drag n drag n drag
dats procrastination.
i tink i shld be called procrastinate yam instead of stella yam.-.-
i went back on my promise
i din apply for uni courses by ytd night :(
ok mebbe i wasn't proctrastinating
i'm jus purely LAZY.haha!
but anw i alr thought abt the courses i wana take up, so applying shld jus take up a few minutes of my time :)))
altho so,i still tink its beta to apply tmr.hehex
nw is too late to apply(i'm scared i'm not in a clear of mind to make the right choices.haha!excuses!=p)
i rly rly rly will appy tmr de!trust me.haha!
come to tink of it,i din actually waste my whole day ytd cos i spent like 9 hrs trying to apply for those irritating scholarships
my photo just refused to get uploaded even when i asked ys to help me resize.
n i repeatedly scanned my sgc for like the gazillionth time,converting from one file format to another
basically,i was a crzy gal last night,trying to apply for scholarhips since its the last day
mebbe i shld not haf waited for the last day to apply
everytink jus dun go right.-.-
i swear ytd was the most pek cek day of my life n my vessels were gna burst anitime
thank god my comp din crash or else i rly can faint in front of the comp
i took hours to fill up the scholarship forms la. not bcos the forms were freaking long
but cos i filled the forms THRICE!wth!im the dumbest person la!
so for the 3rd time when i filled up the forms,i took onli 20 mins each cos i could memo the ans to the qns -.-
the specific qns for the schoalrships are tougher than gp qns la
talk abt passion.omg.i rly haf no aim in life la.im so dead =/
i wonder how ppl can actually go crazy over their interests.kowtow to them sia.
anyways i crapped la.wadeva i can tink of i jus write.noe i wun get the scholarship but jus try ba.mebbe god rly bless me but i doubt so.haha!i jus feel bu shuang i spent so much time on the scholarship shit,so i die die also muz apply for it.
there was tis qns asked for the IRAS schoalrship:Do u haf any hobbies or interest?
i rly love dat qns la.not as tough as the rest :D
so its wasn't rly my fault i din apply for uni courses bcos i was stuck doin scholarships
hope i get them *cross fingers* :)

today is my 1st day of work at my new company
my dept is so small la.onli consists of 3 ppl.
how small can it get?-.-
but anw,my colleagues are nice people.
good tink is dat i got tinks to do to keep me from falling asleep
n i'm gna haf to a comp to myself in a week's time cos the woman teaching me is gna go for maternity leave.yay!finally i'm using a comp in office!
as always,i turned in late ytd n was on the verge of slping when leemei was teaching me
i hope she din catch me blicking my eyes furiously =X
i rly had a taste of how it feels like to have rly HEAVY eyelids.lols

somehow i stil prefer my previous company cos of the colleagues i had
we felt more like a family
or mebbe its bcos of the small dept size so i could nt actually feel we are a 'family'?
dno la.see how it goes ba.
was surprised to see charlie n ah t today.
felt like i was in CJ when i saw them
i rly missed my ex colleagues!:(((
they are rly a fun bunch of ppl.haiz
knocked off punctually at 6
i nv did haf the privilege of knocking off punctually when i worked in CJ
but given a choice,i still will choose to work ot will my ex colleagues.
lots n lots of SADssss...