today sux
i rather work ot till 6 in the morning den to live tis day man
nv felt as bad as tis

jus tis morning,jiamin and i were talking abt marcus's looks
great.i rly rly hope we were doin dat softly cos we din noe dat peiling was on the line wif him
if he heard wat we said abt him,i bet he's gna b so damn sad.
i felt guilty for saying wat i said abt him
wat gives me the right to talk abt his looks?
jus bcos he looks like dat doesnt make him any meaner right.
he's jus the nice marcus i noe
grrar!i felt rly bad for criticising his looks :(((

i knew i shld not haf wavered abt whether to continue my contract anot
shows how bad i m as a fren when i actually considered my private pros n cons
i rly did rmb the pact we made
i din forget about it,i swear
sorry
i noe u muz be damn disappointed wif me for wat i did
the damage is done
i hope u will rly forgive me
i noe its gna take some time altho u said its alright now
i uds how it feels like now dat u voice it out
sorry i din put myself in ur shoes
i'm jus a selfish freak
ass me!
grrraarr!
hope we are still as great as ever
gna take some time for all tis to settle down
jus wanna say sorry cos other den dat i rly dno wat else to make up for my wrongdoings :/
i guess i muz learn how to reject others or else i'll end up hurting others without knowing it myself :(((


i seriously sux
damn it!
i deserve it.great.