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Sunday, April 13, 2008 .
1:57 AM

my feet hurts alot from 2 days of crazy shopping bbbuuuttt...
shopping make my day oh-so-great :)
actually the fault doesn't lie wif too much shopping,but wif the shoes i'm wearing to shop.
i'm like wearing heels to shop n tis happens everytime i go shopping cos other den heels n slippers,i dun have any other shoes le =/
so i finally bought a pair of flats,allowing me to shop without suffering from aches,esp my feet luh :D
i also bought a top,which seems sth like a bf shirt but its the ladies kind?oh well,i seem to contradict myself.
anw,i was quite amazed at myself cos i bought the top within like ten mins of shopping-dats soooo rare la
i can stil rmb i had a rlllyyy hard time trying to find nice clothes for the 1st 3 days of cny
no wonder they say if u wanna find sth,u wun find it
but when u are jus looking ard for fun,surprisingly,u will find sth to ur liking la.haha.riddiculous shit but its true la.
and and and i bought a new bag!haha!its a straw bag,sth like a beach bag.
come to tink of it,mebbe i jus bought the bag for the sake of wanting to lug home sth from the shopping trip
i would feel so bu shuang if i din buy anytink,so if i rly gt nth to buy at the end of the day,i would rather soend money to buy some mini stuff like rubber bands.
haha!i noe tis sound crazy but i jus feel beta doing dat.call me sicko man. :)
i'm still lacking a bottoms la.mebbe i shld get them next weekend!:D
cheers to shopping!
i love my weekends man!
y are there onli 2 weekends instead of 5 in a week?
life would be so much nicer liddat la.eeeeyyyyerrr!
sunday nv fail to remind me dat tmr is a mon n i shld start countng down to the next sat.haix..
and tuition gna start next week le.yucks!
say hello to no-life week :(((
lucky i got peier keep me occupied when i'm working.hehe.i love emailing yeah!

i heard the best joke today la!
made me so unglam in public!ahahha!i bet the chair i was sitting on was shaking badly from all my laughing la!hahaha!
anw,joke was a dead bird fell on yiling's head when she walked under tis particular tree n slid onto her arm.tell me how suay is dat la!
she tot it was nth at 1st n did nth abt it.guess she was momentarily stunned ba.
took her a few seconds for ehr to realise it was a dead bird n so she screamed.FINALLY screamed.haha!
eh walau,i tink i very bad sia.she so suay n i'm still luffing at her.
sorry MAO.haha!u shld go buy 4D la.sure strike 1st prize de la.so zhun can tio dead bird,lottery shld b no prob for u liao le.hahaha!
i wonder how many times did she wash her head today la.1000000 times?hopefully the feathers wun stick to her head :P

urgghh!!!!!countodwn to sat starts in 5 mins time!!!!!
yuckssss!
thx to tx fot allowing me to blog an invisible post.i hope noone can see tis or rather those who noe me cant see tis.haha!
just one week ago i was thinking abt tis qns:whether getting amnesia was a gd idea

yea i agreee dat its human nature dat we rmb the sad memories more vividly than gd ones
but to the extent dat the pain of the sad memories are stronger than the euphoria of the happy memories,i rather forgo all of them.
seriously,i tot i will forget u aft 7th march.
i saw u dat day n felt nth.
momentarily it was true cos for the next few days i rly didnt feel anytink or tink abt u
i was happy dat happened cos i tot i moved on
but i was happy for nth cos 2 wks later,everytink jus came back
it was then dat i realised dat it was the fretting over the uni application dat kept me from tinking
ah wadeva!so tell me how long do i need to get over him?
there's jus too much dat time cant erase
i noe its stupid saying all these cos i'm the one who asked for it
i regret but if i were to go back in time,i will still make the same decision cos i noe we wun last
aiya, i noe its jus me.
u moved on so y m i still here?
everytime i do sth, it jus reminds me of u
n jus y does dat happen? i seriously dno y
everytime i jus hope
hope one day everytink wld be back to the same but i noe its impossible
evedrytink changed
it hurts to noe dat u got over it n mebbe even like someone else
i shld b happy over it but i guess im too selfish.sorry :(((
sth the tinks i do are jus to get ur attention,but i noe u wun be there to see it
but stil,i cont to do it.its jus my wishful tinking
hope kept me holding on but its painful to hold on..
yet i refuse to let go
i still rmb wat ur reply was when i asked wat happened if i had amnesia
u said u would start from the beginning n woo me agn
will dat happen it happens nw?ha!FAT HOPE!
urgh!!!!i hate it!hate it when u can get over it n im still here!
tell me how to move on!
mebbe i will if i get myself a new bf
n he will be someone who can make me forget u for good
i wanna go reservoir n scream like noone's business!let everytink jus go away :(((

ilytbnp.do u still ___ me so?
recently,marus started to talk to me
initially,i tot i jus needed a replacement.jus someone to talk to me but i realised i was wrong
from marcus' incident,i realised ur irreplaceable.
i tot u were.im wrong.
4eva exist in fairy tales.i got conned.it's true onli for dat moment.
i learnt it the hard way.
im trying to move on but the more i try,the deeper i get myself into.
liek some quicksand theory eh?tis sux :'(
i hope noone gna noe abt tis esp u.

hope kills
i cant bring myself to hate u despite those words u said
it hurt me alot.u dno,do u?
mebbe im jus another passer-by in ur life?yes i m.
dats all for now.
im tired of missing yo ...