omg!!!!i did smth reali bad today..i'm feeling so bad..guilty..worse..lousy..and as many negative words u can find in the dictionary....haix..i noe u r feeling very sad n hurt n angry..onli dat u nv say out..say u r feeling ok when u r not..haix..i can sense it..argh!!!!y did i say dat..i m reali very very very sorry..wished i could take those words back..bt i noe i cant..*sobx*...i muz have been nuts n possessed to say dat...its all my fault all..tink i was jus too paranoid..cos i fear the day we reali have nth to say.den how..den i came up wif this stupid n dumb idea..tinking dat we may have more to talk aft that..shit man..the idea is simply stupid la..sorry...wat the hell happen to me la..mayb i'm jus so lousy at handling frenships..haix..I'M SUCH A MEAN N BAD GAL!!!!!raaahhhhhhhh......i feel so bad so bad..ok..tis is wat i wanna say to u..sorry..sorry..sorry..sorry..sorry..sorry..sorry..sorry..sorry..sorry..sorry..sorry..sorry..sorry..
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sorry..sorry..sorry..sorry.sorry..haix..although this doesnt amount to infinity...but i reali m very sorry..i noe so many sorry still cant help..cos u wil stil be feeling sad hurt n angry..haix..how i wish i could turn back time and take back wat i jus said..sorry for being such a bad mean worse n insensitive fren...i so sorry..haix..ya..tink the moment u stop feeling sad is the moment i wil nt feel guilty..n i noe i will feel guilty for a long time...haix..i regretted saying dat..sorry..=x