Authentic Beauty.

kinda regret buying the guess wallet last week :(((
the more i look at it,the more i dun like it lehhh
so i haf decided to shop for another guess wallet tmr.wahahaha!nah jus jking laaa.im damn broke tis mth la.no idea where all my money went to.i;m gna shop for wat i rly like tmr liao.not gna waste money AGNNNN.lol.

guess wat.there's someone out there who is more gullible than me siaa.wahaha!i was telling tis person here that i saw tis shirt wif the word "goddess" printed on it but i didnt buy it cos t-shirts are common la.and i went on lying that i had a shirt which said " pray to me".LOL!ok whoever designed dat shirt muz haf gone out of his/her mind la.but anyway,point is i dun tink such a shirt exist n i was LYING.lol.i didnt noe i could lie so well :DDD
that person actually believed me and said "WTHH!-i forgot wats the rest of the sentence liaoo.lol.-"the thing is he actually believed la.wahhhaa!joke la.nvm.jokers are good cos they make the day better.lol!

seriously,wats the prob wif guys nowadays uh?ok mebbe those lao ti ko.
i just met one tis afternoon in the train.godamn suay like shit!like tis is the 2nd time MFK!
he jus masterbated right in front of me and still tried to get my attention y giving dat stupid idiot look on his MF face.MFSOAB!!!!asshole!of cos i acted like i see nth,so i looked elsewhere-jus anywhere but in front.apparently,avoiding is jus nt gna solve his prob uh.when i alighted the train,he still took the chance to grab my hand wif dat freaking hand he used to masterbate.grraarrr!tell me how many times muz i wash my hands!!!PISSED BIG TIMEEEE!!!!oh yes,he got off the same station as me but i dun tink he followed me.but anyway,if he wanna follow by all means cos im gg facial and he can jolly well spend all the time the world waiting man.damnit!

well i noe wat i chose but i jus dowan to admit.

1:06 AM

i can see happily-ever-afters
i wish-ed
hugg-es
yes i do admit its thrilling
the longing is still there

Tuesday, May 27, 2008 .

12:17 AM

today felt soooooo SHUANGGGGGG
guess wat time i woke up at???
FREAKING 12PM!!!!
nope i didnt quit my job,i just took URGENT leave cos i overslept and was SIAN-ed that i had to WORK =.=
obviously i din tell my collegue i overslept n thus i decided not to go for work.
came up wif the reason that i had diarrhoea(wat a typical n lame reason bt my brain seriously cant tink of any more convinvcing reason at 6.45am)and had to stay at home
and so,wif that msg sent,i went back to my lalaland....
wooootttttttssss!!!!1st time monday felt so great!!!!
the feeling is exactly like how it felt like when i ponned sch in aj :DDDDD
i calculated the hrs i slept and its like T W E L V E hourssss.it has been soooo long since i got the chance to slp soooooo longgggg.it was heavenlyyyyyy..ahhhh...

it muz be all the walking the night b4 which tired me out.
my oh-so-great brother sacrificed his maple-time for me just to accompany me to shop(although we din rly go into any shops =.= ,i still appreciate his efforts) at suntec cos i promised my fren to watch his performance.there were also cosplay there and ppl there were so weirdly dressed.i guess dats the main point y they were dressed in dat way.i saw the character death-god in the movie deathnote-soooo cuteee!he was holding on to an deathnote notebook n an apple.hahaha!a pity i nv brg along my camera to take pics la :(
the performance took quite long and my legs were tired from the standing.my brother complained 1st when i was the one wearing heels -.- seems like i gt stronger muscles than my bro.haha!went to watch Indiana Jones and The Kingdom Of the Crystal Skull.pretty nice show i muz say.some parts got me luffing in an unglam manner(altho i wasn't glam to tok abt in the 1st place).i din rly uds some parts of the story cos half the time i was so distracted my wat the couple bside me was doin =.=
shld haf exchanged seats wif my bro.they could haf been more considerate and did wat they wanted to do somewhere else where noone can see it -.-
i muz say the guy's hands were rather long cos they were long enuff to stretch over to the gals butt(mind u,the arm rest wwasnt even lifted up).
anyways,the plot was nice and it was somewhat like a national treasure kind of show but i guess its nicer.yupp worth the money :)))
did a lil bit of shopping(a lil bit is rly a lil bit cos i went into 3 shops onli -.-) cos i didnt wanna go home so early
mebbe it isnt the quantity of shopping trips but the quality dat counts cos i managed to buy a Guess wallet.wooohoooo!n i got it cheap laaa.hmmm i dun rly like it la but tinking dat i wld be so bu shuang at myself if i go home empty-handed,i wld rather buy it.besides,its alot cheaper(mebbe due to GSS)so even if i rly rly dun like it,i may consider buying another one.sounds stupid la but oh well,gals dun get sick of having more stuff right? :)
walke to esplanade and then to the spore flyer.
of cos,i din go on the spore flyer but just took pics of it.
awesome machine(sounds like a wrong word leh.hahah!) la!
changes colour and i tink i took pics of it whenever it changes colour.hahaa!omg.i sound like a mountain turtle talking liddat =/
i rly rly hope my bf will bring me on the spore flyer :)))
spent a great deal of time walking.hope it did burn off some calories.haha!
thx brudder!ur the best!he's my best bf!wahaha!no matter where i go,he will be sure to follow.love ya loads!

i hope u wun ever appear online
it will make it easier for me
im rly tired of wearing the mask
many a times i felt like taking it down n face u wif my true self,but i noe i will be hurt agn eventually.
i will continue to wear the mask unless u face me wif ur true self.which i noe dat day will nv come.y did u haf to lie.everytime u lie,u just haf to come up wif a bigger lie to cover up the lie u previously said.haix
my dream...typical me.
felt so real
hugged u yet i tore myself away from u
i saw u.finally.i was happy.
i noe i shldnt tink liddat
yet im hoping to see u agn in my dreams.not in reality.
someday i will learn to look back n smile...

Friday, May 23, 2008 .

11:35 PM

omgomgomgomgomg!
TODAY IS THE START OF THE GREAT SPORE SALES!!!!
its such a big thing la!so tell me y am i stuck at home blogging abt tis? =.=
i so wanna shop man!feel so bu shuang when its the happening thing now yet im not involved in it!grarrrr!besides,today also marks the day im gna break my 'fast' for shopping :DDDDDD
it had been really hard resisting the temptation to buy stuff la,esp when u rly rly rly like them but the tot that ur hard-earned money gna reach the zero mark puts u off.haix.oh y cant i earn more money,b a rich gal and splurge all i wan.tsktsktsk..life is so not fairrr :(((

YAY!i finally survived till tis day of the week.great accomplishment.
im so loving fri nights cos i noe my weekends are here!
haha!makes me sound like some army guy who just cant wait for bookouts.lol!
okay so the good thing is its weekends.bad thing is i got nth planned for tis week.SIAN!like totally =.=
tmr:
1) work half day
2)gif tuition
3)go be a filial granddaughter and visit my ah gong
there goes my lovely sat :(

surprisingly,kend auto msg us whether we wanna meet up tis sun to chit-chat n stuff.woots!1st time he did tis n i was like quite enthu la.its like'"omgg kend so auto siaaaa".hahaaa!
oh yea! so sunday morn is occupied but for the rest of sun,its like SIANNNN.nth to do agnnn.damnit.hate having nth to do.someone tell me wat to dooooo lehhhh.graaarrr!

anyways,its quite an agreed tink dat army turn guys into D.hhaa!oh well,it could be any word.

try as i might to uds u,i cant help but feel u went back on wat u promised
mebbe it was jus a casual remark but it somehow felt like an assurance to me
but now,i realised actually everyone is the same
they all share the same difference
just feel so hurt and sad
sad dat actually i haf so lil frens ard me?
when i scroll down the list of contacts in my hp,i find noone to go out wif
pe has bf
u too
yl has piano
dats the end of my frens list
pathetic me
just feel so neglected
yes i agree to hard to smile when everytink jus isnt fine at all...

Thursday, May 22, 2008 .

11:07 PM

global warming: an increase in the earth's average atmospheric temperature that causes corresponding changes in climate and that may result from the greenhouse effect

i'm betting dat spore is experiencing the above 'phenomena' right now.the temp was like freaking 34 deg celsius ytd and i tot i was baking in an oven la.besides,spore is damn humid so, its like u can even sweat while working in the office.okayyy,mebbe it was due to the half-dead air con in my office =.=
makes me so irritated at work esp when time is snailing by...
one of my tutee wanted to change her tution from twice a week to onli once a week.yay!which means more time to myslef :D
bad tink is dat i will haf lesser income,which equates to lesser shopping :(((

goshhhhhh!he's THE MAN ,seriously.
awww...love him loads!

i wished bobbie happy bdae (:
*all smiles*
im happy everytink is fine
i can uds
i guessed i tot too much.hehs

Tuesday, May 20, 2008 .

9:32 PM

its a miracle how i managed to limp or rather tip-toe to work today
i'm so pro.hahaaha!
ytd morning i woke up and to my horror,i could not walk without tip-toeing.just dno for wadeva reason,i had to walk with a bent knee or else my calves wld hurt badly :(((
seriously had no idea wth happened overnight.i could still walk normally the day before leh.i'm guessing that i stretched my hemstring cos now it's like super painful to walk wif my legs straight.sucky.now den i realise how fortunate it is to sit n stand up n just walk liddat.now when i stand up,i haf to rock back n forth a lil to get my legs accustomed to the 'straight' position before i can start walking.otherwise,i will walk like a duck.unglammmmm(ok not like im glam anyway).sad.i wonder how long will it take for the aches to go away :(((
seee.dats the consequence of playing too much bball in arcade.then agn,i tink its kinda kua zhang to have such serious muscleaches just playing the game la.i wasn't even exercising.haix.this rly goes to show how unfit i m.okok im digressing.haha.despite the muscleache i had,considering it was quite serious cos i dun rmb myself having any of such muscleaches before in my life,i still went shopping wif ngoh :)))
surprisingly,i felt no aches when i shopped.either bcos i was wearing heels so toes are tipped,hence no aches felt while shopping OR shopping rly cures everytink.hehe.i guess its due to both reasons la.
I'm so proud of myself cos i lugged nth home from my shopping trip :)))
altho its gna sound crazy coming from me,at least tis shows i haf kept to my promise to be FRUGAL.wahahaha!yeah man!
oh anyways,the GREAT SPORE SALES is tis coming fri!!!woots!!!
im gna be frugal up till tis thurs kaes.(my reward for keeping to my promise will be dat im gna splurge when GSS comes.hahhaah!)

YAY!tmr is wed.2 more days!jiayou!!!!
i wan chalet.i wan bbq.i wan ice skate.i wan everything :D

wtffff.i cant believe im actually so stupid la
ur sucha mfk.u deserve hell.
can u jus like go n die?haha!
i shall stop cursing cos there's karma

if there's karma,den when is urs?
jus somehow wished some gal will play u ard her lil fingers
n i hoped dat i will be brave enuff to b dat gal
but i noe i wil nv be brave enuff

Monday, May 19, 2008 .

12:17 AM

ice skating trip was cancelled last minute : (
how i wished i was the one skating on the ice rink when i saw them skating
oh wells,i hope i will haf another ice skating trip sooooonnnn

kenn my n i were left stoning for such a long time cos we cld not decide wat to do wif our day.sads
we end up watching the movie "Made With Honour" at golden village in jurong point
=.= of all places,it was jp???
anyways,the movie was definitely worth watching.
This is the 1st time i enjoyed watching a romance movie cos it was rly touching to the point i cried.or mebbe i was crying at the sad sad part?but the ending wasn't a sad one.It was somewhere at the last part of the movie dat i teared.Of cos,it wasn't all abt mushy mushy stuff couples say to each other cos the movie got me luffing like crazy at some parts.Can't exactly say its a romance story cos it was damn hilarious.
This movie did change my mindset abt romance movies cos i usually dun watch them in cinemas,thinking that they are a waste of time.I would rather watch them online since all those mushy scenes dun rly need sound systems to make them any mushier(is there such a word?)haha!
hmmm.made me haf some afterthoughts abt love...
love is...
when u noe life gna be so diff without the person ard by ur side
when u cant do without the person
when u long for dat person n wan him/her to be by ur side(not when ur feeling so freaking bored and wanna haf someone there to ENTERTAIN u)
i need someone there for me no matter wat happens.i need to trust u.i need to rely on u.but i noe ur not the one.

when she said "after all these years,y now?",i was thinking"y aft 5 mths?"
haha!enuff of emo shit.

spent another like half hr walking ard adn even watching ppl play arcade.seeing some ppl dance so noob-ly rly serves as entertainment for us sia.hahah!im so meaannn =S

went Swensons for ice-cream since we cant decide where to go aft movie.Kenn was crazy to suggest dat we go to Changi Airport.mebbe to see aeroplanes getting ready to fly off or land?dats like so random la.haha!its has been very long since i ate ice cream and it was damn fulfilling when i finished the Gold Rush i ordered.Not long after,a strong sense of guilt washed over me cos i realised the ice cream i just finished mebbe added like 1000000000000 calories,which is equivalent to adding LOADS n LOADS of fats onto every part of my body :((( as if dat wasnt enuff,i ate friessssss.wthhhhh!y cant they make eating a painful tink?so dat i can stop my mouth from taking in so much food,esp fatty food.yucks!stupid shittt!!!can someone remind me dat nice food are always damn fattening!Rahhhhh!!!!!

YAY!tmr gg shopping wif ngoh!im gna control myself n not buy anything.Frugality frugality frugality!!!yes! i shall stay by my motto!: D

Sunday, May 18, 2008 .

12:33 AM

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY LIPING!!! :D

Went kbox at jurong to celebrate reverend chua bdae.Amitabha!hhahaa!She tinks its a holy place for to spread her teachings.lol!
Anyways,the 1st tot which came to my mind when i knew it was je was "omggg!so boring!!!!y not town??".oops sorry luh i'm just being honest here.But i guess the fun i had today proves me wrong totally.It isnt abt the place,but the company ur wif that matters :D

Singing at kbox was totally HELL loads of fun la!We hyper-ed,scream-ed,high-ed,sang like noone business and wadeva shit u can tink of la.haha!I'm rly happy dat the 7 sects are still as close as ever aft 2 yrs.I love you all loads!!!!altho ur can be so stupid wif ur actions,i guess its those stupidity which make us luff and bond tgt.Tis is so dedicated to syl yl n viv.hahaha!Viv got nice vocals laaaa..aww...i'm like lying AGNNNN.hahaa!no la,seriously she can sing well.hello viv if ur reading this,u beta thank me fast for my compliments.haha!

Dined at The Streets n i felt that the food wasnt worth the money.Food din taste fabulous cos it's like some hawker food.Mebbe hawker food taste beta la.And they charge a higher price than hawker centres.oh well,mebbe the extra money paid is for the ambience ba.Ah but the ambience there is useless to us,cos the 7 sects gna make everything NOISY.so ambience doesnt make a difference to us anyway.hahaha!Lp was touched we got her an Esprit top which she eyed quite some time ago.

Arcade was our next destination :) nth but funnnnn!
gosh!i haf musclesaches at both my arms n calves la.wthhh!
tis is the result of playing close to 10 rounds of bball IN ARCADDE.whahaha!
on the surface,it seems like some easy peasy game-just aim n throw,or at least that was wat i tot before i played so much today la.In fact,its tiring la cos ur arms accumulate too much lactic acid from constant throwings of the ball,esp when ur desperately trying to get it in the basket but sometimes it just freaking wun get in no matter how u throw it.Furthermore,the basket was positioned at such a height that i haf to tip-toe and throw -.-
See.that's the disadv of not wearing heels.And so,u end up wif musclesaches at the arms n calves.Besides,it has been so long since i exercised and i end up panting n sweating after the games.So dumb la,it wasnt even considered exercise la.haha!My highest score was 126 aft pairing wif ky.hehs.im so proud of it :D
Bet yl n lp was the most frustrated cos they were short of 4 points to get to stage 3 la.wat a waste!
stupid ngoh just kept throwing the balls at the same time as me,so our balls just collided n went nowhere into the basket.ahhaha!ok call it telepathy dat we are throwing the balls at the same time.

i'm a happy gal
i love u all gals!
im waiting for the fotosss.hehs.

Saturday, May 17, 2008 .

8:47 AM

柠檬草的味道 - Jolin Tsai

他们猜我们后来有没有再见

离席了才会晓得怀念

突然我记起你的脸那触动依然像昨天

对自己我终于也诚实了一点

是不是回忆就是淡淡柠檬草

心酸里又有芳香的味道

曾以为你是全世界但那天已经好遥远

绕一圈我才发现我有更远地平线

我们都没错只是不适合

我要的我现在才懂得

快乐是我的不是你给的

寂寞要自己负责

毕竟用尽了力气也未必如愿

总是要过去以后才了解

突然我记起你的脸爱不爱不过一念之间

绕一圈今天的我能和昨天面对面

我们都没错只是不适合

亲爱的我当时不懂得

选择是我的不是你给的

明天自己负责

给昨天的我一个拥泡

曾经她不知如何是好

若我们再见我会微笑

谢谢你谢谢你我尝过爱的好

我们都没错只是不适合

我要的我现在才懂得

快乐是我的不是你给的

寂寞要自己负责

我要的我现在才懂得

选择是我的不是你给的

幸福要自己负责

错过的请你把握

12:07 AM

i finally made a clean break
somehow somewhat somewhere...it hurts
i gt noone to blame but myself
the last time im gna cry for u...
im broken
agn.

Friday, May 16, 2008 .

10:25 PM

1 kg of cotton and 1 kg of metal bar.which one is heavier?
Ans:both weigh the same
I always knew the ans to this qns but it was onli up till ytd that yl explained to me y the ans is that.Altho i noe i shld say both weigh the same,my brain still tinks dat 1 kg of cotton weighs lighter.haha!ok call me stupid.took me 19 yrs to realise la.The explanation is bcos both are of the same weight =.= lame shit!i'm born dumb.

I owe yuanting a big thank you man.She taught a noob,which is me,how to upload fotos onto facebook profile.hahaha!to tink blur queens are more pro than noobs ;P
anyways,i shall blog abt sth interesting today - the interview that made me look like an idiot.

Well,i went for the double deg/scholarship interview in NUS that day with jiada.Had a hard time figuring out how to get there.I tink guys have a better sense of direction cos jiada was the one who found out how to get there.hahaa!I wasn't nervous or wat before the interview bcos i was more inclined to get into ntu than nus.So,i guess this interview doesnt rly matter.Crapped thru anyway.Bet this was the crappiest interview i ever had cos i gave rly stupid ans like...
He:Can you tell me abt your ife passion?
Me:erm..u mean interests?
He:yea..
Me:Oh im inclined towards sports actually.I joined a sports CCA in sec sch but i quit cos of a spinal injury.Thus,in Jc,i decided to join a non-sports CCA(omgggg.tis is totally crap.wat has dat gotta do wif passion =.= but an ans is still beta den none right.haha!)
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He:so which prominent biusiness figure do u model urself after?
Me:ermmm..i dun haf any actually (=.= i seriously haf no idea whose name i shld name la)
He:so any other prominent figure u model urslef after?
Me:anyone also can?
He:ya
Me:oh.. LKY(that was the onli name that came to my mind and i realised aft the interview that it was a std ans.ahah!)

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He:So what do u think is the biggest mistake he made?
Me:erm..he shld not haf stamped out the communists(god,i was trying hard to recall stuff from my sec sch social sudies tb la.I wasnt even sure whether it happened anot,just vaguely rmb sth liddat happen.hahaa!crap!)
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He:Can u name me any books that has inspired u?
Me:erm i hvn been reading any books lately as im bz working(ok dats a lame excuse.It's just plain laziness)
He:so any other books u like?
Me:oh..i like the Da Vinci Code(-.-''' i noe its a stupid ans but its still beta than saying i love harry potter right?)

oh wells,i knew i screwed up the entire interview.Hahaa.shall take it as a learning experience n an exposure to interviews then.the onli tink i shld be happy abt was that i wasnt nervous at all.hahaa!great achievement for me :D
i wonder if that guy gna send an email to susan leong telling her she produces dumb students from aj.hahaha!

Yay!tis weekend is sooo long im making full use of it everyday!!!!
finally aft mths of all talk but no action,i'm gg ice skating tis sun!woots!
the more i fall,the pro-er i bcome.hehs.

12:54 AM

omggggg.my candy is gone
image just went *pooffff* when i saw him...smoking =.=
spoiler
the similarities now became differences
and i noe its just part of growing up
changes are inevitable
or izit just me?
i hope so.

12:15 AM

I Do (Cherish You) - 98 Degrees

All I am, All I'll be
Everything in this world
All that I'll ever need I'd in your eyes
Shining at me
When you smile I can feel
All my passion unfolding
Your hand brushes mine
And a thousand sensations seduce
Me
Cause I

I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will, love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to
You
If your asking do I love you this much
I do

In my world, before you
I lived outside my emotions
Didn't know where I was going
'Til that day I found you
How you opened my life to a new paradise
In a world torn by change
Still with all my heart
'Til my dieing day

I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will, love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to
You
If your asking do I love you this much
I do

Awwwww...sweeettt sonnggg.haahaha!

Wednesday, May 14, 2008 .

11:58 PM

MAO is seriously the best joker and has the most interesting life story ever.hahaha!that's like duh,afterall she has lived for hundreds of yrs.hahaha!
Ytd night, while she was engrossed in her bbt videos,she noticed a cockroach crawling in her room out of a corner of her eye and screamed(oh well,mebbe she wasn't dat engrossed wif the video since she managed to notice dat irksome creature crawling in her room).Thus,with all the brain cells she has left in her puny brain after hundreds of years on earth,she decided to take a book and squash dat cockroach.Just as she was about to appraoch the cockroach,the cockroach just turned and ran in her direction.Guess wat?She ran for her dear life(altho it seems quite impossible given her SIZE)!Poor tink,instead of killing the cockroach,she has to run for her life.Weird uh,y someone like her,given her SIZE n POWERFUL SKILLS has to run away from dat small lil insect.hahaha!anyways,the story continues...
she ran out of her room and the cockroach took shelter behind her piano.Hence,she decided to spray insecticide to kill dat irritating pest.She pushed the door,with her fingers ready to press the nozzle.At the instance when the door was pushed open,Mr lizard made his appearance and ran past her,carefully carressing her feet when it made its escape.HAHAHA!MAO was stunned to do anitink and when she finally did,she was so pissed at dat lizard that she kept spraying insecticide at it.(Question is,do insecticide work on lizard?)HHAHAHA!And her mum didnt even bother about her la.Poor tink,she onli has herself left to fight Mr Lizard n Miss Cockroach =/
~End of Story~

wellwell,Mao nv fail to brighten up my day wif her intersting daily life experiences :DDD

HARD HARD HARD HARD HARD
You knew it yet you did it on purpose
zzzzeeeeeeeerrrrrrroooooooooooo trust.

12:18 AM

i tink too much le
im so happy it isnt wat i tot it was :DDDDDDDDDD
tell me im iron-woman,im hard *flexes muscles*

Monday, May 12, 2008 .

10:43 PM

watered.
jus gif me the strength i need for me to stay firm
thank god i got u,u and u
hope u noe who ur are :)

1:10 AM

today is mummy's day and i treated her to dinner :)
thinking of getting her sth else cos i'm alr working
hmmm mebbe tmr i shall get her to shop for wat she likes.haha.
i'm felt happy,happy that u actually let me into ur world.thx alot for that :)
i hope i will cont to be a good fren,just like u to me
anw,dun doubt ppl trust in u and believe in urself
just noe dat u mange to earn the trust in ppl n be proud ur capable of doing dat
trust is earned;not given
i can safely say for sure u haf done wat others expect of to earn their trust
soooo... be confident!!!!:D

wat an irony how tx can earn the trust from so many ppl
yet wat terr onli noe is to ask for ppl to trust him
seriously,he needs to learn how to earn it,n not want ppl to simply gif it to him

Saturday, May 10, 2008 .

10:14 PM

Frugality is gna be my motto for the rest of May.
rahhhh!cant believe i went crazy shopping today agnnnnn!
i bought another dress n a pair of flip flops :)))
HAPPY - thats if i tink abt all the new clothes in my wardrobe
HEARTACHE- when i start calculating how much i have actually spent
S stands for spandthrift; S also stands for Stella
gods!i rly shld start saving =/ i mean it this time okkkaaayyy
come to think of it,yl n i din rly shopped much cos we managed to comb the whole of orchard within 3 hrs time.amazing how i manage to do dat when i usually spend 3 hrs on far east itself.haha!our shopping trip was more like a heart talk cos we shared so many funny experiences and shits abt rls.of cos not forgetting the INTERESTING tink we did tgt.awww..ur such an evil girl.hahaha!
onli we uds each other man!at least i noe im nt talking to wall when im telling u all these stuff.eh when's our reservoir trip?????we gna shout our lungs out yea!
since i resemble him so much n im such a nice gal,i dun mind being ur bf n tahan all ur nonsense.hehs.my heart still belongs to B****e.hahaaha!i hope i dream agn :DDD
anw thx MAO!i love u!*blushes*hahahahaah!

12:56 AM

u find true love when u break up?
i was so freaking wrong
u onli came to realise everything are lies
all i ever wanted was for u to say the truth

Thursday, May 08, 2008 .

10:21 AM

arghhhh!!!!work is so freaking boring n dats y im blogging from work now.hehs :)))
since tis comp can read chinese,i shall post sth in chinese.hahaha!

好心分手 - 卢巧音(Cantonese) & 王力宏(Chinese)

是否很惊讶讲不出说话
Si fau han ging nga gong bat chut suet wa
没错我是说你想分手吗
Moot choh ngoh si suet nei seung fan sau ma
曾给你驯服得就像绵羊
Chang kap nei sun fuk dak jau jeung min yeung
何解会反咬你一下你知吗
Hoh gaai wooi faan ngaau nei yat ha nei ji ma

也许该分清不应再说话
被放弃的我应有此报吗
如果我曾是个坏牧羊人
能否再让我试一下抱一下

回头望伴你走
Wooi tau mong boon nei jau
从来未曾幸福过
Chung loi mei chang hang fuk gwoh
恨太多没结果往事重提是折磨
下半生陪住你
Ha boon saang pooi jue nei
怀疑快乐也不多
Waai yi faai lok ya bat doh
被我伤让你痛

好心一早放开我
Ho sam yat jo fong hoi ngoh
从头努力也坎坷
Chung tau no lik ya ham hoh
通通不要好过
Tung tung bat you ho gwoh
为何唱着这首歌
为怨恨而分手问你是否原谅我
若注定有一点苦楚
Yeuk jue ding yau yat dim foo choh
不如自己亲手割破
Bat yue ji gei chan sau got poh

回头吧不要走不要这样离开我
恨太多没结果往事重提是折磨
下半生陪住你
Ha boon saang pooi jue nei
怀疑快乐也不多
Waai yi faai lok ya bat doh
没有心别再拖
Moot yau sam bit joi toh

好心一早放开我
Ho sam yat jo fong hoi ngoh
从头努力也坎坷
Chung tau no lik ya ham hoh
通通不要好过
Tung tung bat you ho gwoh
为何唱着这首歌
为怨恨而分手问你是否原谅我
若勉强也分到不多
Yeuk min keung ya fan do bat doh
不如什么都摔破
Bat yue sam moh do sut poh

好心分手没结果
可知歌者也奈何
Hoh ji goh je ya noi hoh
难捱就无谓再拖
Naan ngaai jau mo wai joi toh

好心一早放开我
Ho sam yat jo fong hoi ngoh
从头努力也坎坷
Chung tau no lik ya ham hoh
通通不要好过
Tung tung bat you ho gwoh
为何唱着这首歌
为怨恨而分手问你是否原谅我
若注定有一点苦楚
Yeuk jue ding yau yat dim foo choh
不如自己亲手割破
Bat yue ji gei chan sau got poh

i love tis song like shit man!hahaha!
anw my bosss jus bought me mentos!hahaha!i knew sth good will happen cos i saw a yellow bird early in the morning!hahaha!ok dats so no link
okok i shall get back to work
`SIAN!

12:22 AM

2 yrs had been in vain
the moment u said dat,i withdraw
m i jus blind?oh well,mebbe dumb n deaf too
i saw the TRUTH in u

Tuesday, May 06, 2008 .

11:30 PM

bahhhh!6th may SUX TOTALLY!
grrraarr!i hate myself!
yes im standing firm!
im getting post it n paste it all ard me!
i even put a note in standby mode in my hp la!
i analysed n relised i'm still staying by my stand. :)))

anw ytd was the shaggiest day man
had to rush for 2 tuitions right after my work.WTF?!
mingli tuition alr ended t 9 plus so i called susan if she still wanted me to go tutor her gal cos i wld haf to tutor evelyn till 11 pm la!
n guess wat?she said yes muz come bla bla bla.asked her daughter to slp in the noon,now waiting for me n nw i say cannot come.very wu nai.beta cab down to her hse
FUCK MAN!whose more wu nai eh?its like im gna finish tutoring at 11pm ur daughter can slp right after dat but i have to reach hm at 12 n i have work tmr.idiot!
oh wells,kaopei her n there so i bobian haf to cab down -.-
but anw the uncle was damn nice not to charge me la!omg!bet he saw the huge n bright halo over my head n tot i was an angel!wahaha!
okok dat was jus me being FUNNY.alright,actually i wanted to claim taxi fare from susan so i asked the uncle to print the receipt.but aft dat i told him i had no cash,had to use nets.den he said print le,cannot charge me.haha!den he said aiya nvm la.jus go ba.YAY!i was so happy i met someone so good la!instantly,all my pissed-ness at susan was gone.hahaa!but anw,she was gna pay for my cab fare.hmmm,can uds her cos she was worried for her daughter.but she could haf spared a tot for me! :(

eh seriously la,ur worst than an asshole.
ur the shit in the asshole
get some toilet paper plssss!
i definitely will not regret the decision i make :))))

Monday, May 05, 2008 .

12:31 AM

at least i dun msg ppl for some motive
u just wan gals to tok n entertain u
bmtc was of cos intersting for u
msging so many gals at once
wasnt it fun
n seriously,ur super BAD sounds so fake it jus make me wanna puke shit
yes im still stella
but i have changed for the beta
nt a marshmellow ^^

Sunday, May 04, 2008 .

1:04 AM

so u ask me y i'm determined
y i'm nv gna be a marshmellow ever agn
n shit u.its cos of u okay
i built dat wall ard my heart
im nt gna let u in agn to break it
the scars serve as reminders
i can nv forget

Saturday, May 03, 2008 .

4:49 PM

my pocket has a biggggg hole now.omgggawwdddss!
i shall try to make up for it by saving on meals then :)))
ytd was total craziness la!mebbe it was onli me who went crazy cos i shopped like noone business and bought so many stuff.i bet i bought more stuff than when i did my cny shopping la
2 shorts-1 white 1 black
2 skirts
1 dress
1 cardigan
1 anklet(i counldnt find the one i lost so i went to buy the same one,and this time with bell.hehs.i love the sound when i walk.hahahaa!)
1 bra strap(ok mebbe tis is not dat impt =/)
wooots!i seriously tink shopping is the best remedy for sadness emoness or wadeva moodswings ur having la!ok mebbe chocs is still no. 1 to me.haha!and i tink such a logic onli applies to gals.I just cant figure out y guys hate shopping la.its such a fun n satisfying erm..activity?ok wadeva u name it.lols.esp when u buy new stuff,u will like fascinated(i cant find another better word) by it for the whole day la.I onli i'm rich,i gna shop everydayyyy laaa!shuang daoooooooo.....hahahaha!
anw i din bother to calculate how much i spent ytd.bet it's close to 200 bucks la but nvm,i'm sooo freaking happpppyyyy la.n i still wanna buy a watch lehhhhhh!omgggggg!cant believe im such a spendthrift la.oh wells,gals are liddat wattt.wat do u expect huh.haha!
i feel like buying a new wardrobe cos my old one is like so small and my clothes are increasing at an exponential rate each yr.haha!n there are some old clothes which i will nv ever wear them out agn but i'm just too lazy to dump them all out la.
bahhh.im stuck at home nowwwwww alooonnneeee wif nthhh to dooooo.i wanna watch movieeee lehhhhhhh.eeeyyyeeeerrr!cant wait for tmr shopping trip wif fatassssssss!haha i noe its shopping agn but one tink gals nv get sick of is SHOPPING.haha!i haf been like seeing her for 3 times a week la.walau.soooo sian!hav to see her face agn!hahahahahaa!i noe she wanna see mine la!lol!

as promised..he fotos which speak a thousand words :))))))))))))))))))))))

i love fatass n yanling loads ;)))

Friday, May 02, 2008 .

12:55 AM

i'm like super duber tired now but i still wanna blog abt today la.
Today is so freaking fun!Galfrens are still the ones who make ur day :)))
The meetup with fatass n yanling was initially jus a heart to heart talk abt rlssss at sentosa but it was alr enuff to kip us enthu over it.I cant wait to hear many many stories n share experiences abt jerks n bitches we haf encountered in our lives man.haha!mostly its abt jerks cos gals are rly nice ppl,so the ratio of jerks to bitch is mebbe 1000000000:1?haha!yeah dats a rough yet accurate estimate.hehs
I wanted to suntan de lehhhh but my flabby arms are definitely unsightly so i din wear a sleeveless shirt.Fatass n yanling wanted to tan but ended up wif red arms.hahaha!i'm safe :)))
Told fatass she couldnt get black,the most is red.haha!i din noe yanling can get tanned so easily cos she just let her skin roast in the sun for awhile den it turned red liao.wahaha!imagine her skin peeling offff.omgggg.im sooo evilll.lol!
Sentosa is so bloody flooded wif prc n mud!
i tink one day spore gna transform into half half-one is C**** and the other is I****
ok.im bad =/
anyways,the 3 of us were rly entertained by tis chinese guy who was rly zilian la!he can pose for so long in the sun n kept taking pics -.-
mind you,he changed pose every min he took a pic of himself.
Just imagine how creative his mind can be to think up of sooo many poses eh.haha!
he just so happens to be standing right under the scorching sun,not caring if his cam-whoring session gna roast him.hahaha!
aft the 2 hrs long hearttalk,we decided to head for vivo to shop.we are gals afterall :D
However,the skyride tink caught our eye and we decided to forgo shopping and haf a try at it instead.see,gals arent always abt shopping.
ys was bold enuff to borrow an Islander Member Card from some mum and so surprisingly,she agreed to lend us la!awww...we are such nice gals dats y she lent us.hahahaha!
omggggawdss!the scenery from up above is so damn nice i tell u!i bet is beta den the cable car cos its not enclosed n u can just go wild on it!besides,we dun haf to share it wif other ppl.Yanling was so afraid her slippers were gna slip off n her legs became so stiff la!hahahaah!she is afraid of heights!fatass n i are rly brave gals man!hahaha!we cam-whored like noone business la!i shall post the pics up tmr!too lazy to do dat now n i wonder how long its gna take la.lols.the guy was nice enuff not to mark our tickets for the 2nd ride so we could enjoy a 3rd ride.hahaha!say we are pretty gals!!!!!hahahahhaha!3 rides n we definitely had our worth of fun for jus 6 bucks.
can u believe it?3 rides for 6 bucks?dats like 1 ride 2 bucks onli i definitely tink it was worth the money la!
i'm a very very happy gal today.
i love ya gals!ur made my day! ^^

i wanna go on the spore flyer
12th n 26th july,dats it man :D

urgh
the talk today made me realise how fake guys can be
u cant trust wat they say
they can even be tgt wif u yet flirt wif other gals behind ur back
u nv noe wats gg on in their mind
just send chills down my spine
wat if my next bf also do the same tink?
i tinki gna haf a phobia of getting into a rls
mebbe i shld consider being a les
at least gals dun break ppl hearts
guys are complete jerks
esp u
my doubts unanswered
nv will be answered
but even if u try,it wld be pointless
trust is broken
u can nv put it back
i doubt ur every word seriously
n i felt so used by u
i realised i was jus a somebody who entertained u when ur bored
when u get sick of it,im just put aside
my instincts were right,whethr for ys or for jazreel
seriously,i'm disappointed at myself for nv seeing thru u
my day was perfect until ur sms spoiled them all
ihateyou
u onli noe how to make life miserable for me