staple out all the staplets and then join them in a long chain and put in my hair!
WTHHHH!last time pri sch,i had long hair and i tied them up.so imagine when i had to take them out,my hair will all be messed up la!irritating!
so ppl,there's nth good abt sitting next to ur crush actually.
not onli did he do dat,he always like to throw rubber bits at me.RAWR!!!
his name shld be IRRITATING GUAN la.lol!
okaayy la,other than irritaing me,the good thing ab sitting next to him is that u always luff.he is rly a joker la!damn funny de!:D
so dat was just the initial stage,when i hvn like him.
guess wat made me like him?
its the stupidest reason in the whole wide world.get ready to exercise ur stomach muscles cos ur gna end up ROFL-ing.LOL!
its jus cos my mum said he look quite shuai -.-
AND AND AND the truth is dat he is fat la.ok mebbe not ba,jus plump.
but its a fact dat he got nice eyes.ahha!
sooo...i began to fall for him
started to feel less disgusted by his irritaing actions and began to see him in a positive light.
awww..the power of loveee.hahahha!crap la!
anw he is a good soccer player.hmm a plus point for him-gif me another reason to like him?haha!
as an innocent lil pri sch gal who jus crushed on someone(oh yes i was rly innocent la.wahahaha!),i cant wait to share tis wif my best fren!!!
and u noe wat,she told him!!!!
WTHHHHHH!!!!
dat wasn't the best part of it yet.the best part was tis secret became known to the whole cls and it made me so pai sei la!
even my form tcher knew it!damn!
cls mates bgan to tease us abt it and there was even once,on my bdae,my form tcher even asked him in front of the whole cls whether he had anything to say to me.walau!!!i can totally dig a hole in the ground and hide my face.totally turned red la!can feel heat radiating liao!hahaha!
from then on,things rly bcame awkward for us la.
he nv did those irritating tinks to me anymore and we nv talk le.so sad.
i din even dare to look him in the face.ahh diu lian!!!!
even when we collected our psle results,i din even talk to him.there goes my last chance to talk to him...BUT god was nice enuff to lemme meet him agn.wahahaha!
i guess it was 2 yrs later where i met him at an mrt control station and we chatted a little.hahahha!my pri sch old flame leh!sorta happy to see him n talk to him!
anyway,we went to different sec sch and lost contact.
i wonder where is he now.hope he wun read tis post.hahaa!

ah so dats all for my 1st crush.haha!i still luff whenever i tink back abt it la.
interesting pri sch life
suddenly i miss having crushes
hahaha!the thrill of wanting to see him yet afraid to do so
every lil action makes the world of a difference to u.
and the good thing abt crushes is that they are all infatuation and u wun rly be hurt cos u onli LIKE him,not love.haha.
too bad my 1st crush isn't my 1st love,otherwise my everyday will be so interesting and filled wif laughters.
mebbe i will blog abt 1st love ba.someday when i learn to look back and smile ;)

there is onli one tink i will nv be tired of and dats laughing
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!