Authentic Beauty.

totally love tis song man!
Initially wanted to put this as blog song,but i thought that the blogskin and the song sorta dun match at all.
oh wells,nvm.
this song rawkx!:D

P.S.think ur have to click on the video to link to youtube to listen to the song cos my blog is also playing another song by itself :X

Monday, April 28, 2008 .

10:47 PM

bahhhhh!!!irritating piece of shit!!!
Just weeks ago, everyone was thinking of what course they shld apply in Uni,making sure that every choice would be wisely made use of.Now,weeks after that decision making process(which prolly killed many of my brain cells),i have to make ANOTHER decision on the Uni i wanna enter.So,my dilemma- NTU or NUS business???
Why i shld choose NTU?
It's a 3 yrs direct honours degree
It's claimed to be the best biz sch
It's ranked _ and _ in this and that(forgot the rankings thought they kept repeating it).
Why i shld choose NUS?
It's a branded sch.
woah.just one reason?oh well den dats too bad.
hmmm.i haf asked many ppl for their views and most told me to choose NTU over NUS except for my GOD,who said NUS is more branded.haha!That's what i thought of too luh.
If that is the case,then i would most polly choose NTU baaa...for now.hehs.I'm fickle.

Happiness is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you.
But if you turn your attention to other things, it comes and sits softly on your shoulder

guessismybaby :)))

12:34 AM

JOKE OF THE DAY:

OMGGAWDSSS!WAT IS YL DOING HERE?!!WAHHAHAHAHA!ROFLMFAO!!!!!

Sunday, April 27, 2008 .

6:50 PM

i'm beginning to love tuition more than work!I guess it's the sense of satiafaction I get when i manage to solve a qns and on top of that,I managed to let my tutee understand how to solve it.woots!This 'love-tuition-' mood seems to have got me high for the whole day.Can u believe i even taught my brudder how to solve his maths qns,when usually i would be pissed off at him for doing that.wahaha!:)))
Mingli's mum was nice to tong-bang me to Jurong Point cos she was also going there.Luckily she sent me there,if not,i would surely be late.Poor joyce would need to wait for me for a looonnggg time liao.We then took the shuttle bus to NBS and listened to the Dean's speech.Tell me i just wasted my precious time listening to the same talk i attended during NTU open hse -.-
The slides were exactly the same and even the person talking was the same la -.- Only difference was that there were embassadors there and all came from top 5 JCs.Noone came from AJ.Pathetic la.Seriously,i think there wasn't a need for the loud cheering n applause when a few on the embassadors said they were from NJ.NJ onli what.wat's the big deal? -.- I dun see Rj ppl getting loud rounds of appluase from their juniors amongst the audience.I only saw a couple of AJcians amongst the audience.Sian.If i gonna choose NBS,then there would be noone i know except for Joyce and Jazreel.Hope Ys will get in lehh.NTU is like so freaking rich to be giving out post-it AGN and pens la.I got a whole collection of post-it from all Uni and wad-haf-you luhs.My next collection would be ball-points pens man.haha!There was supposed to be a tea session after the talk but joyce and i had nth to ask abt the course,so we decided to sneak out of the building when noone was looking.hehs.The road to the bus stop took like eternity la.I rly dun tink there was a need for different faculties within a Uni to be built so far apart la.Could have saved some land(so now u noe y spore onli has 3 Uni up till now) and time walking from place to place.ok.dats such a dumb comment.muahhaha!
Although i knew u were in a difficult position,i still cant help feeling hurt :(((

I stared at the convo and did nth for long.Shld i or shld i not?
Which is beta to decide my fate?coin or flower?

1:41 AM

Today marks the 1st day of me transforming into a woman of character and forgetting everything about shit.hahahaahaha!that was what ms neo said and i agreed too!Seriously,i think i'm just trying to find stuff to think about to keep myself occupied and being dumb,i got nothing better to do but to think of sad stuff -.- Joke of the day: Stella is not lame
The deadline is 31st May to forget eveything,which is of course, VERY POSSIBLE!Noe why?Cos i already got over it.I just got bored of being happy with life for the past 4 months so i decided to emo.Now,come to think of it,i think i'm sooo dumb.
Great!i'm so proud of myself :D

Urgh!this weekend totally sux to the core man!
today was spent rotting at home cos my bro dowan to go tanning wif me!!! :(((
Frens were either dating or working or tutoring,so i had noone to jio liao
In the end,i stayed at home and guess wat?i washed my bags and packed my drawers!
Sense of ssatisfaction sia!
Oh well,mebbe staying at home isn't such a bad idea :)
tmr will be the same as today cos of the NTU hi-tea thingy.
Starts at 2pm and god knows what time are they gonna end.
As such,my plans to head town had to be cancelled :(((
irritating la!its neither this nor that.Cant they arrange for a nicer timinggggg???
GRAR!kill me man!life is so boring!To me,weekends has lost its meaning.
SHIT LIFE!!!!

Saturday, April 26, 2008 .

1:36 AM

Guess wat?Friday is here!Which means my weekend is here!YAYYY!
Although i'm getting excited over every weekends i have,this weekend has nothing going on to keep me HIGH.There goes my long-awaited weekend :(((
Grrr!I think i got no life man!The thought of giving tuition for 3 weekdays and 1 weekend totally zzz me off.To think i inially wanted to tutor 3 kids -.-
Now,i think 2 is already enough.
Ahhh,i'm whining AGN.
whine whine whine~
I missed out on the harmoc concert today out of my own blurness!thanks ms yam!
Initially,i had nothing on tonight but i stupidly went to postponed my tues tuition.So,i had to make up for it tonight because i felt bad if i'm gonna cancel the tuition again.No choice.Tonight became a tuition night for me :(((

Anyways,i think people nowadays should be more considerate.I just cant stand people who think they are living in a world of their own and are simply oblivious to those around them.
I was passing by the void deck of my house when i saw this couple so intimately tangled around each other and they were talking so closely(i bet they were just 1 cm apart).I knew they were gonna kiss or so something the next moment.It's just a common sight anyway.However,when i walked closer(not because i wanted to see what's gonna happen next but i was gonna take the lift up),i was shocked momentarily la.The couple was kinda positioned in a way such that i knew the next thng they were gonna do was definitely not kissing but dead hot sex.The woman was like erm.. spreading her legs wide and the guy was like trying to inch closer to her.Like WAT THE FUCK?It's not as if the lights at the void deck were not working and it was sooo dark noone could see anything but hell,the void deck was brightly lit and i could see everything ok -.-
Obviously,the guy saw me yet had no sense of shame and continued what he was supposed to do.
What an eye sore!yucks!Oh please,stop behaving like noone is around.pissedd!

ahhh!half day work tmr!!!
bed is calling out to meee!

Thursday, April 24, 2008 .

11:37 PM

I realised something when i read my blog just minutes ago
1)my blog isn't written in purrrfect english
2)i used so many short forms
3)i'm not blogging in a continuous prose
all these equates to BAD ENGLISH
Oh man.I should seriously do something about it.The standard of my spoken and written english is declining at a exponential rate and it's more worrying, especially when i'm entering university in like 3 months time.Plus,I'm gving english tuition to my p5 kid.So,this gives me more reason to speak and write in GOOD ENGLISH right?I should start reading newspapers and books man.Yea i will :)
See,I'm already making an effort to write in perfect ENGLISH by not using short forms and also blogging in continuous prose:D
Anyways,I just recieved the letter from NTU that i was accepted for their business course.Happy?yea, maybe for a while because I realised i had to make up my mind whether to choose NUS or NTU.Yea yea,everything is about choicessssssss
Life = Choices
Hate it.

to me,i had the best dream ever in my life
i finally gotta see the real-life eu
although it's jus a dream,everytink felt so real
the weird tink was eu were ignoring me,just like in reality
i wished i slept on longer
reality sux

12:02 AM

hang-ed on
4 mths n counting...
i realised we haf been officially tgt for onli 6 mths la.haha!funny!
i found out dat whenever i tink of wateva u said n assuming wat goes on in ur mind at dat point of time,it makes me hate u more or rather more disappointed wif u
makes it easier to forget u
sometimes i rly wonder how u can make me love n hate u at the same time
i'm trying to get back the pieces of my heart i left wif u
it's tough but i'll try :)

Monday, April 21, 2008 .

9:57 PM

gods!i bought my 6th foto album today after using the 5th one,which i bought jus ytd -.-
didn't noe i had sooo much fotos la
kinda wasting money cos one foto album costs me 12 bucks
so imagine 6 albums..6 times 12 = 72!!!!
omgg!i can buy 3 tops wif dat amt of money la!
ohwell nvm,i dun mind spending money on stuff that can last 4eva :)))
can feel a great sense of accomplishment after finishing up wif the sorting of the fotos!yeah!
there seems like nth for me to look forward tis weekend :(((
mebbe except for the tanning session wif ngoh
haix...

i saw ur blog
im afraid sorry doesn't help much
yet i dun even haf the courage to say im sorry

Sorry seems to be the hardest word by Blue & Elton John

What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to make you care?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
And I wake to find that you're not there?

What I got to do to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when its all over? (babe)
Sorry seems to be the hardest word

It's sad, so sadIt's a sad, sad situation
And it's getting more and more absurd
It's so sad so sad
Why can't we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me
Sorry seems to be the hardest word

What I do to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when it's all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word

It's sad, so sadIt's a sad sad situation
And it's gotten more and more absurd
It's sad, so sadWhy can't we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me Sorry seems to be the hardest word

Yeh.....sorry
Nah.......
Sorry

What do I do to make you love me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
Yeah.....What do I got to do?
What do I got to do?
When sorry seems to be the hardest word

sth i wonder if ur feeling the same as me
i doubt so...

Sunday, April 20, 2008 .

9:31 PM

jus came back from shopping in ntuc
shopping in ntuc was definitely so NOT FUN can
soooo flooded wif mud.tell me how fun can it get -.-
haha!i'm sooo bad.
ok i shan't comment much on it lest i get into trouble =/
anywayss,my clever bro solved the maths qns,which noone i asked managed to solve
woots!he's a genius!wahaha!
or mebbe cos we rly tink too much into a qns
our tcher taught us to be logical n accurate in our ans
so tis tells us dat sth we need not always be logical,as proven by my bro who used estimation to solve dat maths qns
haha! i promised him choco bar kaes!
my afternoon was spent sorting my precious neoprints!
they can rly make me go :)))))
can still rmb the 1st neoprint i took n i looked so noob in it luh
some pictured me looking anywhere but nowhere into the camera!
haahaha!looked like some blur sotong la!
my bro muz haf tot i went crazy or wat cos i was luffing like mad to myself.haha!
but those neoprints brought back rly good memories,esp those wif viv n syl cos they were always the ones coming up wif ideas on how to pose n stuff.
they nv fail to make me luff whenever i'm out wif them
aww..n tis reminded me dat our last 7 sects meeting was like mths ago!
i wanna meet up soon leh!!!!
i noe ur misssss me loads!!!hahaahaha!
speaking of which,i hope our next sistas outing will be ice skating!it has been 2 nearly 2 yrs since i skated la!ahhhh!!!i wanna skate badlyyy!!! :(((

baahhhhh!its monday agnnnn!wthhhh!
y do weekends jus fly like tis?n weekdays simply snnnnaaillll past?
grrar!tis coming 24th april gna mark my one mth anniversary since i started on tis boring n butt-expanding job le
2 more mths!endureee!!!!i wonder who's gna keep me entertained when pei er quits her job tis 30th april.
no more emails, no more noob email titles from her :((((
i will miss them all soo much.
saded.
vivo brought back fond memories
yet they cut me so badly
the same seats yet diff ppl,diff feeling
i missed it all..badly.
4 mths alr yet i'm still harping on it
make me feel like the dumbestass in the world
yiling say i shld expose myself to other guys but i m rly nt interested in any
cant believe tis is happening to me cos i tot i will fall in love very easily
proves otherwise eh?yea i guess so...
ytd i stayed up
someone called me
mebbe god noes i'm waiting
yet it wasn't u
it was marcus
i tried imagining i was talking to u but it was useless
it was just different
everything was different...
imissterrence
i cant believe i said ur name...

2:42 AM

finally!the long-awaited sista outing arrived!!!
my precious sat has arrived!!!awwww....
went vivo to catch run papa run
wasn't as nice as wat i expected leh
seems like some typical hong kong dram serial that i can watch on tv
some parts of the move made me feel like slping la.omggggsss!i'm wasting my 10 bucks -.-
cant help it if my eyes wanna close right.
muz be cos of the food we gorged ourselves wif in marche
anw its was my 2st time i went marche.
it was like wooowwww.okkk call me noob laaa..
the food is finger-licking good n everytink is so tempting la
makes u wanna try everytink
the cheesecake was heavenly lahsss
yummmyyy!concentrated cheese la!woohoo!
the banana crepe was okok la
was wondering if we had ordered plain crepe,will he give us dat flat n big piece of (erm..wat do u call dat?)pancake?ah wadeva u call it.i jus cant find the word to describe it anw.haha!
felt damn bloated n there i go agn,feeling guily over wat i had eaten
all the fats accumulating at my butt.urgh!irritating!i promise to diet next wk kaes!

went for tuition today before meeting up wif sistas
mingli told me i got 2 ans wrong for her prob sums!omg!
dats like so diu lian.
its nt the cat n dog qns,jus in case u was wondering.
anw,i was stumped by another maths qns of hers la!
wth!!!agn!tis time i copied the qns n asked all sistas for solution
even maths rep kenn had no idea la.
see,jus goes to show how p5 work can be so tough la
n i promised i will call her tmr morn to explain to her how to do
but i dun even noe how to solve it!how to explain?!
urgh!

Friday, April 18, 2008 .

11:14 PM

i dno y i'm still staying up
m i still waiting?
waiting for ur call?
common sense says its not
my heart jus gave a silent nod
somehow dat silent nod won me over n made me stay up
it hurts to noe dat the no. i was so used to seeing will nv appear
yet i'm waiting for my fone to ring whenver i lie on my bed at night
it's all up to me whether i wanna let go
but i hung on
i'm stubborn yes i m
it just wun stop bleeding...

Thursday, April 17, 2008 .

11:29 PM

awwwfffuuulllyy chocolateyyyy
been sooo long since i ate chocs to my heart content : D

Wednesday, April 16, 2008 .

10:52 PM

had a hell of a time finding out where my tutee lives la
tinking dat gong ppl wld constantly be blessed b GOD, i din bother to ask the bus driver where to get off,hoping dat i will be able to find my tutee hse (NOTE:hoping)
turned out to be such a WRONG theory luh
gong ppl aren't always blessed ok.it depends on the extent of ur gong-ness at dat point of time -.-
n i had to take a taxi from st 93 to st 91.freaking dumb can.its like walking distance but yet i'm taking a TAXI to get there
serves me right for being gei kiang and there goes my 5 bucks for GEI KIANG-ness
ok.luff at me -.-

despite having so much FUN trying to locate my tutee hse,i love my new tutee,mingli!
she looks so cute n she's tan la.the kind i wan!
her mum is also a nice person,not like wat i imagined her to be =X
for once,i find tutoring fun cos she uds wat i'm talking abt(or at least i hope so =/) and she is rly focused
hope i rly taught her well :)))
she's got dat swweeetttt look on her face when she smiles.hehe
anywaysss,i came across tis maths qns which caught me thinking for sooo long while i was tutoring her and i told her to skip it 1st
arrgghh!damn pai sei la!she muz be tinking "wat a lousy tutor i have!"
ah wadeva.i solved the qns n i'm not even sure if its correct
not dat i dowan to check the ans but its a qns from her maths workbook in sch n she has to wait for her tcher to give her the correct ans
*prays hard i got the ans correct*i dowan malu!

ok here's the qns:
a dog and a cat were 12m apart initially when the dog started to chase the cat(you noe,normal rxn-dog sees cat,dog chase cat)
for every 7m the dog runs,the cat runs 4m onli
so how far muz the dig run in order to catch up wif the cat?

my 1st rxn:wth!is tis ap or gp series?shit i forgot how to do n i bet tis gal noe nuts abt ap n gp series.mr lau!help me!!!
the next tink dat came to my mind was to use LCM as taught in lower sec.but hell,she is still a p5 kid.ommggg!its down to MODELS!shit!
so my ans went like tis(i seriously hope i got tis correct n by the way,i also had no idea y i did it like dat):
the ratio of dist. ran by dog to cat is 7:4
so the difference is 3 units
3 units= 12m
1 unit= 4m
so the dog has 7 units,which is equal to 28m.
yeah!dats my ans!anyone who noe how to solve tis???tell me i'm right! =S

was shocked dat p5 maths can be so hard sia.
makes me look so stooopid la!!!omgawds!!
cant believe its wed nw or rather it will be thurs in 30 mins time
i haf tution AGN tmr!
urgh!tell me abt life man!

counting down to sat...

Tuesday, April 15, 2008 .

11:54 PM

i love my blog :)))
i love tis song i dno y
"Behind These Hazel Eyes"

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once againI'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once againI'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Sunday, April 13, 2008 .

1:57 AM

my feet hurts alot from 2 days of crazy shopping bbbuuuttt...
shopping make my day oh-so-great :)
actually the fault doesn't lie wif too much shopping,but wif the shoes i'm wearing to shop.
i'm like wearing heels to shop n tis happens everytime i go shopping cos other den heels n slippers,i dun have any other shoes le =/
so i finally bought a pair of flats,allowing me to shop without suffering from aches,esp my feet luh :D
i also bought a top,which seems sth like a bf shirt but its the ladies kind?oh well,i seem to contradict myself.
anw,i was quite amazed at myself cos i bought the top within like ten mins of shopping-dats soooo rare la
i can stil rmb i had a rlllyyy hard time trying to find nice clothes for the 1st 3 days of cny
no wonder they say if u wanna find sth,u wun find it
but when u are jus looking ard for fun,surprisingly,u will find sth to ur liking la.haha.riddiculous shit but its true la.
and and and i bought a new bag!haha!its a straw bag,sth like a beach bag.
come to tink of it,mebbe i jus bought the bag for the sake of wanting to lug home sth from the shopping trip
i would feel so bu shuang if i din buy anytink,so if i rly gt nth to buy at the end of the day,i would rather soend money to buy some mini stuff like rubber bands.
haha!i noe tis sound crazy but i jus feel beta doing dat.call me sicko man. :)
i'm still lacking a bottoms la.mebbe i shld get them next weekend!:D
cheers to shopping!
i love my weekends man!
y are there onli 2 weekends instead of 5 in a week?
life would be so much nicer liddat la.eeeeyyyyerrr!
sunday nv fail to remind me dat tmr is a mon n i shld start countng down to the next sat.haix..
and tuition gna start next week le.yucks!
say hello to no-life week :(((
lucky i got peier keep me occupied when i'm working.hehe.i love emailing yeah!

i heard the best joke today la!
made me so unglam in public!ahahha!i bet the chair i was sitting on was shaking badly from all my laughing la!hahaha!
anw,joke was a dead bird fell on yiling's head when she walked under tis particular tree n slid onto her arm.tell me how suay is dat la!
she tot it was nth at 1st n did nth abt it.guess she was momentarily stunned ba.
took her a few seconds for ehr to realise it was a dead bird n so she screamed.FINALLY screamed.haha!
eh walau,i tink i very bad sia.she so suay n i'm still luffing at her.
sorry MAO.haha!u shld go buy 4D la.sure strike 1st prize de la.so zhun can tio dead bird,lottery shld b no prob for u liao le.hahaha!
i wonder how many times did she wash her head today la.1000000 times?hopefully the feathers wun stick to her head :P

urgghh!!!!!countodwn to sat starts in 5 mins time!!!!!
yuckssss!
thx to tx fot allowing me to blog an invisible post.i hope noone can see tis or rather those who noe me cant see tis.haha!
just one week ago i was thinking abt tis qns:whether getting amnesia was a gd idea
yea i agreee dat its human nature dat we rmb the sad memories more vividly than gd ones
but to the extent dat the pain of the sad memories are stronger than the euphoria of the happy memories,i rather forgo all of them.
seriously,i tot i will forget u aft 7th march.
i saw u dat day n felt nth.
momentarily it was true cos for the next few days i rly didnt feel anytink or tink abt u
i was happy dat happened cos i tot i moved on
but i was happy for nth cos 2 wks later,everytink jus came back
it was then dat i realised dat it was the fretting over the uni application dat kept me from tinking
ah wadeva!so tell me how long do i need to get over him?
there's jus too much dat time cant erase
i noe its stupid saying all these cos i'm the one who asked for it
i regret but if i were to go back in time,i will still make the same decision cos i noe we wun last
aiya, i noe its jus me.
u moved on so y m i still here?
everytime i do sth, it jus reminds me of u
n jus y does dat happen? i seriously dno y
everytime i jus hope
hope one day everytink wld be back to the same but i noe its impossible
evedrytink changed
it hurts to noe dat u got over it n mebbe even like someone else
i shld b happy over it but i guess im too selfish.sorry :(((
sth the tinks i do are jus to get ur attention,but i noe u wun be there to see it
but stil,i cont to do it.its jus my wishful tinking
hope kept me holding on but its painful to hold on..
yet i refuse to let go
i still rmb wat ur reply was when i asked wat happened if i had amnesia
u said u would start from the beginning n woo me agn
will dat happen it happens nw?ha!FAT HOPE!
urgh!!!!i hate it!hate it when u can get over it n im still here!
tell me how to move on!
mebbe i will if i get myself a new bf
n he will be someone who can make me forget u for good
i wanna go reservoir n scream like noone's business!let everytink jus go away :(((
ilytbnp.do u still ___ me so?
recently,marus started to talk to me
initially,i tot i jus needed a replacement.jus someone to talk to me but i realised i was wrong
from marcus' incident,i realised ur irreplaceable.
i tot u were.im wrong.
4eva exist in fairy tales.i got conned.it's true onli for dat moment.
i learnt it the hard way.
im trying to move on but the more i try,the deeper i get myself into.
liek some quicksand theory eh?tis sux :'(
i hope noone gna noe abt tis esp u.
hope kills
i cant bring myself to hate u despite those words u said
it hurt me alot.u dno,do u?
mebbe im jus another passer-by in ur life?yes i m.
dats all for now.
im tired of missing yo ...

Friday, April 11, 2008 .

11:39 PM

muahaha!my dad FINALLY passed his practical drving test!
that's his 3rd attempt la!haha!ok mebbe i shld nt luff at him cos there's sth known as karma
god noes if i'm gna take my driving test for the 5th or 6th time before i pass it =/
i wanna take up driving lessons but i figured that it would be rather pointless to learn it now when i dun own a car
i noe i can buy a car later on in life but by that time,i wld have lost the feel of driving
guess i will onli take up driving lessons when i'm able to afford a car myseLf :)
yay!i endured for 5 days n its fri le!
tmr n sun will be spent on shopping!
i wanna buy everytink!from tops to bottoms!omggg!
i jus wanna wste money!hahahaa!
im gg crazy man!
but im loving it! : D

12:59 AM

i saved all my pics to my ipod
despite being so blur, i still love tis pic the most :D

Thursday, April 10, 2008 .

12:48 AM

seriously,i tink perverts are on a strike or sth.
last week,mun yeng met 2.
today,i met 1 and i guess dat was the worst case i ever encountered
fuck off man!if u wanna masterbate,u can jolly well find somewhere else for all i care!
definitely nowhere in a bus n nt on my arm!idiot!freak!
n i was dumb enuff to tink it was his belt -.-
good tink was i wasn't rly bothered by it but just,it makes me feel so disgusted towards guys
ok mebbe i generalise but cant help it though
yucks!i'm like gna wash my arms a 100th times.feels so dirty!urgh!
sian.i'm scared of taking bus 78 tmr.
wat if i see him agn?
den i'm rly down on my luck :(((

anw,good tink is dat i haf the comp to myself in the company cos leemei went for early maternity leave!
haha!i will be bz hitting the keyboard in office jus to email pei er to keep her occupied!haha!
her colleagues muz be tinking she's nuts cos one moment she's smiling to herself in front of the comp and the next,she hitting the keyboard furiously agn.wahaha!
i'm gna use emails n web msger!yay!so anyone bored can chat wif me cos im also bored!haha!datat entry is sooo boring!

changed blogskin! :)))

Saturday, April 05, 2008 .

11:57 PM

jus came back from a cls gathering at drew's hse
thx drew for lending us ur hse!
bet we made a mess outta it.oops :X
luckily it was onli drizzling when i reached the bus stop i was supposed to alight
the stupid tink was dat i tot i alighted at the right bus stop and i got so happy,thinking dat i muz haf been a genius man.haha!ok i'm just joking.
i started to walk n walk n walkto drew's hse n i realised i need to walk a long distance
i'm jus a lil slow ok.took me a few mins to realise i alighted at the wrong bus stop -.-
nvm.i still managed to find drew's hse anw :)))
quite alot of ppl went there n it took me by surprise cos i din expect most of them to come
happy hapy happy cos it was rly a cls gathering
common topic was army life cos there were many baldies there
hui cant come cos of her swollen eye
ys missed out the fun cos of work
sads.
anw we watched tv, played cards and mahjong-ed
haha.i still failed to master bridge or rather i stil haf no idea how to play it.hehe
hearts is even more complicated.din bother learning how to play it.haha!
of cos we ate lots at the same time.
popcorn pizza n lots of guava.haha!guava doesn't seem to fit into the picture.
altho it was onli a short gathering,i'm glad most made it :D

i dno y i took dat route despite knowing i shouldn't do dat
it made me feel so soured
i'm onli dried up on the outside

12:22 AM

took leave today to work somewhere else
ha!sounds abit funny la.
besides,the pay is higher n i get to work wif my frens!
today was damn funny wif many jokers ard
i love liying man!she is totally the livewire among us la!
can hear witty jokes coming from her every second!n yl totally same frequency as her.seriously,they can be great partners.haha!
and and and i worked wif my sec sch eyecandy luh!omgosh! :D
shall not blog much abt it lest he know i eyecandied him!wahaha!
JJ is seriously the joke among us la.not dat i'm discriminating him or wat,but he's abit weird
oh mebbe not abit but many bits?
i still rmb the part when liying told asked him "are u like eavesdropping on me,or rather us?"
haha!i laughed like mad la!cos nobody dared to tell him he was actually irritating us by eavesdropping on us in a very OBVIOUS manner
ok dats not considered eavesdropping liao
like as if eavesdropping wasn't bad enuff,he still offered solutions to our personal problems.
n those 'qiao qiao hua' were meant for ears of BFF but he jus stuck his ear there n listened -.-
OH WOW.he's rly not afraid of letting us noe dat he EAVESDROPPED on us.haha!
ok la,i'm so mean.actually he's not dat bad la.anw dat will be my 1st n last time working wif him.
helen rly reminds me of ng siew tuan when she talks abt serious business la.
her tone n everytink else.can literally imagine ng siew tuan face plastered onto helen's face la.
haha!imagine imagine n more imaginations...
anw,helen sux la.told her not to giggle,be serious n bla bla bla
when she can jus luff loudly -.-
wth.cant she set a good example for us to follow.
told us to wear formal attire to carry stuff -.-
n i wear office pants n courts shoes la!idiot!nw i haf bisters n i realised looked more like a VIP there than their staff la
their staff were wearing such causal attire n i was wearing formal attire giving out caps at the reception.laugh at me.i noe i look dumb.
my stupid office pants made me look abit like ah ma n they were so loose at the hips area i had to keep pulling my pants to keep them from dropping.irritating!
went home n felt damn tired la.slept on the sofa right away.shuang!haha!

today rawkx!1st time i get to work wif all my frens!
love ya all!
i'm a happy gal!:)))

Wednesday, April 02, 2008 .

10:42 PM

i noe it's rly dumb for me to blog twice abt the same tink but i rly cannot tahan my bitchy comp
jus how f*****-up can it get uh
if i were to go for a medical check up now,i bet the doctor gna realise many missing blood vessels cos it all BURST.i repeat.BURST.like bom-bah gone!
burst cos of my the bloody comp i haf
ok mebbe my comp not the one at fault
its the stupid virus
caused my dad to reboot it and for no reason,my windows xp got down-graded to service pack 1
-.-
n i couldn't run itunes
fine.i dl service pack 2 and manage to get my ipod filled wif songs
den now,i attempted to transfer songs from my fone to my ipod
god knows how the virus got transferred from the comp to my fone memory card -.-
so now my fone is infected
n i'm not even sure if my ipod is infected wif the virus
i'm rly damn suay.everytink is INFECTED.urgh!
feel like strangling someone!grrrr!
gna buy a lappie soon!yes i will!
actually i was tinking of getting it when i go uni cos i may get it at a cheaper price
anyone noe how much cheaper im gna get it at???
if there's not much diff,den i would rather buy it now.
tired of the shit my comp gives me :(((

1:02 AM

fuck.i'm totally pissed off by my dumb comp
it cant read freaking chinese and i haf to decipher wat those mini squares mean when i transfer songs into my ipod
the comp is such an irritaing bitch!@!@##@$@$#$%@#$@
i gna get my lappie soon!or i tink my blood pressure gna shoot sky high
i spent like 4 whole hrs sitting in front of my comp jus to transfer songs
dumb right -.-
n guess wat.some songs in my ipod appear as blanks
i'm rly speechless.ggrrr!kill me man!
i haf a stupid comp.period.

Tuesday, April 01, 2008 .

8:22 PM

i feel so lllooovvvveeeddd!!!wahahahaha!
all thanks to pei er who made my day ytd :D
kept me grinning for the whole of ytd night
feels like u haf eaten lots of chocs n the dat feeling lingers in ur mouth.woohoo~!!!
love the card alot alot alot!
so sweet of her to make the card for me la!
n its one of a kind in the world!hehex
felt so touched aft reading all dat and felt like laminating it la!haha!
guess common sense got the beta of me n told me dat i wun be able to fold the card if i rly went to laminate it.haha!
woots!can believe she took time to make it for me!
n i dun mind admitting i'm no. 1 for once(altho i muz emphasize dat i'm definitely not the blurest!crown is till wif syl!haha)
i ("V") u loads horse!
n stella will always be ur bestie no matter wat :))))