me myself & i

2009-12-01T02:43:00.003+08:00

haha i have decided to shift over the wordpress
have been contemplating over this for the whole month alr
finally i shifted YAYS :)
haha relink me at http://stellasayys.wordpress.com/
couldnt bear to delete this blog cos of all the memories here
someday shall look back and see the silly things i write HAHAHA

2009-11-12T14:22:00.002+08:00

oh goddd i cant believe i actually felt guilty
im so gna swear dat tis is the last time im feeling liddat =.=

when they mentioned it
i felt happy it happened
too bad i cant turn back time

2009-11-10T18:34:00.002+08:00

:( damn sad i got such shiatyy results

yea i realise saying and doing it are 2 different things
its easy for me to tell ppl not to be sad but doin it myself is a mean feat
BOOS
there's tis saying that when u hit rock bottom the only way is up

when's my up coming :(

and bad things dun come one by one

they come in pairs

the strap of my flip flops broke and im left to swing my shoe as i walk -.-

how nice

i realise wadeva i do to him happens to u

i bet it wasn't coincidental

i tried it twice and it worked

hehs wonder what i gna try the next time

or mebbe its just what goes ard comes ard

karma do happen huh

2009-11-03T18:38:00.001+08:00

the back looked so familiar i could have mistook it for you
the sight i was once so used to seeing
wherever u are, i hope ur doing well :)

2009-11-01T02:11:00.002+08:00

Remember those walls I built
Well, baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make up a sound

I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light

I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again

Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
Halo, halo

much loves

2009-10-28T23:23:00.002+08:00

seriously la i so feel like asking wtf is wrong wif u man
if avoiding is all dat ur capable of, ur being an outright loser
i could see she was very disappointed
how could she not be, when she could find no more excuses to convince herself anymore
dun raise our hopes and pull us all down
dun ever promise when u noe u nv will fulfill it
u noe it urself what exactly are u thinking
ur smart enuff to noe it without us telling u

jw made me some 泡参茶cos i lost my voice
very touched dat she actually made the effort to make it for me :)))
泡参茶 reminds me of the last contact i had with it
i made it for someone else then
times i wonder why i let u go then
owell...mebbe i wasn't thinking right HAHA

today marked the end of my sign language lessn and i learnt song signing
lily could sign very well for the song 'if we hold on together'
as she signed,i was rly touched
i could feel her emotions as she signed thru out the song
suddenly i realised im very fortunate to be who i am now
i dun have to worry abt things dat some ppl have to
and yea im lucky to be a normal person
i guess its time to appreciate wats ard me
sounds easy right but hard when u try to do it
bs class made me realise lots of things and it made me sort of come to a consensus on the aim of my life

aim of my life - to make ppl happy
how to do it,i guess im still a long way from that

2009-10-23T23:10:00.004+08:00

i could feel it right there

one year ago, i rmb we were doing project till the wee hrs of the night in school

it was tough but we enjoyed the challenge.

one year now, we sat at the table laughing heartily.

but we all knew something was missing

is this just a passing phase or there's still more to come?

seriously, hoping isn't helping much.

anyways smth i read on email that was rather inspiring

It is far easier to find a reason not to love someone, than otherwise. Rejection requires only one reason. Love requires complete acceptance. It is hard work – the only kind of work that I find palatable.

Loving someone has great benefits. There is admiration, learning, attraction and something which, for the want of a better word, we call happiness.

In loving someone, we become inspired to better ourselves in every way. We learn the truth worthlessness of material things. We celebrate being human.

Loving is good for the soul.Loving someone is therefore very important, and it is also important to choose the right person.

Despite popular culture, love doesn’t happen by chance, at first sight, across a crowded dance floor. It grows slowly, sinking roots first before branching and blossoming. It is not a silly weed, but a mighty tree that weathers every storm.

You will find, that when you have someone to love, that the face is less important than the brain, and the body is less important than the heart.

You will also find that it is no great tragedy if your love is not reciprocated. You are not doing it to be loved back.Its value is to inspire you.

Finally, you will find that there is no half-measure when it comes to loving someone. You either don’t, or you do with every cell in your body, completely and utterly, without reservation or apology. It consumes you, and you are reborn, all the better for it.

2009-10-21T23:20:00.002+08:00

i stared hard
whatever i saw became blurred
nth much,its just water
how i wish the skies will clear soon
how i wish that star was there
then i realised there's gna be meteor shower tonight

2009-10-18T18:07:00.002+08:00

seriously im effing pissed
ya mebbe its all abt expectations AGN =.=
eurghhhh
gimme ice pls

2009-10-17T03:47:00.004+08:00

when ur brain cells aren't as developed as others, too bad then.
hard simply isn't enuff for u
its not only abt the effort u put in but whether the effort do translate into results that matters
come on gal
stand fight and win

i thought i was over it
but that wrench brought me back to reality,back to sqaure one
fuck dat totally sucks big time
mebbe i wasn't as over it as much as i wished i were
same same but so different

i alr have enuff on my hand without u acting in such a freaking childish manner
how much i wish i am harsh enuff to put things straight to u but i cant
we just haf to grow, its not a choice, its smth we are forced to
i grew,what abt u?

yes im blogging at such an unearthly hour
im being ironic luh huh, complaining abt a lack of time yet not slping right now where i shld LOL
anww tonight was a night well spent at chloe's birthday party
the celebration we had for dear chloe was as if it was some wedding prank played on the sweet couple
haha we are always up to no good man
so next time if u ever invite cyrus to ur bdae party, beware of cyrus ;)
i laughed like never before again
and thanks to cyrus i have sore throat from laughing too much
HAHA seriously how can one ever get sore throat from laughing too much man :)
i wonder who else other than cyrus can make me laugh like dat
cyrus rocks big time <3
we always have smth to gossip abt,outings are never boring with them ard and if there's anything that is constantly present in cyrus.its laughters
at least my life isn't so lifeless afterall LOL

i hope chloe n cy will have a happily ever after
at least they add on to my belief that there will be a 天长地久
anywayss happy 21st birthday chloe!!! : D

2009-09-30T06:58:00.002+08:00

I'm a like the ringleader,
I call the shots
I'm like a firecracker
I make it hot

Woots so loving it :)

2009-09-24T19:12:00.002+08:00

random post inspired by Queen S HAHAA

times i wonder why they promise and break it after that
okay i wun say that u have to die die fulfill it but as long as the effort is there its okay i guess
the sincerity was as if u could feel it from the bottom of his heart but yet when the truth comes,u know its a facade - they intended to lie
experiences i heard ard me points to the fact that ultimately take 50% discount off wat they promise
trust urself best and of cos ur girlfrens :)
at least they wun lie
so then, are promises meant to be broken?

回憶就是淡淡檸檬草心酸裡又有芳香的味道
to remember, smile , move on : D

2009-09-18T12:40:00.003+08:00

yanling rmb this?haha

2009-09-16T22:03:00.003+08:00

oh gosh im seriously letting tis blog rot man
not that im lazy to blog but ya i alr lack time for slping, wats more time for blogging
thank god im onli taking 16au tis sem
cca and work is enuff to keep me occupied almost every second of my life, of cos plus sch work
and i cant stand my snail-speed of reading tb
ppl take a hr to finish a chap whereas i can take like 4 hrs??! like wth is wrong wif me man :(
smth i ought to thank the so many things i have at hand cos at least it doesnt leave time for me to think so much

i miss u ys :(

time to catch up on my 3.5 hrs slp and do tuts again
i nv have enough of u, time

2009-08-29T01:15:00.002+08:00

yuannshan ` C: says (1:12 AM):
haha nobody will ever get to truly know someone until things happen

Just how true is that man
hahaha neoyuannshan arent u proud i qouted u LOL

Happiness keeps you Sweet
Trials keep you Strong
Sorrow keeps you Human
Failure keeps you humble
Success keeps you glowing
but only Faith & Attitude Keeps you going...

im inspired :)

2009-08-16T02:03:00.001+08:00

You are constantly hoping that your good fellowship and attitude and your 'love for your fellow man (or women)' will give you peace of mind. You need people - people around you to care for you and to show you that they care. It is this hope that keeps you going, the hope that makes you the type of person that indeed you are. Your own need for approval seemingly makes you always ready to help others and in exchange you seek love, warmth and understanding. You will always listen to others and you are open to new ideas which hopefully will prove fruitful and interesting.

You are an emotional and sensitive person. You are inclined to delight and wallow in all things that give pleasure to your senses but nevertheless your tastes are refined and you reject anything that is indecent or vulgar.

You are not an argumentative sort of person and 'rather than fight - you'd switch' (an old cigarette ad cliche). But when you try to assert yourself - as sometimes you may try to do - you meet with so much resistance and effrontery that manifests itself so obviously that you become hurt, indignant and resentful. So in order to have peace and quiet you tend to become inhibited. You keep it all to yourself but deep down, you 'feel' and 'hurt' a lot.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You are anxious about all the limitations to which you are subjected to at this time. You feel that you are not valued for what or who you are. You need OUT. So why procrastinate any longer - MOVE!

just took it for fun
hmmm true to certain extent eh
shall update soon eh ;)
ahh i miss the good old times...

2009-07-21T22:31:00.005+08:00

Nothing rocks like sixteen-oh-six :)

19th jul saw me slogging my guts out till 9 at night (okayy laa nt slogging laa i was stoning for the whole day actually HAHAH) while dear 1606 was happily having steamboat at joyce's hse
a pity i wasn't able to join them for steamboat luhh :(((
i din even noe ms ms came till i saw the pictures
ahh long time since i saw ms maaaa

bet they were enjoying the food BOOS all thanks to my stupid work

finally 9pm came and i rushed down to joyce's hse
i craned my neck thru out the whole bus journey to joyce's hse cos i was so afraid to miss the fire bridgade landmark la
kept clutching on to my dear hp for fear dat i could get lost and when it was 10pm in the bus,the night makes it difficult by spotting wats outside cos wat u see are just reflections of the inside of the bus on the glass panes =.=

FINALLY JOYCE'S HSE

talk cock session at the rooftop

from knowing wat potential qualities dat we all look for in our ideal partners...

to discussing how babies we wil wan to have in future...

to how we want a guy to propose to us...

to whether guys will mind gals who has fake assets HAHAHA...

to the possibility of seeing lesser ppl for the next class outing *cross my fingers*...

yee keong the damn funny guy who nv fail to tell us intellectual jokes thanks man!:)

a pity we played the drinking game towards the end cos it would haf reduced the time we spent stoning into space hahahha

ideal gf and the supposedly not ideal bf hahahah nice pose eh

and the chocolatey condom hehs

cool right ^^

now we all noe things that we nv knew abt our dear classmates like :

yeeyan wanting to find a caucasian mysterious brunette gf
lilei who wants a gf with strong intestines hahaha okok jking jking
kenneth who wants an ideal gf like ms lim yanling muahahaha
nich who gets tipsy just wif a small drop of alcohol

kit wif her perfect indian imitation of 'pioneer'

joyce and her expertise in wiping babies' ass and her amusement wif how baby boys pee HAHAH

yanling's bravery by touching nich's leg hair

hui hui who constantly says her mum is sot sot LOL

yuannshan who is naturally attracted to guys wif great fashion sense and oh she missed out saying dat her bf muz haf pretty n straight teeth LOL

munyeng who has a fetish for torturing kids like making them fall for her HEHS

yuanting who appears so alert on the outside but super stone on the inside HAHAHA

i noe for sure dat our future outings are definitely gna be nth but fun

more HTHT of cos :)

1606 rocks man!

seriously hoping dat our next outing will be another overnight stay before school starts

2009-07-21T01:25:00.002+08:00

haha sometimes the most unexpected things happen in ur life
like pretty boy making me ROFL when i happened to be down
like pk saying 'everything will be okay' when i needed dat okay
amazing how ppl surprise ur life wif simple things they do
thanks alot :)

2009-07-18T00:31:00.012+08:00

when low tide became high tide
when unglamness sets in
when camwhoring starts
when u could laugh w/o a care in the world :)

muahahaha!im super proud of my art piece
altho not very pretty but yeaa cute la
ugly but adorable HEHS

NDP Reahearsal

kudos to nicholas who got us tickets
the last time i was at an ndp preview was during p6
7 yrs later im back again to watch ndp except dat its no longer in padang but on the floating platform WOOTS
totally love ndp

our brave parachuters

our powerful navy

pretty performances

wat more could u ask for

ahh i missed the marching contingents

contrast of the stage against the setting sun

best of all was the fireworks

screamed like a p6 kid HAHAHA im young at heart

nv fail to be amazed by fireworks

BIG 2-OH

with bitches...

10th july marked my 1st dance session and was supposed to meet ys after dance tgt wif yl
wait n wait n wait for ms neoyuannshan to appear
and when i saw her i swore i gave dat OMG face cos she was holding on to a cake with many many candles(20 i guess i dno y the pic shows 18)
happy or surprised?ahh could nt rmb which was more overwhelming
hahah thanks gal!despite fracturing ur ankle,u still came all the way down to dhobby just to surprise me
i wonder how u lit up the 20 candles on ur own man

bet i look dumb wif the crown that yanling made specially for me
ahh turns out that she parkat wif ys to surprise me : D
by the time i blew out the candles,my cake was decorated wif burnt leaves cos the leaves sort of kena the fire HAHAHA im lucky the whole cake wasn't burnt right in front of my eyes =/

stupid ys made me tis vanguard and both demanded dat i hold his thing all the way while we walked to just acia to have late dinner
seems more like im on candid camera than being in the midst of celebrating my bday
the bestest part was that i wasn't allowed to see wat's written on the vanguard
i just walked on wif dat big piece of paper and ppl just laughed at me
greatt lucky noone rly did wat's written on the paper
hahaha yl was asking wat if ah pek come n see tis how? LOL

NTU n NUS hahaha

shortie hair n me

thanks gals for the surprise n everything!altho the celebration was a short one,the laughter we had was definitely more than enough to keep me smiling thru my whole train ride back :)

suddenly realised that the value of outings lies in the laughters u get from them

love ya bitches!

see my yanling's home made crown

i bet her red coloured marker ran out of ink esp when she used a thin tipped one HAHAHA

eyy yanling! i found the 3rd ball on hamzah LOL

the very big poster that made me malu all the way till dhobby exchange =/

with boyfren...

boyfren picked me up from work at 9 pm holding on to a charles n keith plastic bag

the next thing that followed was AHH OMGOMGOMG u bought it?!!!!

was damn happy cos i tot i would miss my love hahhaa

but then he lied saying that my bag was taken down alr and he bot another bag instead of the one i wanted

half sian when i heard wat he said but oh well i din expect him to buy a bag for me still so okayy laa not the same doesnt matter cos its the effort that counts yea :)

he freaking made me hold on to my heavy bag all the way home urghhhh

bag was not the end of it

went to the park near my park n here comes my surprise

i was supposed to close my eyes when he prepared n open it when its ready

1st surprise :

my happy bday lightsticks

2nd surprise:

a super pretty bdae cake drawn using lightsticks

much much loves for tis ^^

of cos after every lightstick arrangement,there would be smth for me.

i got a double strawberry cake

looks damn good man and yeaa SINFUL LUHHH

guess wat.he used relightable candles and no matter how many times i blow the candle just miraculously managed to relight itself HAHAHA nice one boy

super love the fun of blowing n blowing : D

3rd surprise:

seriously i dno how he managed to find the twisties with the word LURVE

4th surprise:

my double love lollipop :)

5th surprise:

hahaha!at 1st glance i thought he arranged spider woman for me

its actually an angel

i tink it burned away 200 calories trying to arrange this angel thingy LOL

my angel wing white choc pockyyyyy

damnn niceee!

my 6th surprise:

rose was beautiful

and so is tis

i kept every single one eh HAHHAA

my last one:

we countdown till midnight cos the next day was my bday

super touched by wat u did for me and all

altho ur tis irritating piece of shit,ur still the best :)

love ya lots boy!

withhh brudderrr....

dear brother bought me a slice of cake from chocz when i came back home from bday celebration wif boyfren

i tink someone can start calculating how many cakes i received for my bday liao HAHAHA

the cake was damnnn niceee

tel me i gained 1 lg eating dat in the middle of the night BOOS

with mkting grp...

the choco cake that js jw n yt baked for me early in the morning

see theoverflowing love in the middle of the cake HAHAHA

the shape on the cake looks like an umbrella eh so weird laa

<33> from them to me

the colourful cranes by yt :)

the countless stars n hearts by jw

the 12 roses by bf

i dno where did the missing rose hide

thanks alot babes for the cranes hearts n roses!

with 7 sects...

bday celebration was at SMU settlers

actually its very cheap over there

u just haf to pay 6 bucks n top up 4 bucks if u wanna order food

pluss its free flow of drinks mann

super worth the money!

nice food!

nth but craziness over at settlers.

the 1st game dat we played was some train game and it took us quite long and we nv gotta play till the end cos we were starving alr HAHAHA

was a calm n cool game cos its like some mind games

we played snorta and another card game which is somewhat similar to heart attack

i tink we totally lost ourselves playing the game

laughing non-stop and doing stupid actions to make someone rise to a higher level HAHAHA

settlers is definitely a nice place to have absoluate craziness man :))

my lovely mango cheesecake!

cos there were no lighters,i had to pretend to blow the candles LOL

and yess we eat cakes the barbaric way

and the pretty cake got reduced to a pathetic state liddat HAHAHA

super nice cake!

loved the crust below though its very hard

thanks gals for the pretty clutch and the bday celebration!

been 6 yrs since we were frens n we nv fail to celebrate for each other!

cheers to our never ending frenship! V(^.^)

2009-07-13T00:09:00.002+08:00

mummy said birthday cannot be sad
haha for once i listened to her
when ppl's views actually matter too bad for u
i hope to live in a non-judgemental world one day

2009-07-09T01:43:00.002+08:00

my 5 mins surprise

my pink hand-band

happyfiedddddddd
<3 the ever shining star

2009-07-09T00:37:00.002+08:00

took me 10 mins to upload the pics here
here are the baby furballs!:)
peier u owe me one hahaha

cutie pies!!! <333

2009-07-07T00:10:00.010+08:00

ahh finally im blogging
im definitely not procrastinating cos i have always wanted to blog long ago but cos my pictures now are damn big in size so it takes ages to load those fotos
smth i wonder how xiaxue manages to load all her fotos man
soo yeaa that's a summary of the fotos taken so farr LOL

oh actually this is just random laa
was on a bus and i saw tis lil cute toddler and we were playing happily
haha i tink i haf a fetish for toddlers and they nv fai lto make me smile whenever i see them
i realised dat toddlers all haf a 笑穴 which is located at the mid-section of ur whole hand,the part where u bend ur hands.
try tickling them at dat part and they will start laughing non-stop.its has been tried n tested on 2 toddlers and yeaa both tested by me MUAHAHHAHA

actually i dno if its a gal ot a boy lehh LOL

the teddy bear fried rice by mr smiley

my fav hotdogs and the many hearts i found in each mouthful of rice :)

the roti tissue wif chocolate fudge!!!

super delicious!!!

its time i mastered the art of eating a roti tissue without looking messy LOL

YUM YUM :D

ohhhh wats wif the mess of hotdogs mannn

hahaha turns out that my name is too long to be arranged in a horizontal manner

cant believe 'L' can become a '-' LOL

a hotdoggy filled heart found beneath all the mess : D

oh yess this is the cutest toddler ever found living on earth seriously

he's aidon

he's the champion for the baby contest (i bet he won it hands down)

he's the grandson of tis uncle who is the owner of a minimart in fareast plaza

great for me cos im woking as a counter staff at fareast plaza and i can see him ard very often HEHS cutie baby come to me!!!

soo ppl if ur are gg fareast,bet u will see me staring into space at the counter

im super bored there; either im reading books or msging or staring into space =.=

ultimate SIAN

gosh im damn mesmerized by his biggg and round eyes laaaa!!!

oh i forgot to mention dat he is mixed blood! :)))

was it like damn long ago dat i went to have porridge buffet with ms neoyuannshan

accompanied her to her medical appointment and went suntec for porridge buffet

looks delicious righttt

pluss quite a number of dishes for just 9.80 nett

yuannshan was happy

so am i

butttt it turns out dat the food sucks =X

ahh teaches us a lesson dat cheap things arent dat good luh

above are the food dat we consider edible

like sliced chilli?

like the pulau hitam?

like the chrysanthemum tea? =.=

above shown are the food dat are yeaa, not so nice

especially the braised beancurd,which measured a mere 2cm by 2cm

i tot it beancurd was toufu but it turned out to be damn salty and like some damn fermented cheese SUPER GROSS

the duck sauce or dno wats dat sauce is called is disgusting cos the herb-y smell was rather overpowering LOL

the salted egg looks so unfrenly - see the yolk urghh

anddd the 水蛋 is like hardened chawanmushi?LOL

sooo in order not to let our food go to waste n to derive maximum satisfaction from the buffet we had, we decided to play ard HEHEHE

dats ys super big n long tongue

i tink she draws damn well

okay i just lied LOL

hahahaa ohh i can onli draw eyes n brows NOT BAD LA HUH

the nerdy look LOL

and yesss neoyuannshan went for BANGS

totally bangs but yeaa she recently edited her fringe to make it less BANGFUL LOL

the marvellous cream dat peier recommended

ordered some chocolatey thing

forgot the name le

hmm tasted alright baaa cos i still prefer ben n jerry's

peier wild berry cheesecake flavour was better,mebbe cos it's quite refreshing

soo next time dun order the chocolate flavour ones

accompanied my mum to see her doctor

just realised dat her leg is shorter than mine

hahaha i can touch the ground but she cant ;P

woots long legs! :D

and longer n bigger hands than hers LOL

stella n her mummy

the pizza which i made eons ago for my mkting grp n ysss

hehs i tink i made a pretty pizza LOL

2009-06-27T12:41:00.003+08:00

i noe that wadeva i said may not register to u now but i hope u can cool down and listen to my explanation.
its not all about ur Ns life so dun blame Ns for it.If anything,i guess u haf to thank Ns cos it somehow made u cherish me more than before but i guess ur still back to who u are.I dun blame u for that cos i tink i cant force ppl to change just cos i asked them to unless events mould u to become a better bf.Ns makes u tired and fed-up and all but im not referring to the lack of care n concern everyday in camp but to the weekends that u go out with me.i dun need exceptional performance to show that u care,just small actions will do cos it will make a big difference.but i guess u just took chances for granted and tink i will keep forgiving u and let u repeat the same mistake again.if u cherished the chance i gave u,u would nt haf the heck care attitude.of cos u can say im not being fair to u by nt telling u its the last chance im giving u,but i noe dat if i tell u,u would haf been very good to me just for tis chance and be back to who u are after dat.

U say im not understanding?if im not,then ur last chance would haf come earlier and nt till now.I can safely say for sure that i understand u more than u understand me.So tell me in wat ways am i not understanding?

it was quite hurting to noe that u felt it was an obligation to call me at night and not cos u wanted to.so whats the point of changing now cos u wld say its an obligation just to please me huh?i dun need obligations luh,seriously.

u dun feel loved uh?then wat abt me?mebbe my lack of initiative-ness made u feel less loved so im sorry for dat.i dun agree when u say i showed more care n concern in the past.how to show more care n concern in the past when i wasn't even ur gf to begin with and besides,u showed me more care when i wasn't ur gf please.tell me how ironic it is.so we might as well remain as frens n at least i wld get the basic care n concern from u.the fact that i say such things does not justify the fact i dun love u but it just shows that i jaf reached my limit of giving u chances n forgiving u again and again.put urself i my shoes and tell me if i did enuff for u la.if i nv gave a shit about u,i wld not have bothered giving u so many chances.

one last thing to note is that i nv said gg out with u was boring.i dun care what u tell the others abt me just as long u dun put words into my mouth.it was sudden i admit but u shld haf known tis would come if u nv treasured the chances i gave u.

2009-06-14T23:45:00.001+08:00

life is so screwed
like as if it wasn't enuff for me
seriously I DUN FREAKING FEEL ITS WORTH IT FOR U AND ESP WHEN ITS U
fuck off la

2009-06-14T13:31:00.001+08:00

the sun and the star dun shine tgt
cos they are from different worlds

2009-06-10T21:56:00.010+08:00

ah well loads of photos again cos im lazy to explain
the fotos are kind of out-dated but still, it saves me from all the explanation..

Art Museum
sometimes when u haf heard the word 'town' too often,i guess gg to peaceful places helps
at least its smth different from the hustle and bustle of the city yea

there was a big pipe on the wall and when u stood near it,u will feel as if ur gna get blown away
i was standing there hoping to haf a MV effect but the wind was too strong and i hum
so i stood one step below and yea i looked the same HAHA

ironically, a love tank?
i tink its the nicest tank i haf ever seen cos its pink and its filled with lots of hearts LOL

and i look soooo tiny compared to the tank behind...for once i look small LOL

this picture quite interesting right

its supposed to be an x ray of a human spine baa

i heard a mum telling her son that its a pic of many fingers put tgt =.=

the very colourful abtract artt

shit nv smile big enuff

HOHO im trying to act demure LOL

the ceiling looks like the ceiling of a chapel nice..

muahahaha dats my hand!

seems like im holding on to a super bright pearl but its actually the light opposite me

say im pro please :)

after which, we learnt that the tank was called a love tank like duh -.-

dats the video shot of me n yt

haha we tried to position ourselves so that the screen showed us but b4 we can do dat,the video shot was gone liaoo

ta-da!welcome to fort canning!

where ppl register their marriage...in ROM :)

what does tis look like to u?LOL

is this the fort?i forgot =/

the nice view of the fort canning exhibition centre

yesssss its the strong man of 14th century spore

im the strongwoman of 21st century spore HAHAHA

and there u ould see central point from the fort canning path towards clarke quay

the air above definitely is the best :D

and yesss we came to clarke quay where i finally had a taste of the turkish ice-cream

for those who nv tried it b4,ur shld go try it and be cheered up by it hahha

thanks ppl for the day

i smiled :)

ohh yess i went geylang dat day and saw tis

read the words written on the board carefully

"WE ARE PROFESSIONAL RECRUITING EXPERIENCES DRIVERS.."

=.= how professional is dat

i suppose the's' on the 'experiences' shld be shifted to 'professional' and the 'experiences' shld end with a 'd' yeaa.hahah okayy im evil...

it will be different

Timbre

ahh yess finally our long-awaited chilling session at timbre

after all the discussion for half a yr,we finally made a reservation there on tues

and of coss i made egg tarts for pe and yl!

both said it was nice lehhhhh hahaha!

im so proud of myself :D

i guess i made ard 40 over tarts?

but some became chao ta and i threw them away HAHAHA

the egg tarts in the process of baking *yum yum*

oh god nv ever try the duck pizza at timbre cos it totally sucks!

super salty and hard!

even yl had trouble trying to cut it,so i guess ur can imagine how hard it is

hahahaha!

THE PRO

"my sex on the beach" tasted the best, SERIOUSLY

peier wanted to challenge herself by finishing the lychee martini,which had a very strong alcohol aftertaste

and yl with her chocolate martini :)
nice catchup wif ya guys cos ur stupid actions nv fail to make me burst out in laughter

im so looking forward to the next chilling session *i hope there is* :)))

2009-06-06T02:45:00.003+08:00

argghhh im pissed at fb not letting me upload all my pics
sorry yt i onli upload half of them,i shall do tmr tmr morn!:)
smth u just cant help being sad even if u wanna do it
ahhhh he who makes me happy is none other than my shinlang :)

2009-06-02T01:06:00.003+08:00

ahhhh seriously im getting pekcek over my hamsters nt being able to mate successfully

i cant rly blame the male laa cos the female one is rly bigger than it is and it isn;t able to hold it still

arghhh cant believe im googling how to let them mate better

my mum was damn pissed wif the male one cos he was damn aggressive,trying to haf sex wif the female one and it kept tagging behind HAHAHA

she said the male one seems to be raping the female one

hope they will have babies soon!!!!cant wait to see those lil sweetie pies :)

my room smells nice now cos of the sachet of dno-wat-izit that my mum hung in my cupboard

haha so random

2009-05-29T02:50:00.002+08:00

dun let the past be the only thing that im holding on to

2009-05-28T03:00:00.003+08:00

after the 2 consecutive days of playing badminton, i got

-both knees with many orh cheh
-skinned my right knee
-aching thighs which made climbing up and down the stairs a torture

great.shows how long i nv exercised.

anwww im gg crazy over KIM HYUN JOONG!!!!
seriously,he's my prince charming *awwwwww*
even peier likes him as much as jun pyo now HAHAHA

especially after watching "we got married",i fell deeper in love with him and his seriously making me laugh every second.
ppl who are bored,plssss go watch tis show cos its freaking funny!
things i learnt abt him:

he is scared of bugs
he is satisfied killing mozzies and he feels like he is protecting his wife by doing so.if he kills more than 10,he feels like he is protecting the family
he is proud that he has this special ability to dive far (which i think everyone can do that as long as your tall like him (: )
he makes special and funny stuffs for his 'wife' like a peanut necklace.
he decorates the table clothe by cutting pictures of food from maggee mee wrappers so that ppl will feel full just by looking at the table clothe itself
he leaves his passport photo with his 'wife' so that she wun miss him when he is away
he is willing to search everywhere just to buy medicine for his 'wife'
he loves to sign on any white piece of clothe/paper
he makes life for his 'wife' interesting everyday cos of his jokes

i will be damn happy if im the 'wife' luhh.
i will be anticipating what's the funny thing that's gna happen with him around.
most imptly,everyday with him will definitely be filled with laughters
cos everything he does is so filled with sincerity,no matter how small the thing is,the smallest thing simply makes the biggest difference.
how i wish ur like that.

2009-05-25T23:52:00.019+08:00

blame it on Mr. Procastination who came to bug me luh
these few weeks have been all about gg out and gg out and still gg out.even if i had the time to stay at home,i would be stuck to my lappie watching the korean f4.
yesss i finished the whole series like FINALLY when yiling finished it eons ago.its definitely a great show and i would strongly recommend it to anyone who love handsome guys.liek which gal doesnt uh.anddd oh yeaa the show show made me cry like mad =.= i'm so into the show luhh

okayyy shall start off with the events in a chronological manner.rahh omg i feel like im giving a speech =.=

Liping's bdae celebration

well the initial plan was to go alllll the way to ECP to try the korean BBQ over there cos we were sick of food in town.not like we go there often to eat but i tink town was always the place for our bdae celebration that we are sick of gg town.spore is damn small.urgh.

so we took mrt alllll the way from boon lay toooo bedok.wahhh we certainly have great stamina.the journey was considered short to me mebbe cos we kept ourselves entertained during the whole journey,with all the crapping and camwhoring of course :D

can everyone see the blur queen crown shining brightly on sylvia's head?hehs

i guess viv's camera was good enough to take a photo of our reflection (:

took bus 196 to ECP

a photo with everyone in it

yiling babe hhahaha!dun bite me pls

our pretty legs LOL

we took the 196 and alighted at some place i also dno where.its in the east.i couldn't possibly noe right.syl then realised that we alighted too many stops ahead and we had to take another bus to get us a few more stops nearer to ECP.

when we got to ECP, we walked all the way the the end of ECP,where long beach was located.walauuu the journey was damn tiring and we were sweating like hell.bloody weather is making us melt under the sun.

obviously,we got pissed walking for so long *wished i had a bicycle :(*

as can be seen,our very pissed face

to ur horror,when we reached long beach,we could not find anything like a korean bbq restuarant.dat was the ultimatum man.walked so long and we were alr damn hungry yet no restuarant was open for business.wth.we decided to take bus to the nearest mrt and the only nearest bus we could find was 36,which was headed to changi airport.

oh well,i guess we could rest awhile in changi before gg anywhere.at least there is aircon in changi airport.

my 1st time to T3 hahaha

hahaha!dats so liping!

we took the skytrain to T2

and headed for fish and co...

there was a promotional set lunch and we could have a main dish and a drink and a soup of the day for the original price of the main set.

the very long escalator

T3 Sakae Buffet

since babeeeee (oops yanling,shld i say hunneeebabeeeeee.hahahaha!oh please babeeee and hunneebabeee are CRAP pls =.= ) has his day off on weekdays cos of some guard duty,we decided to go for sakae buffet.especially after lp bdae celebration,i felt that changi airport is the best place cos it has the best ambience.yeaaa im like advertising for changi airport.haha!

the sakae buffet experience at T2 was by far the best cos the ppl there are so nice.plussss,they serve some sushi that i haven seen before in other sakae outlets.like there was one,there was cheese and prawn in the rice roll.damn nice!

seriously, the guy needs to learn how to smile.show ur teeth pleaseeee.ahaha!

ahhh my FAVOURITE FOOD!!!SOMEMORE IN PINK PLATES!!!how perfect can it be :D

i love my pink nails,like seriously.haha!

ooooh i tink tis looks blur.no i mean u.

much better.all thansk to my artistic photography talent!muahahahaha!

our table 11.awww too bad its not 12.

once agn,the very long escalator....

the very long ride back homeeeeee :)

the very next morning,i took taxi from yishun all the way to changi airport and the cab fare left my wallet with a 10cents.

met yanling there and we were supposed to surprise neoyuannshan cos she was supposed to touchdown that morning.

we waited and waited and waited until yanling heard the familiar sharp voice and we turned.indeed,it was dat bitch afterall!hahhaa!dat bitchy look couldn't escape our eyes!hahhaa!

wahh the expression on her face was worth everthing laaa.she was totally stunned dat we were even there to pick her up yeaa i noe U MUZ BE DAMN HAPPY.hahhaha!

went to eat popeye and dat was my 1st time eating dat.the food was not bad laaaaa but the onion rings were literally ONION RINGS onli that they fried it with flour.hahaha!

gossiped abit abt our lives-oh wat do bitches do when they meet?bitch la!wat do u think?

with yuannshan heavy luggage,i guess we couldn't go anywhere but to head home.

for the 1st time in my life,i took 3 long bus ride just to get home.

1) took bus 36 from T1 and alighted at somerset

2)took bus 174 from there and alighted at some place near my house

3)took bus 99 back home

wahhh the whole journey took ard 3 hrs?hahaa!

funny laa.i could have taken MRT from changi and i will be back home by 1 hr.shows how much i love bus rides eh.

Marketing Group Outing

it has been so long since we met up liaoo..esp after the latest class outing.

soooo we decided to meet up and catch upon each other's lives.

accompanied Yt to fareast for her job interview and congrats to her for geting her job!now she wun feel so lost le :)

jw,me and js went to the basement of fareast,where there was a shop "sweet slice of life" or smth liddat and we went to try the shaved ice.

we ordered "major crush" and yess it was a damn huge crush on this specialty.the ice was to finely shaved that it could simply melt in ur mouth.the choco taste was just nice for me,sweeeeeeeeet.

"major crush" :P

after which joowen has to leave for her tuition at 7 and Yt had a CAC meeting so it was down to me and jinsheng.

walked around raffles city and city link and stupis shit rly cant keep his shitty comment to himself.

shit: eh u dun bluff laaaa.ur a man in a woman's body right?

me:huhhhhhh!!!wattt?!!!

then the woman in front of us on the escalator turned and looked at me.walau i swear the expression she gave was "OMG WAT IS THIS TRANS DOING IN TOWN?!!!"

tmddd idiot shit.i swear im gna get back at u for this.thanks for telling everyone im a trans uh.hahha!

we went cartel to enjoy their half priced cheesecake!

best was their free flow of bread!!!hahaha!

thanks shit for making my day :)

K-Box

finally besties meetup was on a friday!!!

lunch was at cathay's aston and i guess the long wait at aston made peier damn angry.

plusss,she was starved,so i guess dat makes her doubly pekcek.haha.

the food was nice and cheap!!!baked potato was by far the best i have tasted.hehs.

after a long discussion on our next destination,we settlef for kbox.

wanted to find party world at chinatown but we kena con by the person that it was onli 13.90 when it added up to 24 -.-

peier cancelled her tuition at night just to accompany us thru out the night.*touched*

luckily there was not alot of ppl gg to chinatown's k box bcos we were able to sing till 9pm when we were supposed to stop at 7.30 pm.

yiling loves pink too :)

lucky peier's perm was good otherwise i would have to cuy my hair short wif her.hahaha!

oh yesss!we3 nv failed to discuss about korean f4!!!both yl n me love jihoon to the max while peier loves gu jun pyo.ahhhh when she finally finished the whole series,she wil learn to love our jihoon!!!hahaha!stupid yiling kept trying to speak in korean but actually she din even noe wat she was babbling abt!hahaha!that's the fun of being ard them cos they make ur day!love ya gals!

seeeeeee!!!i watched the show and paused it at the right moments so that i could capture jihoon's cute face and i print screen it to make it into a pic!hahahaha!super cute nehhh!!!!<333

Marina Barrage

sunday was another meetup wif my dearest mkting grp!we decided to go somewhere romantic and exchanged dumplings!hahahahah!i tink we do stupid stuff.the journey to marina barrage was accompanied by lots of irritating MOZZIES!ppl,next time if u wanna go barrage, make sure u cover urself fully otherwise,u will end up having love bites from all these stupid MOZZIES~!!!rahhh!!hate them!!!the itch was unbearable,at least to me la.

seee the flyer behind!actually not very clear laa...

the beautiful water fountain

ahhh my fav pink of cos!:)

Yt's blue!

anw the foutain had different languages of the word 'water' written on it.interesting...

hahahah!joowen is as tall as a water droplet.

shit is slightly taller nia.NO BIG DEAL

hahahaha!his face ought to be covered yea!good job joowen!

love the background!

ppl might be thinking we are crazy to be having a mass dumplings gathering at MARINA BARRAGE.ohhh we are so traditional.hahaha!

as always,nv fail to PISS ME OFF

was very windy up there and when u look down...it was a very nice view.ahhhh romantic <3

damn windy i feel like im shooting some MV =.=

HAHAHA!i feel so proud to be taller than a big piece of shit.

for dat ONE MOMENT IN LIFE , jinsheng is taller than yuting.hahahha!

hello emo kid.if u wanna jump,den jump.dun wait.LOL

the helix that changes in colour.

at least tid colour is closer to pink :D

good tries at being sadako

the place is damn nicee...

interesting stuffs plus the history of water catchments in spore.

the background is made of water bottles

love the bubble blubble thingy

coooool ehh.mirror us!:)

i wan this as lightings for my room!!!!

shit says its cool.i dun see why though.

hello sec 4 kid.hahaha!

oh tis thing that joowen is playing ard is damn cool.

it allows u to add stuff onto the big screen.

like if u wan sparrows to appear,u touch the screen and the big screen will show sparrows appearing.cool baaaa.

my very glam yoga pose LOL

okayy i noe tis is so unglam of me esp when im wearing a dress and yet im squatting.

anw the thing that im standing on is the 'jurong west area'.it has the whole map of spore on it,for ur to step on.

and that's the end of our journey in the sustainable spore journey in the marina barrage.

was a damn fun day despite all the irritating mozzie bites cos we HTHT again.

wahh i realised dat it is wat we do best liao.haha!

sooo guys who are attached,bring ur gf there!!damn romantic!!!hahhaa!

Surprise

was supposed to meet Yt at jp to get dumplings from her since shit brought the wrong kind of dumplings during the marina barrage trip.and guess wat i got a big surprise.

shit just appeared tgt wif Yt with the helium balloon in his hands and i was like 'AHHHHH!!!'

okayy cant deny that im damn happy cos its a big balloon and its pink and i like being princess!!!!!hahahaha!

thanks bestfren!i rly love the balloon and im glad shit is bestfren.

thanks for being there when i needed someone

andd yea laaa aiya u noe de laaaa.hahahaa!best fren noe each other well de ma.

but seriously la,from the bottom of my heart,a BIG THANK YOU :))))

my lovely pink balloon!!!

after which,we went Yt hse and shit was supposed to teach Yt to fry rice for tk.

thank god for yt's water-planter(i dno wat izit called),otherwise my stomach wld have swollen from all the beatings by STUPID SHIT.too bad im faster.hahaha!

Yt is frekaing funny.she din noe dat anklet was an anklet,she tot it was called a leglace(cos of necklace) LOL

shit and i went to jp to play arcade bball and just after one round, my arms were aching like mad and it felt as though my whole arm gna drop off.ahhh too long nv train le.our best score was 631,which was during our final round.i guess we muz train more to hit 700!!!

tmr there's still badminton outing.good night ppl!:)

2009-05-08T12:40:00.002+08:00

finally peier had her taste of liberation and we went for a swim ytd
from 12 to 2.30 pm
so guess wad.we got sunburnt =.=
i tried to swim continuously but i was disgusted by my own stamina
suddenly i missed aj pe HAHAHA
after missing ms horse for so long,i realised she became a lameass

peier: eh we go tatoo on 21 yrs old laaa
stella: okok sure!
peier: *smiles*
stella:eh waitt isnt dat like one yr later from now?!!
both of us just look at each other and laughed.omg i cant believe im turning 20 tis year.great.once a woman starts climbing her "twenties" ladder,she just cant stop...ageing =.=

catchups are best wif bff cos u noe there's always HTHTs hehs
i realised that everyone do have their flaws and u rly gotta love them for who they are
mebbe they are beautifully imperfect (:
went jp and painted my nails matt PINK
wooots!love it!:))

peier went for tuition and i went marina to catch the show wolverine
the show is damn nice laaaa.suddenly there are lots of mutants appearing out of nowhere but oh well,as long as the show is nice.who cares?
goshhh!hugh jackman got a freaking HOT bod luhhhh
andddddd cyclops is damn shuaiiiiiiii
gambit is okayy laa HAHAHHA!
seems like im onli gg for looks uh hehs
but anww its a great show so ppl, GO WATCH IT : D

now my whole body is burning and i couldn't rly slp ytd night cos it kinda hurt when i try to move ard in my bed euurghhhh
the price to pay when u wanna suntan =.=

2009-05-07T00:19:00.002+08:00

omg today was a total crazy day walking ard the central area wif limyanling
we were supposed to check out the various dance studios and we ended up encountering weird and funny ppl

we met this caucasian lady who was promoting this dead sea lotion and this other nail buffer thingy for 90 bucks and yeaa she even told yanling dat its her LUCKY dayyy dat its on promotion for buy one get one free.like my foot can.we went to plaza sing and guess wat.daiso was selling the exact same nail buffer for freaking 2 bucks nia.so how lucky was dat uh.DAMN LUCKY RIGHT.hahhaha!and she was soooo happy dat she managed to get a cheap deal LOL
we went to seah street to find dance fusion studio and it was in some ulu shophouse above a chinese medical hall.like seriously i tink they could use a beta and less pathetic place.the 1st thing dat we saw when we reach the door was the sign "THIS IS NOT A BROTHEL.THERE ARE NO PROSTITUTUES" like wtfh?!!! HHAHAA but its damn funny luhh cos me and yanling were saying dat tis looks like some ch 8 drama where ppl usually get abducted in this kinda scene.
we went to studio wu in smu and this lady who served us successfully managed to piss yanling off.haha!

yanling: may i know who is your instructor?
gal: oh its choon hui
yanling: so who is choon hui?
gal: huh?u dno who is choon hui meh?!

hahahaha!yeaa so we are supposed to know WHO IS CHOON HUI LUH gal.
i guess funny and weird things do happen whenver we go out huh.we ought to gif ourselves a pat on our back for walking the distance we walked today.we practically went around in circles and walked back to the same place agn and agn.i can vividly rmb we went past SMU 3 times luh =.= how amazing can we be HAHA.

the worst one was the trip to attitude dance studio and it was located beside some chinese temple(like OMG wat is a chinese temple doing in the middle of a CBD area )and it seemed like we were never gna get there.thank god we reached the place and i guess if we were to sign up for any course in there,we wld be considered to have done some warm up exercise liao la.

dinner was our reward and we indulged ourselves in the mouth-watering and damn-fattening swensons ice-cream HOHOHO

today was fun and exciting albeit all the tiring walks around city hall.thanks bitch! HAHA
i cant wait for my dance lessons to start ((:
stellyyyyyyyyyyyy and linglingggggggggggggggggggggg muahahhaa!dun u love sweet talk linglingggggggggggg X)

2009-05-02T04:18:00.002+08:00

i realise chuck or nate is not the kind of guys for me
i guess dan-kind of guys suits me best :)
it was all dat watch dat made me realise
love ya

2009-05-01T00:34:00.002+08:00

oh mannn im so loving gossip gals laaaa

and i took the test in fb on which character i am in gossip gal

and guess wat.

i'm blair waldorf OMGOMGOMG

"You're a bitch and you know how to make that work to your advantage. You have no problem scheming to get your way. You will accomplish whatever you want and will take down anyone who tries to stop you. Living your life like an old movie actress, you prefer the bad boys with a heart of gold. Secretly, your maid is probably your bestie."

hahaha ooooohhh then's who's my chuck eh? HAHAHAHA!

the thing i love about gossip gals is that there is always a moral of the story after every episode and things always end off well despite the many ugly twists and turns :)

cant wait for ep 23!!!! <3

2009-04-29T00:09:00.002+08:00

muahahah nth to do so i decided to change my blogskin
i've been stuck wif the prev skin for too long le
time for a change ;)

2009-04-27T15:31:00.002+08:00

bestfren is there when ur down
bestfren help u clean up all the shit,including bird shit HAHAHA
bestfren noe when ur down
bestfren noe wat ur tinking
bestfren thinks like u
thanks shit
im glad to have a bestfren like u

2009-04-26T23:45:00.007+08:00

oh well i guess its time to revive my dead blog
ever since exams,i have been neglecting it for a veryyyy long time
lazy to blog wat exactly happened so i shall let the pictures do most of the talking
buttt i have a feeling im gna elaborate urghhh -.-

accting paper was a disaster i din manage to get the right balance sheet
yeaa i bet ur muz be wondering how u noe im not right huh
cos my assets =/= liabilities + owners' equity
damn it oh well chan ailin muz be smiling to herself when she sees that none of us can actually balance dat bloody balance sheet =.=
after the stupid demoralising acccting paper, yt me and shit went to have dunch and ended up camwhoring and playing ard at the playground
wah its lime exams are over liao but actually its justthe end of one paper
we rly are in THE EXAM MOOD huh.
we just realised that reviving childhood moments is the best to destress so we played wif monkey bar do stupid actions and ya take fotos laaa.wat else can we do.
oh our mkting grp nv fail to camwhore everywhere we go
dats so gay of u shit HAHAHAHA

after the gruelling one week of exams, we finally got to enjoy ourselves and we decided to go ECP to htht overnight
guess wat.the wind howled like crazy dat night i tot i was gna get blown off cos i rly nv experience such strong wind b4 in spore
okayy i noe i sound noob but seriously i damn scared laa,like some tornado nearing us liddat
sooo we decided to stayover at shit's hse and watch sunrise the next morning at ecp
wahh i bet his aunt gt the shock of her life when she saw shit bringing 2 gals back home.hahhaa!i can imagine the look of hooror on my mum's face if i ever bring 2 guys back home to slp.
see the unglam shots shit took when me n yt slept...
rawr!!!too bad shit nv slept or else his foto will be up too.. hiak hiak

we htht till 4.30 am before slping for 30 mins and waking up again for the sunrise at ECP...

and the journey to ECP wasn't easy laaa

damn long and it seemed like we nv gna reach

pluss the lack of slp i tink we were walked like zombies HAHA

we waited for the sun to set

and dat was my 1st time i watched the sunrise

my very 1st time and i given it to them HAHAHA

anw the colour combi in the sky was damn nice when the sun rise

OMG i just realised i write wrongly in the picture!!!!

shld be sun rise nt sun set rawr!!!!

im freaking blurrrr!!!!

forget it liaooo lousy shitttt

soo we decided to leave our mark on on the sands on ECP

the birth of a new day

the start of a new beginning

and we noe our frenship will endure the many sunrise that have yet to come :)

hehs so i decided to make smth for u

and seriously im amazed at how high i can jump :)

24/4/09

finally the long-awaited class overseas trip!!!
went malaysia for go karting and for its seafood
oh well after the go karting experience i decided not to take driving licence cos im definitely gna be a living hazard on the road
i as the most vilent drivers among all the ppl who went cos i crashed 3 times until i had to fork out extra money for the damaged go kart like WTF?
im sooooo chor lor urghhh and im so not gna drive ever again
hmph!

oh yeaaa the sugar cane juice was like damn B I G

its like some super big jug of tiger beer onli dat instead of beer it was sugar cane

okayy laa worth the money but i could not finish the cup of sugar cane

food was very nice and worth the money too
aunty sally was nice enuff to gif us 2 extra plates of super-licious beehoon cos it was enwei's bdae

a whole day of travelling,go karting,food and shopping rly made us damn shag

nevertheless,it was nth but fun and it made us more bonded

nth beats having a class like dat :)

love ya peeps <3

2009-04-19T03:55:00.001+08:00

we have everything to talk abt
we have nth to talk abt
it's a different thing altogether

2009-04-12T17:48:00.001+08:00

omg i just realised my printer can print double side
hahaha! ima noob!
my fatass hamster is eating nonstop agnnnnn
arghhhhhh i tink its obese =/

2009-04-01T23:11:00.002+08:00

smth when results aren't okay, u have got to work harder to make it okay
smth i wish i results are exponential to hardwork
liddat who else needs to work hard
tsk tsk nth is free gal
lets just hope for the best :)

2009-03-27T02:28:00.002+08:00

cant help feeling disappointed at myself
comm fund grades were like shit i guess and altho its still 2 AU,its still 2 AUs
tskkkkkk okayy at least it impacted 2 AUs of my life HAHA
hrm quiz no doubt was beta den prev one but of cos we had extra 'help'
so wasnt considered to be our own effort
wasnt as good as i expected
hmmm reults is indeed linear to hardwork
no pain no gain
cant expect get everything when u put in nth
but then agnn smth even if u put in everything u still get nth haixx
guess its time to buck up and work harder
tis sem is so diff from last sem
oh well when the going gets tougher, the tough gets going uh

anww smth interesting from the news...

Old man’s bottle mishap leads to his death

"A SINGAPOREAN died of heart failure after his penis became stuck in a soft drink bottle, reported Sin Chew Daily and China Press.
The incident happened when the 77-year-old man used the bottle to masturbate...."

HAHAHA nice one man

珍惜才怕失去
smth u just wish the thing u noe gna happen wun happen
if i had control everything in my life
i guess...
i would be a busy girl...

2009-03-21T15:32:00.002+08:00

urghhhh IT is driving me crazy
i cant figure out dat bloody combo box
oh god i feel dumb
dreams are good
at least to me
counting down...

2009-03-18T02:18:00.001+08:00

misses botak head

misses happy times ):

2009-03-15T22:43:00.000+08:00

effing pekcek
feeling shit
insulted
okayy im having a big ap here
wadeva

2009-03-09T23:17:00.002+08:00

gosh i need a break otherwise im gna break
slept for onli 2 hrs ytd and i can hear my liver shouting out in agony
so half dead that i can msg joowen abt FM and accidentally asked her abt mahjong
like wtfh?? dno how mahjong got itself into the msg
was i half dreaming? -.- irritated at myself
ever since the hell break week of tests and assignments, i haf been lagging behind for 3 tuts for almost all my modules except IT cos IT dun haf any tut urgh
sometimes i wish i had 48 hrs in a day
sometimes i wish time wasn't everything and i hope u uds dat its not cos i forgot abt u my fren but i rly haf no time
sometimes i wish that juggling btw tasks and everything require no energy and time at all
sometimes i wish i could be much smarter and spend lesser time on studies
sometimes i wish everything will go my way...

2009-03-09T01:06:00.002+08:00

kinda sad that the 1st person u tot of wasn't me but both of them
mebbe im not dat close anymore
mebbe once u lose it u rly lose it
haix i haf noone to blame anw

2009-03-07T11:37:00.001+08:00

did u ever
all u ever wanted
yes i will make u starve
i promise i will

2009-03-05T23:39:00.002+08:00

so good to be back to the good ole days
reminds me of aj pe lesson love ya babe!

thru the yrs our frenship nv changed, yet it became stronger
blessed to haf ya in my life :)

ima happy gal ^.^

2009-03-03T22:36:00.003+08:00

ohmygod my face is once again peeling like mad
i tink it has become a routinized kind of thing that i keep getting my face sunburnt
good thing i put sunblock on my body otherwise i tink i wun be able to slp well with the burning sensation
this time its worst cos my lips are peeling also
yucks hate my fugly face BOO!
even my biz lw prof knew i was sunburnt HAHA for the 1st time i felt significant muahahaha!okok just jking luhhh...
yeaa i bot a black n pink fbt shorts!:)

haha now whenever i see a lecturer alone wif a student,i would be wondering if dat student is actually hiding a knife in the pile of notes waiting for the chance to backstab hehe okok im so bad ;P

2009-02-26T08:15:00.001+08:00

if u could do it in the past i dno y u could not do it now
its all up to u
if u shan't, im not bothering anymore
tired of trying.

2009-02-26T01:18:00.002+08:00

today is a super fulfiling day man!
1st thing in the morning i did smth rly dumb
i was in the toilet-actually nt a toilet,just some place where the washing machine sits and i accidentally lifted the mop and it hit my dad's bird cage above it
guess wat.the bird cage toppled and everything in it came out -like literally dropped out
the bird shit landed on the floor and the food and water in the cage spilled
yaa most importantly,the bird flew away like OMFG?!!!
a bird let loose in my hse?!!
my mum n i panicked and we closed all possible exits dat allowed it to go back to where it came from.
i closed all the doors to our rooms for fear dat the bird is gna fly in n shit all over the room
seriously,birds gt some anal problem cos they just cant control their shit =.=
they can even shit when hey are flying luh-great multitasking skill they possess HAHA
okayy back to the bird,it flew ard in dat toilet and hid somewhere and i was tired from waiting for it to appear an went up to my room
my mum went to bathe and she tot of a wonderful idea - use apple to lure it out
ha stupid bird indeed fell for it(haha i wun fall for an apple pls hurr!) and my mum tried coaxing it to go into the cage
she did the most unbelieveable thing by telling the bird ' guai hor bird bird go in cage"
i was like WTH? u tink bird uds human language uh.somemore its 2 languages lor
oh well the 1st time,the bird went in but she was to slow to shut the cage and the bird just flew out agn.urghh irriatating bird!
being the taller one,i tried luring the bird into the cage and was whistling hoping it could uds my pleas to get inside thecage
now i feel dumb doing the whistling thing cos wat makes the bird think i want it to get into the cage =.=
budden for some reason the bird uds me and went into the cage and i shut the cage b4 it could fly off agn.
HAHAHA!strong sense of achievement.i could even catch birds wat else cant i do man!hahahhaha!
2nd thing of the day,i finally managed to clear my doubts for the biz law assignment!!!omg all thanks to yuannnnnshan.haahaha!okayy for once,i dum mind calling u the pro luh huh.one time onli uh.hahaha!
if i'm S den u muz be B.B for Bitch.hahahhaa!love ya!

2009-02-23T15:55:00.002+08:00

i hate liars. period.
i uds ur situation but i still cant help feeling tis way
i just feel...sad for us.
how close or distant depends on me?
i rly dun tink.u need to play a part and there are some things we cant control at all
if i could time is wat i wan for us
yea dats if i could
now it all depends on fate...

2009-02-22T16:08:00.003+08:00

haha sometimes mums are the greatest frens
they rly noe wat ur thinking and yessss they haf been thru all the rebellious stuffs dat u wanna try sooo u cant fool them actually HAHAHA
sometimes they best way to get hold of things is to let go of it :)))
love u mum <333

2009-02-20T21:48:00.002+08:00

Just found it online.
The 4 Stages of Nonchalence

Stage 1: Initially, there are probes and actions because one bothers to.

Stage 2: With time, one learns not to probe, but one is still bothered.

Stage 3: Soon, one gets used to it and learns to ignore, even when one is bothered.

Final Stage: Eventually, one can't even be bothered.

2009-02-20T20:18:00.003+08:00

Hot and Cold

You change your mind like a girl changes clothes
yeah you PMS like a bitch i would know
and you over think always speak Cryptically
i should know that your not good for me

cause you're hot then you're cold
you're yes then you're no
you're in then you're out
you're up and your down

you're wrong when its right
its black and its white
we fight, we break up
we kiss, we make up

you, you dont really want to stay,no
but you,but you dont really want to go,oh

Cause you're hot and your cold
you're yes then you're no
you're in then you're out
you're up and you're down

We used to be just like twins, so in sync
the same energy now's a dead battery
used to laugh bout nothing, now your plain boring
i should know
that your not gonna change

Cause you're hot then you're cold
you're yes then you're no
you're in then you're out
you're up and you're down

you're wrong when its right
its black and its white
we fight, we break up
we kiss, we make up

you,you dont really want to stay,no
but you,but you dont really want to go,oh

you're hot and you're cold
you're yes then your no
you're in then you're out
you're up and your down

someone call the doctor
got a case of the love bi-polar
stuck on a roller coaster
cant get off this ride

you change your mind,like a girl changes clothes

cause you're hot then you're cold
you're yes then you're no
you're in then you're out
you're up and you're down
you're wrong when its right
its black and its white
we fight, we break up
we kiss, we make up

cause you're hot then you're cold
you're yes then you're no
you're in then you're out
you're up and you're down
you're wrong when its right
its black and its white
we fight, we break up
we kiss, we make up

you,you dont really want to stay,no
but you, but you dont really want to go,oh

cause you're hot then you're cold
you're yes then you're no
you're in then you're out
you're up and you're down

2009-02-18T21:50:00.003+08:00

sometimes i wish u could be him but i noe its nv gna be
everywhere i go i see stalks and stalks of it,im envious of them
afterall im still a gal
feel pathetic for myself cos the 1st stalk wasn't from you
smth i feel tired
consoling u when i shld be the one being consoled
how i wish i wasn't superimposing

2009-02-15T23:28:00.004+08:00

u feel super touched when u noe dat ur frens care abt u
altho its those few words but it goes to show how much they care
so wat if im feeling sad or upset or down
it doesnt rly matter now cos i noe i haf my frens to go to ((:
thank you all and i rly love u all!

to peier:
sorry i hvn been taking the initiative to date u out but u still took the effort to remind me =/ hehe i noe u miss me n i miss u lots tooo.thanks for being there whenever i feel like swearing at some bitch.hahha!

to yiling:
haha i nv forget u la.of cos ur someone can talk to whenever i face rls probs and whenver i wanna scold ppl,ur definitely someone i will tell.haha thanks for being there during difficult times :)) and when are we meeting up huh?!!!

to yuannshan:
thanks for always being there for me,be it in rls or frenship u always nv forget me.thanks for the sunflower and its the 1st flower i ever rcv so im fraking touched.haha ur my 1st love gal!((:anddd we shld start to meet up to go shopping.its been like ages since we shopped.hahaha!i promise to get a cam asap so we can camwhore!:D

to tianxiang:
altho i hvn been telling u everything dat angers or upsets me,i still wun forget dat ur still there for me.and yes im always here to listen soo feel free to tell me anythingggg .. its been long since i read the book ((:

to jinsheng:
thanks for ur advice and ur ear and sorry for all the vulgarities dat came out of my mouth accidentally.haha!aiya i also dno wat else to say.u noe i noe la.hahha!

alrights altho i haf 3 tests like next week,there's no better time to thank my frennsss.
awww if onli i ca marry all my frens and they can make me happy alwayssss HAHAHA!

2009-02-13T01:03:00.002+08:00

fuck im feeling like shit now
damn it i hate to be sandwiched in btw
yes i noe ur wan the best for me but do u noe i dun feel anything close to best
ur just impose wat u wan for me but its not wat i wan
on the other hand,u dno wats im feeling
ur always scared
scared of this scared of dat den me leh
u need time yes i noe but do u noe dat the more time u take the more i haf to be sandwiched
wah finee everyone is selfish damn it
wah i feel like slapping u the next moment u open ur mouth agn

alrights enuff of rantings
im glad brain is ard to cool me down HAHAHA

2009-02-10T20:52:00.007+08:00

it felt so real
i wana hear what i wanna hear from u a pity im not a guy if not i can win the heart of gals le
oh well...

2009-02-08T01:21:00.002+08:00

afternoon's captain's ball training at NTU left me wif a super red face
i shld haf applied sun tan lotion b4 trg la
oh trg reminds me dat i hvn been running for like 1 whole year or so and my stamina is freaking like shit
cant believe it dropped so much
yeaa i promise to run everyday anddddd
i shld build up on my passes urghh losuy shitt =/
just hope i can train up well enuff so dat i wun pull the whole team down yeaa ((:

well...everything need effort
competitions,frenships and rls, it all applies
wif perseverance tgt wif effort,nth is impossible :D

2009-01-25T01:52:00.001+08:00

a yes dat made the eye muscles weak
1 mth shall be it
say wat u mean and mean wat u say
if not, promises come wif a price

2009-01-21T00:19:00.003+08:00

steamboat at yuanlun's hse was nth but fun

has been very long since i laughed so much liao

i guess im gna get abs soon if i continue to hang ard wif them HAHAHA

the cls totaly rawkx man

like absolutely

YAY!tmr chinatown trip!:)))

2009-01-18T01:27:00.003+08:00

the different dimensions
so much for trying so hard yet u cant reach wat u wan
understanding is the key
communication is the path u haf to go thru
humans desire wat they dun possess
yet wat they possess are just nth to them...

when u haf nth to say anymore...

2009-01-17T00:14:00.002+08:00

when u choose to lose the pencil u once had,
even when u found a new one the feeling wun be the same
so dun regret when u made dat choice

yet when u found the pencil u lost
though the feeling of familiarity is there,
will u feel the same abt it as when u had the last time?

2009-01-13T22:51:00.003+08:00

omg my 1st HRM lect was a disaster
seriously nv met a worser and a more lor so tutor la
he can spend 1.5 hrs gg thru 10 freaking slides
20 slides so its 3 hrs like WTH?!
he spent like 9 mins per slide while my marketing presentation per person was like 5 mins max? =.=
funny he could link all those stories and everything to human resource when i obviously dun see any link la
omggg 13 weeks of 3 hrs lecture
save me plsss...

taken from wiki...

The different stages in a product life cycle are:

Market introduction stage
-cost high
-sales volume low
-no/little competition - competitive manufacturers watch for acceptance/segment growth losses
-demand has to be created
-customers have to be prompted to try the product

Growth stage
-costs reduced due to economies of scale and
-sales volume increases significantly
-profitability
-public awareness
-competition begins to increase with a few new players in establishing market
-prices to maximize market share

Mature stage
-Costs are very low as you are well established in market & no need for publicity.
-sales volume peaks
-increase in competitive offerings
-prices tend to drop due to the proliferation of competing products
-brand differentiation, feature diversification, as each player seeks to differentiate from competition with "how much product" is offered
-Industrial profits go down

Saturation and decline stage
-costs become counter-optimal
-sales volume decline or stabilize
-prices, profitability diminish
-profit becomes more a challenge of production/distribution efficiency than increased sales

well well smth i tink certain things are like the product life-cycle
i hope it can always stay at the mature stage and nv ever go to the decline stage
haha marketing is rly interesting man

2009-01-11T00:47:00.002+08:00

red cliff 2 was alot beta den expected
mebbe i wasn't paying attention to red cliff 1 when i watched it so i found the show a bore
part 2 is beta cos there were more romance scenes and more 'reading of the mind' involved in the show as compared to part 1 which was merely fighting and MORE FIGHTING
was quite touching when the guy died for zhao wei la dumb guy though HAHAHA
oh yess takeshi kaneshiro is damn cooooool zhu ge liang suits him mann
nw i noe y peier likes him le HAHAH altho abit old but stil gt charisma luhh
tony leung not bad la but mebbe abit old ba HAHA
guess if louis koo were to act,more ppl gna watch tis show huh ;)

guess im not gna kip harping over my CS100 le
im destined to take hrm liao
say i love OB luhhh

2009-01-07T00:45:00.003+08:00

rahhh!!i feel stupid looking at the computer waiting for the number one to appear on the vacancy for the mod CS100
just realised dat there is a higher chance of getting it after one week so i guess i will wait till the next week but i rly hope to get it :(
out of a sudden,im leader for FM and the steamboat IC.
wats gg on mannnnn

2009-01-05T00:07:00.001+08:00

glad dat all major issues are solved
2009 wasn't all dat bad afterall
bleahhhhhhh sch starts tmr and im still in the holiday mood
i wonder how m i gna get my brain working agnn
rahhhh!i cant wait for the long 3 mths break in may :(((
monday bluessss...

2009-01-04T01:56:00.000+08:00

2009 sux

2009-01-03T02:37:00.001+08:00

i wondered if nth happened at all
how will we be like
i miss 2008

2008-12-30T23:53:00.004+08:00

25/12/08

the very pretty xmas card :DDD

had a short meetup wif peier at JP and we had our gift exchange

simply love the earrings she bot

HAHAH and the card she drew is one of a kind

she destined to be an artist la

love her card and earrings <333

24/12/08

xmas eve meant cookies day for bitch and i!
bitch came over my hse to bake cookies and we had a gals stayover at my hse ((:
had fun baking cookies
i just realised my hse is home to FOUR types of flour
omg i wonder y my mum need so many diff types of flour =.=
baking sure wasn't our forte cos we aren't hsewife-gals duhh
we went thru many trials of unsuccessful cookie baking
started off wif charred and disfigured cookies BLEHHHX!
hah dat din turn us off laa
being very pro,we salvaged the situation and of cos,we ended up wif very yummy cookies HAHAHA

*drum rollsssss*
:DDD

on top of the very full dinner we had and the occasional 'testing' of the cookies we made,my cutey mum was nice enuff to make pizzas for us-turning us into fat pigs
rawrrr!!

i bet i gna haf sore throat the next day la(true enuff i did haf -.-)

cant believe my mum actually went to buy a xmas hat for all of us to try it on

WTHHH i dun do such things

SHE'S MY MUM laaaa and she go do such things

i rly wonder wats she tinking man HAHAHA

but i still <3>

after all the baking and stuff,we were dead tired

i guess its time to slp liao

but being bitches,we cld not miss out on camwhoring man!

HAHAHA indeed we used my lao pok web cam to make funny faces and posed in all possible ways

the kiss portrait was damn challenging la

had to adjust ur face to fit the lipstick mark esp when the cam is like inverted from left to right

felt like a spazoid adjusting our faces HAHAAHA

HTHT till 4.30 am OMG

we had to wake at 7am tmr cos bitch had to rush for hj bdae surprise

hahah piggy us slept till 7.30 am

im amazed we cld wake up despite staying up so late la

yeaa mann LOVE STAYOVERS :)))

if i can,i wanna organise some slumber party!!!

like blair warldorf HEHS

2008-12-30T02:02:00.002+08:00

i can feel the drift
its like we have to be the same cos we have to but yet it feels different
not as close as we used to be i guess
i wanna say
so much to say yet im afraid of evaluative judgement
yes i noe its hard nt to judge cos i cant even promise it myself
besides,i tink wat i did wasn't quite right so i guess u haf the right to judge
and i cant find the time to talk cos ur alr haf enuff on ur mind
everyone has them
i miss those times...

2008-12-29T22:12:00.002+08:00

ur words i've heard its nice
ur actions i've seen its sweet
mebbe i learn dat dat tis is the best way to get
mebbe im afraid of falling and getting out agn
the heart and mind dun go tgt
feel like i got some severe split personality
so afraid of making the wrong move
so afraid everything gna repeat itself
so afraid of everything...

2008-12-26T01:09:00.002+08:00

rawrrr!
sore throat is killing me and i wonder how m i gna k later on wif cyrus
thx horse for the gift
<3 it much much
yes i noe im nt gna do her card justice if i dun take pics of it but im lazy to transfer the pics cos i hvn been enlightened on how to transfer pics from my fone to the pc
guess i will do a proper xmas post in the next post ba

feels like the meteor garden scene (:
HAHA im tinking too much la

2008-12-24T00:49:00.002+08:00

finallyyyy after procrastinating for god noes how many yrs, the mkting cls finally decided to go out today
YAY!it's been long since we last saw each other at the chalet
had my brunch wif yuan lun and pengkiat
ahhh 3 pathetic souls laa
woah lunch at cafe cartel is definitely worth it la
at $9.50,we get to enjoy a super big serving of breaded chicken,drink,soup of the day and ice cream :DDD
of cos not forgetting the free flow of bread
walauuuu by the time i finished my meal,i was super bloated i bet i could skip dinner liao
kristine and jw joined us later and we caught the movie yesman
omggg its freakingg funnny laaa
i noe my laughter totally runined my glam image HAHAHAHA
quite meaningful also cos it makes me realise we shld nt be afraid and shld open ourselves to opportunities
it knocks once, so its up to us to take it or leave it
yupp so overall,the movie is smth u muz not miss out for tis hols :)
we still had a bit of time before dinner starts and we went to the arcade to play
woots!!!long time since i played bball!the feeling was super shiok!!!
i gave my virgin trial of the drum game to the arcade at suntec HAHAHAHAA!
arcade is the best way of relieveing stress ^^
we dined at imperial treasure and yess the xiao long bao is superb
oh mannn!i just love xiao long bao!!!! :)))
we tried dishes dat were rather unique like the nian gao etc
the almond beacurd tasted way beta den those sold outside cos it had very lil almond so it doesnt smell dat terrible to me la HAHA
performance at suntec fountain was rather fascinating
wonder how they can make the 3d effect
i wanna go suntec agnnnnn :DDD shopppp!
*im hoping there's more outings to come *

cute sillynessss ^^

2008-12-22T02:35:00.001+08:00

omgg i feel sooo exposed
rawrrr!!!
time i changed liaoooo
super nt safeeeeeee :(((

2008-12-21T01:36:00.012+08:00

taka's xmas tree!its the same tree every yrrrr =.=
but still, its bigggg la

omggggg if i had a xmas tree liddat...

its all made up of little bears la!onli different colours

awwww...lovely (((:

made up of coke bottles-simply classic

coka cola simply noe how to advertise itself huh

YEA I NOE UR READING

nvmm nth special here for u to read anwww HAHHAA

had a great day today

from wat i see today,indeed u changed quite abit and im rly happy abt it

some things u do are quite touching and yes i dun say it out but yeaa its ur ability to noe wat im tinking anw

too bad if u dun la

jus like wat ys said,if everything is too perfect,u noe its bound to go wrong some where else

i dno how much longer the change tgt wif the happy-ness is gna last cos i noe good things just dun last

ahh call me the pessismist i dun care

u asked me wat to do so i can trust u once more

seriously,not dat i dowan to ans ur qns but i rly dno

if i knew,i cld haf made ppl trust me more wif their secrets HEHEHE beware huh ppl

oh yeaaa one more major thing u seriously need to change is ur habit of playing comp gamess!!!rawrrrr!!!bth lehhh!!!if dats nt gna change,i highly doubt anything much wil change anymore

oh well i tink time just prove it all isn't it?

well well just let nature take its course ba :)))

oh yeaa im a happy gal :DDD

2008-12-19T01:12:00.001+08:00

super cunning

super cute :)))

2008-12-18T00:00:00.002+08:00

life would be much beta if everyone had their brains exposed
like dat,we will all noe wats everyone thinking
simply,life would be much beta if everyone mean wat they say and do wat they say
ha complexity would be the word for u
trust is fragile
it just takes seconds to lose it
yet years to get it back

2008-12-14T23:58:00.005+08:00

a bdae celebration for my ah ma...

*pardon the bluriness cos i used the 1.3 megapixel camera on my lappie =.= *

which became a camwhoring session :)))

2008-12-14T01:22:00.000+08:00

:DDD

2008-12-13T21:44:00.003+08:00

i wished i was bold enuff to jump all into the muddy water
its all clouded
i cant see
i nearly drowned
thx to a few who saved me :)))
i guess im meant for clear waters
seeing how she could overlook all the flaws, i knew instantly i needed dat potential dat could drive me to jump all in
sorry i dun haf the potential now
i found the ans sheet
ice melts and refreezes agn
haha how true...

2008-12-13T01:37:00.002+08:00

RRRRRRRAAAAAAWWWWWWRRRRRRRR!!!!

if only i had ans...

2008-12-12T20:49:00.002+08:00

okayy tis is supposed to be an outdated post but its nt my fault

i waited for the pics mahhh

all thx to sam for organizing tis gathering

was surprised dat some of us turned up cos we hvn met since ages and we were afraid dat there wld be awkward silences during the meetup

buddennnnn none of wat i tot wld happen happened

instead,it became a very bitchy session for us gals

8 of us turned up and i appreciated the fact dat altho we hvn rly been contacting each other for almost 3 yrs,they made the effort to turn up

everyone looked so different but deep down we are the same

once we mentioned ng siew tuan,seniors and shen keqin,we all gave the same rxn

huyu is still zhu bao dian lao ban niang

sam is still as boyish

huiwen is still as notti

jiahui is stil as crappy

and guess wat..i even forgot we had a vice-capt HAHAHA

at least im betta de n hui wen and huyu who tot meiyoke was the vice-capt =/

i pity jiahui HAHAHA

was supposed to play vball at the beach but instead we spent most of our time bitching abt ppl's affairs and having htht :DDD

cant believe i had a similar story as jiahui

awwww we haf grown up

no more childish rls babe (:

the times we were playing vball reminds me of the past..

the 1st time we wore the triangular super short shorts and dun even dare tostep out of the vball court cos the bball court was just adjacent to our court(i bet we ran the sch cpd dat day in less den 3 mins WAHHAHAHA!)

the 1st time we got punished by seniors who asked us to shout across the court and made sure they heard us from the field

where ng siew tuan diao us until her eyeballs could literally roll out

where we wld be forced to do 3 rounds of frog jump whenever we were late for training(and for the next time ur late u will do it in multiples of 3)

where we were nt supposed to gif an attitude face(cos its rude to seniors) neither are we supposed to smile too much(cos it means we are not serious) during trainings...

those were the days ;)

so identically different

<3333>

*im so looking forward to the next gathering ((:*

2008-12-10T22:59:00.002+08:00

if it was 1 yr ago,i would haf given in
now i feel like an evil shit
prob isn't abt being psychic now
i tink...im different.

funny the way ppl can comment on frens drifting apart
yet it is they themselves who choose to leave them out of the fun
mebbe to u,its nt dat fun wif old cliques cos of the 'gap' dat u feel
but i do rly appreciate if u haf the courtesy to invite us to go
instead of wondering y ppl drift apart,perhaps u shld do some self reflection yea
*shrugs*

2008-12-10T02:38:00.002+08:00

well well well im so surprised at the change
sth i wished i hadn't grown up
gosh im a biactchhhh

2008-12-08T18:51:00.002+08:00

last saturday was a disastrous ben and jerry day
being greedy pigs-referring to me,my brother and tis other bitch,we decided to queue up for FREE ben and jerry ice cream,which was located at the fort canning hill(or was it park?i also forgot le =/)
when we reached,it started raining heavily and no thanks to god cos i brought onli
one umbrella and it couldn't possibly shelter the 3 of us
okayy we are fatasses alrightsss but we are still queuing for ice cream HAHAHA
by the time we ran to hide in the shelter, we were all drenched
there goes ys hair treatment
my bro and i jus bathed b4 we came out luhhh WALAUUUUU

finally the rain stopped and we went out to queue once more
OH MY TIAN the queue was so freaking long and its like snailing =.=
wats worst was dat we had to stand in the muddy field RAWRRR!!!
my toe nails were brownish colour cos of the mud and suddenly it felt like jungle warfare
jus dat we were queueing for ice cream
there were still centipedes laaaa WTHHHHH @#$%^&*(@$%
we were screaming like some bimbos la RAHHH!
and yes we saw a couple
guess it was a sad day for bitch
plus we were in a pathetic state when we saw them =.=
after queueing and standing in the hot sun for like 45 mins,we then realised dat the ice cream wasn't for free OMGOMGOMG
irritating!!! we sweated for like 45 mins and got our feet soaked in mud and then we realised it nt free LIKE WTHHHHH
but we feel so bu gan yuan after queueing for so long and jus giving up,so we decided to continue standing in the hot sun to buy ice cream
i feel so dumb
owellsss...

see the white spots on the trees
i dno wat izit actually
seems like some star shaped foam that were shot out and they jus floated and got themselves stuck to the trees HAHAA cute ba

after finishing our very superlicious ben and jerry ice cream,we decided to wash our feet
whee~!our muddy muddy feet
oh by the way we tried new flavours - strawberry bananna,triple caramel chunk and chocolate dno wats the name HAHAHA
strawberry banana was the nicest!has a very unique taste ;)
we were lazy to wak back to the toilet in the shelter so we headed for the one at the national museum of spore
my 1st time there!and im washing my feet there =.=
bitch and i went into the handicapped toilet,hoping to wash our feet cos there was a small tap below the sink
budddennnnnn the water was like *drip drip drp*
how the hell are we supposed to wash our feets like dat??!!!
after much hesitation(okayy mebbe bitch hesitated but i nv hor),we raised our feet onto the sink and began washing our feet like noone's business HAHAHAA!
i noe its so unfeminine of us but too bad, we are chor lor gals.
had helluva fun washing our feet in the sink and soaking our slippers in the water
yesss the basin was choked cos of the bits of grass stuck to our feet and the mud that was washed off but we dunnnn careeeeeee HAHAHAHA
YAY!we are happy gals once we finished washing our feet! :DDD

headed to aston for dinner tgt wif alex and his frens
altho it was my 1st time having dinner tgt wif them,it was still super fun esp wif the jokes they said :)
we all went our separate ways after dinner

my bro and i caught the show-body of lies
we went in not knowing wat show it was cos we jus wanted to watch a movie luh
the title seems nice so we chose dat HAHA LUCKY US
it was abt terrorist attacks and the US
it was rather sick seeing scenes of how they tortured the prisoners
but otherwise,it was a nice action-packed show :)))

i wanna shoppppppppp!!!!
cny is nearing!gives me a reason to shop hehs
oh yeaaa!cant wait for tmr vball outing! V(^^;)

2008-12-07T14:18:00.002+08:00

!#$%#%$&*&$!#!Y%$#%^%*^
RAWR!!!!!
finally it was squeezed out
owell ALL GUYS ARE THE SAME!
mebbe one day me and dee siao gna set up an anti-guys club
V(^^;)

2008-12-07T02:30:00.002+08:00

if onli ur words are true
if onli ur words doesn't expire
if onli i knew wat ur tinking
if onli ur will carry out the promised promises
if onli trust was nv broken
if onli love is always true
if onli i could remove the flirtshit gene in chromosome Y
if onli if onli if onli
if onli i'm psychic...

dun worry fren
i will try my very best to get u out of the shell :)

2008-12-06T02:40:00.003+08:00

oh yay!finally i have mastered the art of making a colarge
okayy call me a noob
im jus lazy to learn okayyy not i dumb HAHAHAHA

alrights,shall let the pics do most of the talking
im lazy to narrate everything

30th nov started off with an excited round of paintball with dearest cyrus
the game was damn scary la
even the guy telling us abt the rules cld tell dat i was nervous
im a sacredy cat WADEVA
paintball made me realise dat gg ns is a scary affair la
imagine kena hit by bullets
mind you,those fake bullets may seem frenly but when u kena hit by them,its super painful la
i paid 35.90 for getting hit by bullets
yeaa sounds dumb right
somemore i gt a big orh cheh on my butt
stupid ernest still said it was so shuang shooting someone's butt and seeing it dodge =.=

1st round of paintball was gals vs guys
okay sounds like a sure lose game for gals
and yes indeed we lost cos gals were too afraid to come out of the hiding places
i tink once u move, u become open target for the guys liao
gals were smarter for the 2nd round cos we decided to mix ourselves among the guys
suay enuff,i was assigned the role of the flag bearer for the 2ns round
my job is to run and plant the flag after the brick and the red flag were collected by my team members
OH MY TIAN!cant imagine myself kena hit by bullets and dodging bullets here and there like i got some fits or smth while trying to plant the flag
god was rather kind towards me cos the other team managed to plant the flag before my team cld finish collecting the items
hahahaa!means i dunnid do matrix stunts and become open target for others :DDD
oh means we lost la WTH den i shld nt be happy wat =.=

the game ended wif paint splattered all over our hands and shirt
lucky my shirt was quite clean so i need not throw it away
haha i stil get to kip my aj pe t :)))

of cos,paintball wasn't the onli happening thing on the very same day
i still had to rush to chalet at night for night cycling!
and yess i was damn nervous abt the whole night cycling affair
forced my brudder to teach me how to cycle in 2 days time
heh heh heh im so proud of myself
went to och and old commando's camp
wth old commando camp totally freaked me out cos it's totally dark
jiayi and me just kept our heads down n eyes fixed on the road
we wanna see nth other den the tar on the road HAHAHA
went to changi village to eat nasi lemak
i tink jiayi n i had super good appetite cos we ordered nasi lemak,ice jelly and a glass of drink
like WTH we ate more den guys?
hahaha!at least i nv finished the nasi lemak cos i jus wanted to hydrate myself
saw a couple of ah gua and they were quite chio leh
was wondering how they gna do it wif guys la.
hahaha!okayyy im nt tinking how they gna do it,jus curious la ;)

damn shag after the night cycling trip
but den we nv slept right after dat
we still stayed up and watched the house bunny
hahaha!a totally bimbotic show
yuanlun said his intelligence gna drop after watching tis show HAHAHA
our weak eye muscles cld nt tahan anymore and *pom* we went to slp after dat
pity some of the guys cos they nv slept for dat night

the 2nd night was BBQ night!
yea we had lots of fun trying to start the fire and cook chocolate bananas
HAHA kc's fav!superlicious banana in chocs!woots!
i guess we ordered too much food cos we cant finish all of them
we got like 1 tray if stingray,1 tray of sotong,4 packs of hotdogs and 2 packs of XO prawns
we are small eaters mah!hahaha!

after the BBQ we all played drinking games
haha damn funny la!
esp when ur all seh seh liao,the more u gna make mistakes
my face was the ultimate one among all of them-super red HAHAHA
after finishing the bottle of black label dat yuanlun brought,some wemt to slp(ya dats me) and some cont to bbq.
too bad i shld haf stayed up n bbq cos i heard they were doin stupid stuff during the 2nd roudn of bbq
tsk tsk the consequences of drinking too much

oh yess i gotta say sth
kc's snore is rly 如雷贯耳
it feels as if the whole hse is collapsing la!
hahaa!we had to wake him up to slp face down HAHA

2nd dec marked the end of our cls chalet
im looking forawrd to more cls outing!
seriously <3 tis cls
a pity our dearest yuanyuan, kc and walter is not gna be in the same cls as us next sem :(((
well jus hope dat the cls remains bonded no matter wat :)))

2008-12-05T00:04:00.002+08:00

random pics ;)

the consequence of facing stats tb everyday :a blasted shoe
i even wore it to stats exam
air con was super strong n my feet felt so cold la
hahaha!okayy i feel like a dirty gal =/

okay tis is a super random pic
i took it out of boredom-econs tb is crap cos it jus wants me to memorise everything and dats dat
birdie was outside my window trying to balance on the wire
the sight was hilarious cos it was like falling forward n backward
HAHAHA self entertainment ain't dat bad afterall :D

i vandalised my own pencil by doodling everything i could using a highlighter
most of it were words of encouragement i guess
obviously i was studying stats cos the background shows the formula for 'coefficeint of determination'
stupid stats!rah!mental block last min!!!!goodbye to bnf :(

FOCUS!

and more doodlings...

goshh!im lazy to put up paintball pics n chalet pics

mebbe when i rly haf nth beta to do luh huh

liar liar!

try lying n u will noe wats gna happen

go read the story abt the boy who cried wolf ba

2008-11-30T01:52:00.002+08:00

angel says no
devil says yes
im stuckkkk shitttt
right thing at wrong time
wrong thing at right time
right thing at right time
wrong thing at wrong time
omg still gt at combi.haha!onli 2! so 4 combi nia

I Wanted You by Ina VS Crush by David Archuleta

It's time i guess

2008-11-29T01:26:00.018+08:00

The end of the econs exam put a full stop to sem 1 of yr 2008 to 2009.

i can still vivdly rmb the 1st day of sch where we meet our tut cls mates for the very 1st time

i was tinking ' shit!all the unfamiliar faces with everyone taking diff electives and wat-haf-u,tut cls mates are definitely hi-bye frens'.and yes i was proven wrong cos i can say for sure dat the current tut cls that im in,is one of the most bonded cls and to me,its the best cls i ever had.

Presenting to u: NBS craftiest and most bonded cls !!!! :))))

Everyone jus managed to click and everyone was willing to make the extra effort to make tis a bonded cls.Despite our craftiness, we are selfless peeps who are willing to share notes and pass it ard among us :DDD

-hearts tut cls 33-

At the same time, the end of the econs exams also meant the start of pampering time for myself!hahhaa!when the examiner announced '15 more mins',i was super excited la!cos it meant 15 more mins to freedom!

for the past one mth,i haf been cooping myself up in the bloody room of mine and reading tb like noone's business la.wth!feel like a hen la!

hence,to make up for the one mth loss of freedom,i haf alr planned wat im gna do for the next few wks before the new sem starts!

1st thing: MANICURE!!!!

seee!nice colour right?!

yes of cos!pink is da best! :)

and i jus realised that the colour of my nails is the same as the colour of the ladies toilet sign =.=

jiayi finally fulfilled her wish of blue nails!actually not bad leh

i wanna try yellow and green next time!
cant believe we waited for 1.5hrs just for dat $5.35 worth of manicure!rahhh!

HAHAHA!we are ULTIMATE bimbos!

but we dun care!muahahahha!

*omgosh!self-fulfilling prophecy!*

before joining cls for kbox session,we went to hk cafe to settle our dinner!

omggg my cheese-baked chicken chop sphagetti is simply sinful la!

1.pasta is alr damn sinful-1000 calories

2.chicken chop isn't any healthier wif the layer triglycerides-1000 calories

3.SEE DAT LAYER OF CHEESE!omgggg!!!-2000 calories!

so in total its 4000 calories!!!!rawr!!!!

luckily i flipped over the layer of cheese and ate the chicken chop,leaving half layer of the cheese and sphagetti :)

Jiayi's one was more of a soup-based kind of noodles

its basically atas maggie mee ;)

finally we reached k box ard 9.30 pm

supposed to meet at 4pm but we simply cant resist the temptation of pampering ourselves 1st MUAHHAHA!

goshhh!wats yuanyuan doing?!

喜

怒

哀

乐

one!

*i dno y i put two!!! =/*

two!

:) finally correct

three!

four!

five!

six!

seven!

eight!

nine!

ten!

HAHAHA funny poses!

wah this is zai man.lol.seems like weemeng is spraying water back to the merlion instead

ultimate pic at marina square at 3.30 am!

after the 3am kbox we had,everyone are starting to feel hungry and tired

we tot dat hk cafe will be opened but freak!it wasn't!

24hrs mac wasn't open also!wthhh!!eemeng

even DXO was closed!wats tis man?!

is thurs some special day or wat?!

weemmeng started saying dat he providing night rider svc den yuanlun asking him to piggyback him all the way to sengkang for 100 bucks.hahahaa!lame shit!

as we started roaming,we passed by the still-in-construction IR

poor workers

haf to work thru the night

and yes we passed by the THE FULLER HOTEL

the TON was missing i also dno y

haha was telling jiayi abt THE EMPTIER HOTEL

okayyyy dats not funny HAHAHA

on the way we decided to take a pic wif the spore flyer

nice right

taken at 4am :)))

finally we found Lau Pa Sat

okay not exactly like we sudd found a new place but finally there's a mkt which is open at such an unearthly hour

went there to haf our supper?or izit breakfast?

totally too tired to tink of wat to eat la

everyone started talking cock

like seriously our conve has no content and we were saying nonsense la

haha!but it totally trained my abs la!

shld haf recorded our conve down

totally hilarious and senseless!

after settling our breakfast at Lau Pa Sat,

we sat at outside raffles mrt station waiting for the 1st train

omg la the 1st time im so early for the train HAHAHA

the gnatry wasn't even opened la!

i swear i was trying very hard to kip my eyes open

weak eye mucles huh
and yes finally weemwng asked his subordinates to open the gantry for us HAHAHAA CRAP!

plopped down on bed for 2 hrs onli b4 hp rang

rawrrrr!!!cant believe i slept for 2 hrs onli!

wthhhhh!

post exams slp lesser den pre exams =.=

im a fully transformed panda =/

2008-11-19T19:51:00.002+08:00

im running out of patience liaoooo
been mugging for the last 2 wks for 2 bloody papers la
y cant they jus put all the papers all at the last week?!
liddat my torture extend for so many weeks lehh!
sit at home jus face tb i tink my ass gna have piles la!
i bet i read the most tb for the 2 weeks in my whole life la!
and stupid mkting tb is super useless
cant the author be more organized?!
yuan lun's notes are more concise la
his fren can be a beta author =.=
today jus ended mkting paper!!!
YAY 2 MORE PAPERS :))))
jinsheng says i gt mkting face
LIKE REAL mkting face doesnt mean mkting grades hor
haha if his prediction isn't true den he beta treat me to some exclusive place for buffet HAHAHA
no its not baba tea
baba tea onli for me if ur prediction is true.hahahah!

after next week i will be freeeeee for the rest of dec
oh yea oh yea oh yea
im planning my activities for dec liao la - self motivation is definitely needed HAHAHHA

its jus calculus based trust luh
ur like the business cycle
no im not specialising in actuarial science dats y

happy dat ur genuinely smiling
continue to give me the faith and hope dat it will work out ;)

enuff of slacking!!!
STATS AND ECONS HERE I COMMMMEEEEEEE!!!!

2008-11-11T11:17:00.005+08:00

rahhhhh!!!cant wait for exams to be over laaa!!!
dno which ass tell me uni is more relaxed den a lvls
freaking liar!!!!!
its the same la!!!
oh mann!!tmr is ob!
hope i can rmb the theories and finish writing on time
reminds me of a lvls econs hahaha!
write til hand rot LOL

mygodmygodmygod cant wait for exams to be over
hahaa!i alr plan wat to do liao!!!hahah!self motivation V(^^;)

big ears and sad eyes
but i dun mind :D

2008-10-31T13:12:00.003+08:00

rawwwwrrrrr!!!
everything is as complicated as it can get
sudd i feel like the gal she mentioned to me
and yes i believe in karma
cheapsluttybitchy
arghhhhhhh!
if onli...

2008-10-30T01:57:00.000+08:00

i tot we could
but now i tink we shld think wat we can do instead
move on

2008-10-30T00:28:00.012+08:00

a mini bdae celebration for yuting by having steamboat at bugis!
too bad aaron couldnt make it
totally missed out the fun la!
orighty i shall let the pictures do the talking (:

joowen's plateful of peeled prawns

she's the pro!woots!

our half pork half tom yam soup!

these small lil buns jus makes u craving for more and yes indeed we ordered another plate of it-for free

ooooooooo my nicely half boiled egg yolk :D

looks scary righttttt

the 3 pincers sticking out of the soup

ahhaaaha okayy mebbe nt so scary afterall

yuting loves crab!

warning warning:our potential mkting couple.hehs

hehs our nuptial buns!

act cute!HAHAHA!

OMGGG!am i gna kisss jw?hahahaha!

hahahhaa!the classic spastic look :D

hahaha!jinsheng's cock eye isnt as powerful as mine la!lol!

hhahah may we be tgt 4eva after!hahah!

the mango sago dat we all had

actually it wasn't as nice as the one i had at teh ah chew's stall

and dumb enuff, we all ordered mango sago

shld haf ordered diff deserts and tried all of them

i wan the durian one!!!!

there u gooo!

our mkting grp <3> ohhh so my powerful cock eye is hereeee!!!hahaha!

bye alll for nowwww!

jinsheng has the prettiest pose la!

no wonder he's our jie mei tao!

hahahhaa!

oh yeaaaa cant wait for cls chalet

actually im lucky to be in tis tut cls

all of us are very on and very bonded

woots!sch life is nt as bad as i tot so!

cheers to new and everlasting frenships! :DDD